Monday, June 23, 2003
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[MooD]==[happy]...[so happy]...[very happy]
[time]==[12.52am]
[music]==[linkinpark]=[don'tstay]
---hmm today spent whole dat at wrk.. was ok lar wrk i was slacking in the toliet most of the time hehehe was so happy when i saw the schedule today hahahaha but den aft dat there is a change in the schedule i haf to wrk extra one more day!...on thu.. but den i'm nt going to wrk tho' hahaha no way i'm gonna say i'm sick i dun care... lalala i wanna pei my dear dear i dun care i miss her so much lor wan i wanna see her more den anything!!! hehehe she 2 more days!!!!!!!!!! HOORAY!!!! hehehe so happy leh... hehehe when i see the schedule hehehe can see her so many days!!!!!! yeah!!! really damn happy lor... i can see my dear dear!!!! i miss her so damn much lor... hehehe juz nw closing at wrk i'm like so happy like dat hahaha all my fren tot i siao hahaha oh well... happy mah can pei my dear dear so many days!!! hehehe... hmm anyway tml i'm gona go out wif debbie for a while i guess.. duno why she call me out too... she call me out on sat too but i did nt go tho' hmm weird... but since tml evening i'm meeting my bud dey all for dinner den she wanna meet in the aftnn so i guess i'll meet her awhile since we kinda meet up before.. but i dunno how she look like tho' cos she noe i wrk at toys n she stay opp tm..so she kinda drop by... but i onli saw her back view... hahaha oh well its ok lar it dun matter too hahaha n yah tink she turn straight hahaha cool huh haha oh well i dun care too!! hehehe i miss my dear so much!!!!!
| The.Goodbye. 6/23/2003 01:21:00 AM |
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Sunday, June 22, 2003
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[MooD]==[sorethroatstill..]...[sad]...
[time]==[1.31am]
[music]==[98.7fm]
---hmm today no wrk so i stayed at hm until 9+ den my frens called me n say got bball.. hai so i went down to the court for a while n went to mac n slack aftdat... hai.. i feel so fucked up i was planning on the 28 to spent the whole day at hm wif my dear cos my parents will be going to malaysia.. but who noes my stupid bro is nt going!!! hai i was planning to ask her over den i cook lunch n dinner we shall enjoy the whole day hai... kaoz lor... den nw my bro plans to do the same he is asking his gf over n planing to cook n enjoy blah blah blah kns!!!! wtf lor... i feel so fucked up... i tot ihad everything planned... n was really to enjoy myself so much but it turns out to be like dat.... oh man...wtf lor i feel so pissed... hai...today is the 21 le... 3 more days to go hai... oh man... really can't wait... i love u dear...i miss u so much...i really do...
| The.Goodbye. 6/22/2003 01:50:00 AM |
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Saturday, June 21, 2003
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[MooD]==[horrible sore throat]...[pain]
[time]==[1.01am]
[music]==[linkinpark]=[somewhereibelong]
---oh man today was a sucky day... hai damn bored at wrk n i mean damn bored..i was like slping at the front counter lor nothing to do n i got sore throat den didn't tok much to my fren den both of us like slack n stone at the entrance... hai until my frien(flo) gf come den she become more energetic... erm me too lar.. bcos on wed we went to eat together wif another bung who is wrking dere too den flo ask me to help her buy present for her stead so i came up wif tis stupid idea of like asking dem along to help me choose wat to buy... so yah she really believe i'm buying for my fren... hahaha oh well she really choose like as she its for her lar...haha anyway dats the main point haha so when she found out she was like first one wannt beat up is me hahaha oh well... i'm juz trying to help ya noe.... hai... i dunno today i keep thinking abt dear... all i do is tink abt her... hai n i dunno wats happening to me... i keep thinkin abt... her leaving me....when she leave sch n go to a poly or go out to wrk... hai... it has nvr happen before... i nvr tink abt dat when i'm wif my ex it juz nvr strike me... bcos i noe all these hardly last forever so i tell myself to nt be so serious....but tis time i dunno why i can't i juz keep tinkin abt wat will i do if she finally leave me... hai... its so scary.... wat is happening to me... hai... i really miss her very much... every nite i will alway be turning left, right on my bed spending a few hrs tinkin abt her n can't slp... hai i really can't wait for 24...i love u dear
| The.Goodbye. 6/21/2003 01:20:00 AM |
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Friday, June 20, 2003
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[Mood]==[badbadbad sorethroat]...[can barelytok]...[missingherlike crazy]
[time]==[12.54am]
[music]==[linkinpark]=[don'tstay]
---hmmm.. lets see today went out wif huimin n hockwee.. shld haf 1more guy but he suddenly got to wrk so yah onli left the 3of us hmm we meet ard 3 n went to look for dat fren who has to wrk at tam lar there is some trade fair dere so yah aft dat we dunno wat to do so we went to catch a movie... n yah in the end we end up watching finding Nemo again because i seen most of the show n Ju-On i canot n won't watch wif dem cos i wanna watch wif my DEAR DEAR~!!!! so yah we end up watching dat hehehe its nt bad lar its kinda a nice show hehehe so funny hehehehe aft dat we went to tam blk164 to eat... we always eat dere last time.. its been so long since i last went dere... aft dat we went to buy the new wall's ice-cream in the tube one n we ate at the trade fair dere the four of us we bought strawberry cos i got sore throat cannot eat choc... so yah we shared hehehe then we stayed dere till like 10 n we all walk to the interchange n went hm aft dat.. hai all i know at the cinema i was tinking of dear all the while hai its the 19 today 5more days hai......5more days... so long hai... i'm waiting for 24....i'm gonna hug her tightly... i really wanna hold her nw...
| The.Goodbye. 6/20/2003 01:12:00 AM |
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Thursday, June 19, 2003
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[Mood]==[Vbad sore throat]...[shitty]...[missing you like crazy]
[time]==[1.35am]
[music]==[linkinpark]=[hit.the.floor]
---oh man i haf such a bad sore throat...i can't even tok properly...oh man n i can't sing linkin park song!!!!! oh man dats bad...hai today at wrk was kinda like toking abt our steads wif my bung frens...hai n i miss mine so much...dat all of dem can tell.. hai.. oh man.. even my fren stead also can tell lor... she was down here pei-ing my fren at the front counter(where we are lar) den she told my fren den i'm like so boh chap do things like forget tis n dat... or do thing very slowly...n my face like damn sianz...n dun tok much dun smile..hai...oh man...i really miss her dearly...hai I LOVE YOU!!! i'm tinkin of u all of the time hai.. can't get u out of my head... love u lotz~~~
| The.Goodbye. 6/19/2003 01:48:00 AM |
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Wednesday, June 18, 2003
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[MooD]==[sore throat]...[missingherlikecrazy]
[time]==[1.49am]
[music]==[98.7fm]
---hai today is the 17... its onli the 17... hai 7 more days to go...oh man..how.....i really miss her like shit... hai... i really wish i could hold her right nw...really really wish...hai but i know i won't happen.... oh man... hai everytime i see some couple i will feel so sad... hai...gawd...i'm so usless...the onli ting dat kinda make me happy is dat i finally bought my phone... hai but den without my dear here... wif me it dun really make a different...hai...i miss her deeply...
| The.Goodbye. 6/18/2003 02:01:00 AM |
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Tuesday, June 17, 2003
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[MooD]==[sick]...[thinking of her]..
[time]==[1.10am]
[music]==[98.7fm]=[westlife]=[unbreakable]...our love is defintely unbreakable...
---hai.. i tink i'm dying soon... hai.. tis morning... i cough till my flam... got some dry blood...den juz nw also... oh man ... i dun wana tell my dear so she wun haf to worried for me at dere... hai.. well today i stop smoking le till i'm ok i guess... hai i dunno whether its the smoke or its because i'm heaty or becos dat time i force myself to sing like chester n i've like continuous sing the whole album thrice...n aft dat i really had a bad throat... but i guess i did nt too bad in the inpersonation hehehe cos my mum came me n ask me why i sing till like dat den i told her i follow the song mah den she hear n say also no need to follow until like dat mah... haha i was kinda happy cos she tinks i sound kinda like dat hahahahaaha... hai... i dunno when i listen to dat album i tink of my dear cos she bought it but den...all the songs inside are like kinda nt the ones i wanna tink abt when it comes to my dear.. its all abt those sad n bad relationships... hai when i listen to dem i dunno but juz tink abt whether tis will happen to us.... hai...i really duno...i feel so like shit
| The.Goodbye. 6/17/2003 01:45:00 AM |
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Monday, June 16, 2003
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[MooD]==[missing my CLj dearly]...[sick]
[time]==[12.30am]
[music]==[98.7fm]=[eminem]=[superman]
---been ard 2 or 3days i haben update my blog le was wrking n dun really haf the energy to update tis tingy n yah today got hm alittle earlier fr wrk was feeling kinda sick... so i request to go hm early cos i still need to wrk for 3 more days before my off day comes hai dat means i'll haf to wrk continuous for 6days before my break but aft dat i will haf a 3days break tho' hehe so its like nt dat bad i guess....today is the 15 hai... 9more days to go before my dear comes bac...oh mean i really miss her so much... i'm always been tinking when is she gonna sms me or wat date is it n how long more before she comes back n wat are we gonna do when she comes bac oh man i'm waiting for her return so i can hug her again... i really miss her alot....
| The.Goodbye. 6/16/2003 12:42:00 AM |
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Friday, June 13, 2003
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[MooD]==[depressed]...[missing her like crazy]
[time]==[12.15am]
[music]==[linkinpark]=[figure.09]
--- oh man... today is onli 12... hai...hai...hai... 11 more days to my dear is bac...hai... rite nw i'm like checking wif zhong zi.. n my net frens haiz..think i slping early today... i feel like shit dun feel like doing anything at all.. n yah tml gotta wrk.. so yah gotta get my energy n all...so hai...oh man...i really miss her very much...
| The.Goodbye. 6/13/2003 12:33:00 AM |
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Thursday, June 12, 2003
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[MooD]==[depressed]...[bored2death]...[missing some1 dearly]
[time]==[1.48am]
[music]==[98degrees]=[ifsheonlyknew]
--- today is the 11th of june...n its onli the 11th of june....n i mean its really onli 11th of june... i dunno i feel so blank n all ... i dun do a thing at hm everyday juz watch vcds, stone...eat, slp, bathe...slack... hai...it juz dun feel rite without her... i feel so moodless n all... everyday at hm i dun really smoke much too i dunno why too...i feel like shit most of the time...hai... no mood for food everyday all i eat is juz instant noodles... i juz stayed at hm the whole day didn't even step out of my house... n i haven touch my computer games ever since the eve of her departure hai... juz no mood to even play my so called 'fav. game' ...hai...oh man... i juz feel like shit.... i juz miss her too much....
| The.Goodbye. 6/12/2003 02:03:00 AM |
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Wednesday, June 11, 2003
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[MooD]==[depressed]...[worse]...[moodless]...[shitty]...
[time]==[1.50am]
[music]==[eminem]=[rabbitrun]
--- hai... today is a tuesday... its the 10th june a sucky day... my dear juz left for thailand this morning... she is going dere for 2weeks...today is only the first day n i'm missing her like crazy... i did nothing today juz slack...watching some watched Vcds... n thinking of her constantly.... oh man guess i'm juz useless... my eyes will turn red n watery when i think of her nw... hai... its onli day 1 there is still 13 more days to go...how m i going to cope wif it..... its nt like i hate missing her... its juz dat it hurts... can't wait for the day she'll be bac....i miss u so much dear....
| The.Goodbye. 6/11/2003 02:03:00 AM |
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