Wednesday, June 30, 2004
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i juz got back fr wrk.. tired.. beat... juz bathed.. die also wana update blog to fuck everyone who is wrking today... FUCK ALL THE MALAYS USELESS GUYS ESP. HAJAR'S BF'S FRENS... A BUNCH OF USELESS ASSHOLES!! WHO TINKS THEY ARE SOME BIG FUCK.. ESP. 2 MALAYS GUYS.. ONE FUCKING FAT.. UGLY.. WIF UGLY JEANS.. MUTHERFUCKERS LAZY PIGS.. DO NOTHING WALK ARD.. CHEE BYE LAR.. UR MALAYS GOT LAZINESS IN UR FUCKING GENES IZIT.. NABEI.. FUCK EMPLOY YOUR ALSO FUCKING USLESS... UR GO N WRK FOR UR MALAY COMPANY LAR SLP ON THE STREET DO NOTHING BEG FOR MONEY LAR.. FUCKERS... U ALL TINK UR SOME BIG FUCK COS HAJAR WRKING DERE IZIT.. DUN BE AN ASSHOLE LOR.. HAJAR.. LIKE ONE OF THE SLOWEST.. CUM USLESS PPL INSIDE? U BIG FUCK FOR WAT!! KNN CCB.. U TINK U FAT WE ALL SCARED IZIT.. NABEI.. I KICK UR LIL BROTHER I TINK U WILL BE KNEELING DOWN ON THE FLOOR ALRDY.. LOR FUCK.. THE OTHER ONE.. MORE POWER.. PUSH THE FLATCART.. LIKE HE SOME BIG FUCK.. SO SHORT SOMEMORE.. HEAD LIFT UP HIGH.. LIKE GOT USE.. U TINK WILL MAKE U TALLER? DUN BE STUPID K.. FUCKING SHORT.. DEN FACE.. LIKE SHIT... U TINK U SOME YANDAO ASS? PLS LAR.. U LOOK WORSE THEN THE TILES OF TOYS R US.. KNN.. CHEE BYE.. I WONDER IF OUR MANAGER EYES BLIND LOR.. CANNOT SEE EMPLOY YOUR IS A WASTE OF MONEY.. UR ALL BIG SIZE GUYS.. BUT DISMENTAL SHELVES.. NEED 5-7 PPL? WHEN ONE CLIMB UP TO TAKE DOWN.. 1 CATCH... 5 LOOK AT IT... CHEE BYE LAR.. FUCK.. DUN SAY I M RACIST K.. I M FORCED TO BE RACIST HERE... FUCK K U GUYS GOT WORMS IN UR BODY IZIT.. FUCKERS... NABEI U ALL MALAYS SUCKS KIES WAIT FOR PPL TELL U DEN U NOE WAT TO DO.. U FIRST DAY WRK AR... NABEI... FUCK U ALL
k i'm done gona give bibi a call cos she wants me to call her when i'm hm .. oh well... hai miss her so damn much... i love u bibi.. n syl u idiot today dun wan come.. i haf to eat wif christine.. aunty jenny... nick n peng hwee lor... wth... kns.. better get ur ass down later.. lol .. alrite dats all.. CLJ`25175
| The.Goodbye. 6/30/2004 03:44:00 AM |
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
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ok nw toking to bibi online.. in irc!! hehe been so long since i chat wif her on irc.. oh well.. tired.. tml.. gona be a killer... day at wrk. like fuck... oh man.. kinda not wan tml to come.. lol lazy.. fuck.. lol dreading tml... fuck fuck fuck... lol oh well dats all for today... muthafucker piece of shit.. n dat is if U yes U still checks on my blog! u usless piece of shit! fuck off lar.. chee bye! hahaha
ps. i love my bibi aka lil piglet aLOT!!!
| The.Goodbye. 6/27/2004 03:13:00 AM |
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Saturday, June 26, 2004
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yeah i'm still up.. playing online games.. bibi fell aslp juz when i was abt to be hm.. how nice... everyting is fucked up k... fucking tired fr wrk... wana slp.. but i guess i'm not used to slping early.. wana tok to bibi.. but i guess she is too tired to tok to me..so i juz haf to tok to my games.. n computer n tis blog.. its been so long... wrk today was like fuck... fucking shit... my mood sinks.. at the start of the day already.. plus the fucked up wrk n all make it even worse.. den they played 'foolish games' by jewel.. my heart sinks even more.. its the song dat i always hear during dat time to remind myself dat all these are juz foolish games n dat i shld juz fuck everything she says at dat time... i duno i feel angry or sad.. but i noe i felt hurt... as sharp as before.. n wrk was so busy dat i didn't get to msg bibi.. n yeah she was tired n she took a nap too.. i dread wrking...fucking dread... tired.. n beat out.. but my muscles are growing.. lol... so are the rest of my bros.. LOL hai.. oh well tml i duno wat to do.. i ain't gona call her tonite.. honesty i'm sick of calling her n hear her 3/4aslp voice.. n haf to repeat..thrice wat i said.. if its not to remind her to set her alarm n delete my msg fr her mum's phone i will juz let her slp n rather we dun tok at all.. cos i duno i feel like fuck everytime we tok like dat... i feel damn sad n lonely.. not angry.. its damn sad n lonely.. of cos i noe she is tired.. i need to let her rest.. n all.. oh well i'll get used to it.. sooner or later.. cos its gona last for long.. in the meantime i shall learn to slp early as my sch is starting soon.. i shall not be a slacker nw .. cos i won't be so tied up wif other stuff.. alrite.. gona for a smoke.. n some of my baileys.. hoping to make me slp better.. cos i tink i need to wake up early to wake bibi up so i can pei her to n buy her materials as i got the art friend card.. n i tink they close at 4pm.. hai duno lar... dats all.. FUCK YOU ALL LAR... CHEE BYE!!! lol
| The.Goodbye. 6/26/2004 02:20:00 AM |
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Thursday, June 17, 2004
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give me a slap on my face.. wat m i doing? why do i always love to make myself sad.. make myself like fuck.. cried like fuck.. been tinking of the past... its still hurts like hell cuts like a knife.. n blood still smell as fresh as ever...read my old blog entries... looking at all the stupid tings i've done... tinking of wat had happen... how i ended up in the fucking hospital... nvr forget i almost died... how i ended up to taking pills to slp.. dat was all horrible.. how much i smoke n drink my life away.. getting drunk.. fell... even need help hm.. hai.. so much inconvience i've cost my budbud... hai... wat a life i've lived for dat 1mth plus.. worst of best... i duno... it juz sucks.. to tink bac... duno wats wrong wif me... hai.. i've haf myself to blame onli i guess.. now i juz pretty much dun wana care on many things... esp my sch wrk... my interest in everything has went down since dat day i guess... its still nt back yet.. i guess it will nvr be back... but i still heading for my aim.. i hope i can make it... i noe my bibi is supporting me.. i noe bibi will be dere for me for nw... i love u bibi.. juz sometimes i'm sorrie... i wished i can juz forget everything.. hai i juz can't n its all my fault... its not urs... juz now dat i still love u as much as ever.. n even more... i love u .. my lil'piglet!... muacks... forgive me if i ever tink of the past again.. n start my silent.. cos it still hurts as much... i tink i'll need a long time.... but i noe we will make it... i'm sorrie... i love u!!!
| The.Goodbye. 6/17/2004 01:10:00 AM |
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004
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new pics haf been uploaded at my works website!!!!!!! hehe oh well haf been enjoying my time like shiok! but i miss my bibi so much nw.. hai later she going for orientation.. hai.. miss her hope she wun be so stress over it... bibi its gona be ok.. k... i love u!!!!!!! oh well i'm lazy to blog nowadays... wrking.. tired.. spending time wif bibi... so happy hehehe muacks! ok dats abt all.. syl.. hope ya alrite sorrie abt the news.. take care k val...stupid ass... flo... sianz.. lol ok dats all....miss my bibi
| The.Goodbye. 6/16/2004 12:33:00 AM |
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