These are the words of the unsophisticated money machines

Monday, March 31, 2003

[MooD]==[.....]
[time]==[5.16am]
[music]==[mandy.moore.feat.johnathan.foreman]=[someday.we'll.know]
---been playing game the whole day...skipped sch...cos i really haf to no mood to go for sch...i dun feel like going for class tml too...i dunno...it sucks

| The.Goodbye. 3/31/2003 05:25:00 PM |

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[MooD]==[......]
[time]==[1.36am]
[music]==[marilyn.manson]=[sweet.dreams]....
---my knees hurtz like hell so is my eyes...i can't help but keep tinking..abt it...

| The.Goodbye. 3/31/2003 01:48:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[sad..]
[time]==[12.40am]
[music]==[johnnyrzenik]=[i'mstillhere]
-= CLJ =-
read ur blog...been tinking abt it...danks for the consolations...really appreciate it alot... i did nt tell anyone else i dunno wat to say..or how to say...n danks for comming out wif me to get my fren b'day present n to get myself a polo tee love it alot...first brown tee i ever had all danks to u..." ) u take care of ur health too k?

| The.Goodbye. 3/31/2003 12:53:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[hard]...[painz]
[time]==[12.13am]
[music]==[eminem]=[loseurself]
---i dunno wat to write....i didn't say much at the party...i was so shocked....i didn't even get near him nor tok to him cos i'm scared i might juz cry...i feel so bad...hai...when we were leaving my eyes were soaked..when i see the rest helping him putting on his slippers....den carry him down the stairs...it hurts...juz hurts too much...

| The.Goodbye. 3/31/2003 12:24:00 AM |

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Sunday, March 30, 2003

[Mood]==[down]
[time]==[11.10pm]
[music]==[eminem]=[runrabbitrun]..
---i feel like a piece of shit....i went to my primary sch fren b'day..den i juz found out something bad.. one of my best primary fren is nw down to wheelchair...to tink i didn't noe it...he used to be my best fren...i knew dat he meet wif an accident...i dun even rem wat was it...it happen like 1year+ dat time i was busy wrking n all so i didn't visit him at the hospital...if i had bothered to go i would haf noe n i wou;d haf done my part....i feel like shit...i try my best nt to cry at the party...the last time i remember dat he was like so energetic n all he tall n fit he so cool n all full of life....rite nw...he can't even eat by himself...can barely speak...the fren i used to noe is no longer dere...n i onli knew it 1 year + later...i feel like shit....i dunno how to face myself....

| The.Goodbye. 3/30/2003 11:20:00 PM |

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[MooD]==[tiredZ]
[time]==[3.44am]
[music]==[eminem]=[superman]--raps....
---well signing off for today juz finished chatting wif CLJ...hahaha meeting her tml for some shopping hahaha...well hope she won't be too late...haha kies i going off to bedz... yawnz....

| The.Goodbye. 3/30/2003 03:50:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[hmmm...]
[time]==[1.49am]
[music]==[norahjones]=[shoot.the.moon]
--- [icecream] = hey dun u worry too much aye.. well u always got a fren in me!!! u dun worry too much abt the rest tink u shld really get ur studies back on track first aye? dun skip ur lectures anymore n try to pass aye... take care n al the best!

| The.Goodbye. 3/30/2003 01:56:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[tiredz]...[relaz]
[time]==[12.16am]
[music]==[norahjones]=[come.away.with.me]
---hmm kinda like finished watching norah jones concert on channel 5 well its was nice i love her live performace... tho' i dun always listen to jazz music but well i listen to her man...she has a nice voice n can really sing live damn well!! n yah i'm kinda trying hard to convice CLj dat she is nice n gd blah blah blah... well rite nw she says dat she indeed has a nice voice guess i kinda succeed bah hahaaha

| The.Goodbye. 3/30/2003 12:24:00 AM |

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Saturday, March 29, 2003

[MooD]==[boredz]...[depressed]
[time]==[6.31pm]
[music]==[eminem]=[run.rabibit.run]...freaking nice rapping
--- well juz read CLJ blog...u depressed over ur O's? well den u better start studying nw huh kies hehehe but dun stress urself too much aye....haha n yah nt gonna smoke for today liao....i tink.... heheehe dunno if u are doing ur wrk nw or slping..! haha piggy... hahaha well u better take care kies... n yah once again u be alrite... " ) dun worry lar kies

| The.Goodbye. 3/29/2003 06:40:00 PM |

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[MooD]==[sadz]...[finally!!!]
[time]==[3.41]
[music]==[robbiewilliam]=[noregrets]...nice tittle...
---Finally!!!! i haf download finish the song probably i shld complain earlier so dat it be download faster hahaaha well going to bed nw... guess CLJ slping happily nw...haha *yawnz...* its my turn~~!!!! yeah bed here i come!!!

| The.Goodbye. 3/29/2003 03:49:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[superB TirEdZ..]
[time]==[3.32am]
[music]==[incubus]=[drive]-slick
---hai it seems forever to download eminem - run rabbit run!!! damn tink my com laggin...super tired...but had to wait for it to finish downloading...man it sucks...so tired haiz.....so sianz....haiz

| The.Goodbye. 3/29/2003 03:40:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[tiredz...]
[time]==[2.20am]
[music]==[atlanticstarr]=[masterpiece]
---today went to sch in the aftnn. got ID class...did like nothing in class...early dismiss...like i go for class for 1/2hr well the travelling time is an hr+.....kinda dumb....haiz...today is kinda fun...but nw kinda bored...cos CLJ NT ONLINE TO CHAT WIF ME!! hahaha ==================================================================================================CLJ = tot u finally woke up?....but nw i tink u fell bac to slp again? hahahaha so nice ar u slp the whole day hahaha well maybe its the med huh dun wanna tink dat u are a big piglet...hehe but ur a small little piglet hehehehe well u dun worried so much kies...i'm so worried dat u be too worried abt urself getting sars n u will get ur imaginations wild...hai u be alrite kies....nothing shall happen to u hahaha i'll pray for u aye? u juz take care of urself in the mean time kies.... ================================================================================================
ice-cream = sorrie so long nvr chat wif ya...how are u wonder if ya read tis? well u do take care n chat up wif ya soon!

| The.Goodbye. 3/29/2003 02:35:00 AM |

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[Mood]==[sad...]
[time]==[2.05am]
[music]==[chadkroeger.n.joseyscott]=[hero]
---the world is going crazy so am i...i'm feeling sad everyday...the world is a mess...so is my life..... tears are in my eye every nw n den...wat is going on....i'm nt sure...wished dat there is someone dere to tell me...but i guess there aren't any...wished dat i knew wat had happen to the world...wished dat i noe wat had happen to me...really wished...or maybe...its me who is trying to denied wat is happening...

| The.Goodbye. 3/29/2003 02:12:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[tiredz]...[boredz]...[sianz]
[time]==[1.04am]
[music]==[98.7fm]=[carrie'svoice...]
---hmm fell aslp yesterday while doing my wrk so did nt update my profile yesterday but hey back here rite nw hahaha the weekend is comming time for relaxing hahaha...well yesterday was msging CLJ n doing my wrk haha fell aslp in between n i tot dat i had sms her back n tot dat she fell aslp or something like dat...hahaha but turns out today i tot her i fell alsp halfway den she was like say 'no wonder u didn't reply me yesterday'....den i was like shit i tot i reply u liao hahaha but i did nt say dat i tot dat she was the one who fell aslp hahahaha wait i kena *KOK* hahahaha...haha so dumbdumb....

| The.Goodbye. 3/29/2003 01:13:00 AM |

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Thursday, March 27, 2003

[MooD]==[swolleneyes]...[swollengums]
[time]==[2.17am]
[music]==[ourladypeace]=[somewhereoutthere]
---CLj = hmm juz read ur blog hmm dun worry u will be alrite aye...everything will be fine...dun tink to much ur really imaginative hahaha well danks for the concern n the words *smiles* so much better nw....well gd for ur hols are comming again! so cool huh..wonder when will the moe says its out turn...waiting patiently man.....hahaha

| The.Goodbye. 3/27/2003 02:26:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[better?]
[time]==[1.19am]
[music]==[bone.thugs.and.harmony]=[crossroads]--raps
---hmm...feeling better... maybe bcos i was looking at my colour pencils rendering....wrk... wat a laugh...sure to fail...well nt to mention alittle credit goes to CLJ hahahaha honoured hor see i so nice!! always tok gd things abt u hahaha learn fr it huh hahaha. n remember i'm always NICE to u one hahahaha,,,,,lalalalalala

| The.Goodbye. 3/27/2003 01:31:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[sadz]..[unclear]
[time]==[12.57am]
[music]==[T.A.T.U]=[allthethingsshesaid]
---suddenly feel sad...sad abt my sch n all tink i'm sinking in depression...hai...stressed up wif stupid stuff n i hate it...gawd...get me out of tis stupid life...

| The.Goodbye. 3/27/2003 01:08:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[alittletired]...[smilez]
[time]==[12.28am]
[music]==[avrillavigne]=[complicated]
---well i haf to hand up my project tml n i haf onli done... 10%? haha dunno why i'm smiling too hahaha juz kinda happy hahaha well i'm supposed to continue wif my wrk while online but nah i'm nt haha tml go sch n die bah...

| The.Goodbye. 3/27/2003 12:38:00 AM |

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Wednesday, March 26, 2003

[MooD]==[SupeRb tiredz]
[time]==[4.40am]
[music]=[98.7fm]=[somemusic???]
---man i'm so damn freaking tired... did my wrk till nw...n its still nt finished... tink i can onli do it in sch lateR? i cannot stand it need to go to bed... tink i'm old already...so tired...*yawnz* been feeling tired the whole bloody day.. god..save me...? ================================================================================================
CLJ= hey danks for giving my ideas for my font design background... i'm nt done wif it yet dun wanna continue wif it cos i can hardly navigate...i need to paint.. n i can barely keep my eyes open...so i tink i better dun paint it..cos i made a few mistakes already..hai.. well i owe u a big one kies!! tell me wat u wanT!!!! haahaha well u better be doing ur hws later on..n i tink u gonna wake up soon.. enjoy ur sports day... n P.S. u can always save some extra money..dun haf to spent it away huH!!! hehehe

| The.Goodbye. 3/26/2003 04:50:00 AM |

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Tuesday, March 25, 2003

[MooD]==[tiredz]
[time]==[2.23am]
[music]==[98.7fm]=[somemusic?]
---hmm had a normal day...went sch...finish class...went for lunch....went hm...slpt for 2hrs+(supposed to be 1 n half hr) hahaha. den haf my dinner den do my wrk...wat a day...hai...nothing interesting..wat to do haven finish my hw.. n yah i'm like onli 1/2 done for my wed. assignment... well nt worried abt wed one but i'm very worried abt thu. cos its colour pencils... n i haf started yet..damn... colour pencils is sure tough...dead....hahah well a little hungry...tho' but gotta go bed liao cos its late...tml still haf sch...hai...
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CLJ=yeah i finished the hw for later on hehehe hey i'm hardwrking too aye...onli when it comes to last min? haha or i like dat sub? hahaha well yeah i'm serious at wrk also kies... dun play play hor... hehe learnt my lesson.. so u see.. dun be like me kies... study hard! well u need any help i can always help hehehe... but not on maths or science.... n Chinese...hahahahaha... a/cs np .. lit also but i tink they sort of change the system already rite? well anyway i going to koonz liaoz cya arD!!!

| The.Goodbye. 3/25/2003 02:34:00 AM |

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Monday, March 24, 2003

[MooD]==[tired]...[happy!]
[time]==[1.34am]
[music]==[98.7fm]=[evansense]=[bringmetolife]
---hmm juz finish 3/4 of one assignment still got many to go tho' hahaha well juz finish 1/2 a stick of cig! haha promise CLJ dat i shall onli smoke half of it n aft i sign off fr blog i shall go to bed cos tml got sch!!!! haha ...
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CLJ = interesting dream u haf dere so so imaginative man haha i dun even remember my dreamz man....yeah i did my hw kies...altho' its nt finished hahaa onli 3/4 done hahahaha but well deadline is tues so i haf one more day! hahaha well n yah dun be sorrie or guilty abt nt meeting me today aye its alrite hahaha but hmm i' waiting to see how ya gonna make it up to me? hahaha n yah dun worry i won't take it to heart *smiles* hehehehe

| The.Goodbye. 3/24/2003 01:53:00 AM |

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Sunday, March 23, 2003

[MooD]==[borEdz]
[time]==[8.47pm]
[music]==[hoobastank]=[runningaway]
---juz had my dinner... the dishes are nt to my taste...but the soup is so well had a gd dinner hhahaha so tired... still haf tonnes of assignments to do... fu%k man... sian lucky dun haf to hand in any tml but aft tml haha i'll be stresssed!

| The.Goodbye. 3/23/2003 08:53:00 PM |

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[MooD]==[tired]...[normal]
[time]==[7.05pm]
[music]==[sherylcrow.kidrock]=[picture]
---hmm its sunday today stayed hm whole day supposed to do my assignments but....end up watching vcds readin comics n rot ard... hahaha but i got some accompany too who also supposed to do her hw at hm end up doing something else too which is my dat stupid fren nw aKa CLJ hahahaha dun ask me wat dat means... hehehehehe tink we are beyong hope....hahahaha

| The.Goodbye. 3/23/2003 07:12:00 PM |

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[MooD]==[hungry!!!!]
[time]==[3.23am]
[music]==[travis]=[sing]
---hmm so hungry actually wanted to cook instand noodles but haiyah my mum woke up well lucky she didin't see it. if nt i sure to kena haiz...nvm i REN~ hhaahhaaha

| The.Goodbye. 3/23/2003 03:37:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[average]
[time]==[1.46am]
[music]==[creed]=[one.last.breath]
---juz read dat jess blog...hmmm hey going to pp was also last min... my fren called n ask us to buy oneZ!! kies... haha i want to see how lok kok u are mar.... nt wrong wat... rite? hahaha naughty gal hmm.. dun wan tell me where u are! hahaha bad gal

| The.Goodbye. 3/23/2003 02:08:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[hmmm...]
[time]==[1.07am]
[music]==[norahjones]=[don'tknowwhy]
---hmmm so sianz keep kena d/c today sure is a bad day man......hai...

| The.Goodbye. 3/23/2003 01:25:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[PAINZZZ]
[time]==[12.04am]
[music]==[our.lady.peace]=[somewhere.out.there]
---juz came bac fr a bbq at east coast...damn fuc**d up man....walk ard 1n half hr there nw my feet got blister...hai wanted to take cab dere but no cab to take!! no choice but walk!!! man so tired hahaha but glad i've made it bac....i tink i haf walked a few km.. nvr walk dat far before....hahaha

| The.Goodbye. 3/23/2003 12:12:00 AM |

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Saturday, March 22, 2003

[MooD]==[aliite tiredZ]
[time]==[5.21pm]
[music]==[98.7fm]=[robbiewilliams]=[supream]
---hmmm preparing to go bbq at east coast...hai...sianz dun reall noe the ppl there hai...but hope its enjoyable bah..lucky got one fren following me hahahaha

| The.Goodbye. 3/22/2003 05:40:00 PM |

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[Mood]==[tiredz?]...
[time]==[5.56am]
[music]==[98.7fm]=[national athem?]....????
---juz got hm not long ago had a bath....enjoyed myself today went drinking wif my stupidfren lanzi hehehe n also some of her frens... had fun laughing all the way hahaha... went to madmonks at first but its was very crowded...so went to hendrix instead... nt bad dere juz dat the music is kinda loud n they repeats songs... hahaha was dere till 3 then we took a walk down the river... haha half-way stop at the riveside where there is rive taxi n i climb down to the boats....boy are they smelly!!! all those oil smell man...yucks!... hahaha well aft dat went for a walk n eventually we walk to lau pa sat..(dunno correct or not) hahaha was chatting all the way hahaha n now i'm bac hm chatting wif dat lanzi hahaha she says she can't slp hahaha weird huh....hahaha
::had a great time danks to jessie huh intro 2 frens to me n herself too haahaha really had fun hahaha::

| The.Goodbye. 3/22/2003 06:11:00 AM |

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Friday, March 21, 2003

[JeSsie]
---alrite msg for u...hope later at night will be great huh first time meeting u tho' nt for u lar hahah but den juz hope we will enjoy ourself hahahaha kies u go to bed liaoz its 4am!!! take care cya later!!!nite!!! miss me huh. naughty gal

| The.Goodbye. 3/21/2003 04:07:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[yawNz]...[tiredz]
[time]==[3.59am][fri]
[music]==[robbiewilliams]=[letlovebeyourenergy]
---tiredz...tiredz....tiredz....tiredz...tiredz....

| The.Goodbye. 3/21/2003 04:05:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[huh?]
[time]==[3.30am]
[music]==[kellyrowlan]=[stole]
---chatting wif 2 frens in irc... one kinda serious...the other one jokiee..[n of cos jokiiee one is jessie aka the 'stupidfren'lar] hehe the serious one topic is abt the war..so stress.. she sound so agitated...dunno wat to do...*wipes sweat*...then dat stupidfren topic is abt wat to do tml blah blah blah hahaha..damn so weird u noe like i click one window...damn funny n relaz...den the other one...erm....haha stress..u noe?

| The.Goodbye. 3/21/2003 03:37:00 AM |

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| The.Goodbye. 3/21/2003 01:58:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[hmMmM...]
[time]==[1.40am]
[music]==[sherylcrow.kidrock]=[picture]
---JeSsIe......

hehehe juz viewed ur new blog nice name hahahaha n danks for asking abt my middle finger huh...appreciate i so much huh.... n yeah u got my name half rite... its juz chris.. no extras...noe u 'love' me so much dat u wanna give me some extra stuff...but yeah its alrite i'll be juz fine wif the name as juz chris!

| The.Goodbye. 3/21/2003 01:48:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[tired]
[time]==[12.06am]
[music]==[98.7fm]
---hmmm played bball today kinda tired..haha but feel kinda gd hehehe been a while since i last played hahaha skills has went down ahahah.. n yah tink i sprain my left hand middle finger... my frens sure will make fun of me again!

| The.Goodbye. 3/21/2003 12:14:00 AM |

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Thursday, March 20, 2003

[MooD]==[pissed!]...[tiredz]...
[time]==[2.00am]
[music]==[verticalhorizon]=[bestieverhad]
---so pissed!!! keep kena d/c!!!! fr irc!!! oh man suX!!!!!! haiz....so sick of life suddenly nothing turns out my way...nvr ever did...why m i such a failure?....always a failure....life sucks....boy i hate life!!! somebody kill me...juz let me die...

| The.Goodbye. 3/20/2003 02:17:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[normal?]
[time]==[12.43am]
[music]==[johnrzenik]=[i'mstillhere]..rocks
---hmm online dat fren dat i sort of quarrel wif is chatting wif me so happily...i feel so weird...haiz...duno dun tink i can be the same as last time i juz can't nt like tis nt wif dat kind of attitude i got...juz no...dunno why...hai

| The.Goodbye. 3/20/2003 12:52:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[chilling]
[time]==[12.27am]
[music]==[eminem]=[superman]--raps..
---hmm today had a quite busy day went to a few places to pass some frens stuff find it dumb cos the travelling time is longer then the meeting time but wad the hell man...hahaha i hav already done it can't undone so yeah but well at least i did something for myself went to book the basic theory for car hahaha hope can get the liscense fast so can drive my dad's CAR!!! and yeah promise one of my fren she will be the first one to take a ride wif me when i get my liscense!! gotta keep dat! hahaha yeah!!!

| The.Goodbye. 3/20/2003 12:36:00 AM |

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Wednesday, March 19, 2003

[MooD]==[happy]
[time]==[12.54am]
[music]==[mandymoore jonathanforeman] [somdaywe'llknow]
---man i'm so happy cos i'm listening to this songits my FAV!! oh man but i Q is last to my mp3 list so i waited for it kinda long!! but nw i get to hear it i'm so happy hahaha tink i'm nutz? i dunno i juz love the song so much...well its a duet hope i can sing wif my special someone someday of cos me in the jonathan part! hahahaha

| The.Goodbye. 3/19/2003 01:01:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[bored?]
[time]==[12.21am]
[music]==[train]=[dropsofjupiter]...all.time.favorite.
---hmmm damn bored....how? hahahaha flu...blar blar blar..tink the hols sucks man!!!!!

| The.Goodbye. 3/19/2003 12:31:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[chilling]
[time]==[11.54pm]
[music]==[robbiewilliams]=[supream]
---hmmm juz went online hmm in 5mins time is my fren b'day shld i wish her? haiz dunno but hmm today kinda bored stayed hm the whole day haiz...maybe tml going to book my basic theory finally i guess hahahaa well today had a close shave my parents ask me whether i'm smoking or nt...was kinda suprised dat they ask cos my little cousin in malaysia sell me out!!!! he go tell my parents dat time i went bac to malacca i was smoking at the dinner secretly...damn tried so hard to convince dem dat i'm nt smoking nw... but well...i m still lar...hahaha bad habit i noe... but i dun wan to give it up...haiz guess i need something to destress n take me out of the real world fr time to time....

| The.Goodbye. 3/19/2003 12:03:00 AM |

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Tuesday, March 18, 2003

[MooD]==[happy!!]...[: )]
[time]==[1.13am]
[music]==[hoobastank]=[runningaway]
---so happy!! did a mean thing to my fren by leaving a mean quit msg!!! hahaha so happy but i guess my dat 'fren' is gonna tink its for her again.. she is super paranoid to me hahaha seems like she can't seem to get it dat i haf other frens too? haha well dun give a fuck care cos can't stop her for being paranoid hahaha let it be hahaha since she tinks so badly of herself all i can do is juz watch!... haha my fren juz sms me n scolded me hahaha cos i told her dat quit msg was meant for her hahahaha so happy!!! guess i've won!!!! i got my aim!!!! wooooooooohoooooooooooooo...2 thumbs up!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah i'm the bEST!

| The.Goodbye. 3/18/2003 01:22:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[tired]...[sleepy]...
[time]==[12.54am]
[music]==[eminem]=[loseyourself] ...Raps..
---hmm tired...feel like slping...guess i'm logging off for today....nothing much to say nor write...juz wanna koonz...hehehe yawnz....continue tml...

| The.Goodbye. 3/18/2003 01:00:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[bored]...[normal]...
[time]==[12.35am]
[music]==[creed]=[onelastbreath]
---hmm well my fren fell aslp smsing me!!...kinda sad...m i dat bored? hahaha well tink she is tired too lar...hahaha dun tink i'm dat bored? haha well kinda tired...hmmm... n hungry...did nt haf my dinner...well i'm fat so i guess i can skip a few more...if nt no one will want me!! who wants a fat bung? beats me too hahaha chill

| The.Goodbye. 3/18/2003 12:42:00 AM |

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Monday, March 17, 2003

[MooD]==[average]...
[time]==[11.41pm]
[music]==[kidrockNsherylcrow]=[picture]
---well today was kinda exciting cook lunch for my bro n myself. record an md for my fren[dat kinda sucks] then went off to town in the late evening to get prezzie for my dat 'fren' . well guess i'm quite generous to get her a jean n a tee dat cost 100+ tho' is shared by some frens. hai...kinda feel alittle sad.. we used to be v gd frens.. nw things turn out tis way n it sucks hahaha but den watever wat can i do nw?

| The.Goodbye. 3/17/2003 11:57:00 PM |

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[MooD]==[damntired]...[sleeply]
[time]==[2.35am]
[music]==[cake]=[iwillsurvive]
---logging off rite nw so tired...guess i'm getting old barely online for 1/2 already can't take it need to slp hahaha well tml no need to wake up early to go sch tho' dats nice hehehehe. hmmm missing somebody. so sianz no one i noe in irc all slping liao i guess hahahaha well me too going to join dem in wonderland!!!.... yawnz....bed here i come!...miss ya.........

| The.Goodbye. 3/17/2003 02:42:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[bored]....[impressed]....[tired]
[time]==[2.10am]
[music]==[N'sync]=[godmusthavespentalittlemoretimeonyou]
---juz went online log on to my irc..didn't know i got such powers dat i m able to made dat fren of mine quit irc the moment i join in damn am i GD~!!!!!! hahahaha dunno why she so pissed also...perharps narrow brain...i understand...her brain all abt food hahaha can't really stand the way she tinks of food n the way she looks at food...kinda disgusted....*PUKE* WAHAHAHAHAHA ...MEANIE!!!

| The.Goodbye. 3/17/2003 02:17:00 AM |

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Sunday, March 16, 2003

[MooD]==[alrite]
[time]==[8.19pm]
[music]==[eminem]=[singforthemoment]....raps...
---hmm a fren of mine juz ask me abt dat 'fren' of mine...hmm dunno if i shld say something bad has happen between us? or juz say everything is fine...*thinks*......well tink i'm nt an ass...not like her so petty....i'll juz say everything is fine....

| The.Goodbye. 3/16/2003 08:24:00 PM |

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[MooD]==[average]
[time]==[8.05pm]
[music]==[eminem]=[withoutme]..raps
---hmm juz had a puff....parents juz went out...but bro comming bac soon..hai tot could haf the whole house to me for awhile so dat can haf a puff anywhere i like...hai...haha end up smoking at the kitchen sucky man. hmm bro bac lucky i'm fast...hahaha phew... well still my stupid fren cannot stop calling me mummy...haiz...sad..

| The.Goodbye. 3/16/2003 08:12:00 PM |

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[Mood]==[average]
[time]==[7.25pm]
[music]==[bone.thugs.n.harmony]=[crossroad]
---hmm church wasn't as bad as i tink it is.... aft church went to meet my fren n went down to tam for lunch but i did nt eat...aft dat went to my house watched vcds....then juz send my fren to the mrt... hmmm nt too bad average day...hahaha most of my sunday is dull tis is nt bad! hahaha

| The.Goodbye. 3/16/2003 07:32:00 PM |

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[Mood]==[cheerful]...[down]...[smiling]
[time]==[2.05am]
[music]==[norahjones]==[lonestar]--slick
---well dunno why i suddenly feel happy? hahaha maybe its the music or maybe its bcos chatting wif my dat stupid friend hahaha well maybe its the surposingly rude quit msg my fren left for me sounds kinda funny to me hahaha...but the still down over the fact of church later on....hai...somebody save me!!!!!

| The.Goodbye. 3/16/2003 02:12:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[fuckingpissed]...
[time]==[1.18am]
[music]==[98.7fm]=[someR&Bsong]

---juz who the hell she tink she is damn i'm so fucking pissed wif her i dun wana quarrel wif her cos ur fucking b'day is comming wat the fuck she wants nw. saw her in irc said hi . but no fucking reply fr her...knn...damn dun pissed me off even further u sacastic ass.

| The.Goodbye. 3/16/2003 01:27:00 AM |

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[MooD]==[tiredz]...[boredz]
[time]==[12.45am]
[music]==[98.7fm]=[remyzero]=[somebodysaveme]
---well kinda enjoyed myself today even tho' did nt step out of my house today...had the whole house to me for a few hrs.. was smoking freely anywhere. laze ard...watching vcds...n smsing my stupid fren who keeps call me her mummy....hai...can't get her to stop call me dat....hahaha~
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well its sun morning i have to go church later. i dun wanna go cos i feel out of place dere as i'm a cr8, i love god but going to church is like a torture to me... i feel kinda stress...as i'm the onli one there wif obvious dyed hair, look like a bad kid ...n i dun go often so its like hai hard to explain juz feel out of place dats it.=====

| The.Goodbye. 3/16/2003 01:03:00 AM |

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Saturday, March 15, 2003

[MooD]== [boredZ]...[alittle upset]...[kinda pissed]
[time]== [4.33pm]
[music]==[raps]=[eminem]=[loseurself]
---Its sat. n i'm at hm rotting no mood for company tinking abt wat happen yesterday feel a little upset n kinda pissed. dun tink it was totally my mistake maybe if u had juz shut ur mouth n keep ur comments to urself everything will be better off. but den again the words i use may be kinda harsh but i haf said sorry wat else u want me to do. didn't noe u were so petty.. look i'm nt the one who is totally wrong here..pls take a look at urself..before judging wat i haf said n heres a thank you very much. well nw aft everything is done i don't give a damn abt wat ya tink or say. u don't mean much to me anyway..

| The.Goodbye. 3/15/2003 04:41:00 PM |

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