Tuesday, July 27, 2004
--
the longans are still in my fridge.. n i still can't get tis song out of my mind
'oh look wat u've done u made a fool of everyone..' any kind soul send me the song?
today got watermelon... great.. nw my cough flam is red
tried a new brand of cigs.. called WINNER.. cool huh.. juz typical indonesian cigs.. the uncle at my void deck mama shop intro me one.. lol
finall ate BK.. rite bibi?
saw bryan frm toys.. forever i hear he is late for sch... damn bohcup man
watch tv for few hrs.. something i haven been doing much...
watched bibi slp.. kiss her so much times.. take pics.. of her...also.. she juz lloookkkk sooo CUTE!! *muackz*
den both of us did our wrk.. together... on a table... so cool... but i end up having headache.. due to turning of my head to n fro the tv n my wrk.. oh well... *grinz*
but hey i need no announcement for my blog.. but den again thank you very much... for it..
n not to forget i love my bibi! wrk hard together!
| The.Goodbye. 7/27/2004 02:22:00 AM |
__________
Monday, July 26, 2004
--
oh look wat u done u made a fool of everyone ....
i juz can't get my head of tis song... oh well
weird.. the logans in my fridge juz nvr seems to finish
the durians.. leave very strong aftaste...n smell...but i still love it
comfortable by john mayer nvr fails to make me sobs
val nvr seem to make me not worry abt her
syl always tok cork but i still like her so damn much!!! lol
flo time will be the onli medicine be strong u noe u are~!
pei thanks for stopping by my blog
ika u rock
wei dun stress so much..
zhong.. chill out dude
bibi i LOVE you so much!!!! MUACKS!! hehe miss u baobei!
myself... i m such an asshole jackass n everything bad.. fuck off
bastards n bitches fuck off all the tots n everything juz
fuck off.. yeah FUCK OFF!
peace out
| The.Goodbye. 7/26/2004 02:54:00 AM |
__________
Friday, July 23, 2004
--
i m tired... but happy... haha cos i juz had supper.. curry flavoured maggie mee plus 1 egg!!! ahaha n i m chating wif bibi!!!!!! oh no eating the food.. make me even more slpy.. haha *burps* oh well finally get to chat up wif shaikha!!!!! my secondary sch study mate hahaha so long nvr chat nw den i noe u interested in photography we can chat up on dat more.. haha hmm nw bibi doing her colour wheel colouring thingy.. n she tml got sch at 9am!! hai bibi no no stay up late late le k.. try to finish early k.. muacks love ya!
| The.Goodbye. 7/23/2004 02:24:00 AM |
__________
Monday, July 19, 2004
--
i've been crying eversince i got on the cab... tearing slowly... see those gift in the drawer together wif those gifts i gave u n the money we save together... i juz felt... uneasy... n depressed... it makes me wonder... does those gift still mean that much to you... dat u put it together wif our stuff.. or does those gift i gave u meant nothing like those other stuff... both ways... juz sucks... on the cab.. all i tink abt was u n her.. when i got hm its even worse.. i felt like the day when i caught u n her at dere.. holding hands one day aft my B'day.. i was on a cab too.. got hm went straight to bathe... cried... n all i tink abt was the pendant on ur neck...in the perlini slivers giftbox in the same drawer... yes i shldn't brood over all these... i myself is dying... to forget n not tink abt everything.. but i can't... i felt the same.. even when i ate my food.. crying n forcing down the food... staring at it 3/4 of the time... n all in my mind was puking the food out... n flashes of the past... i dun feel angry... i duno how to describe how i feel... uncertain.... depressed... i juz duno how to look at u in the eyes... not for nw... its my fault dat i aren't able to not tink abt all these... its my fault to be so petty... i duno... i hate the feeling of forcing down the food when i haf no appetite at all... n forcing myself to eat everything up.. which i nvr did.. when i haf dinner at hm at tis point of time..hai i duno... i want to tok to u.. but i juz can't... i miss u so much but i can't bring myself to msg u n entertain u fakely... my heart is heavy.. too heavy....
| The.Goodbye. 7/19/2004 11:20:00 PM |
__________
--
Sunday.. the second week of a sunday dat i m not wrking... haha enjoying it tho' haha oh well.., today haf been greaT!!! spending wif bibi... so shuang..... hehehee hugs bibi to slp... wah.. shiok!!!! so long no no like dat le~ hehehe oh well nw my nose.. sore sore one... haha flu.. till too jialeT!... haha oh man.. juz recieved news fr flo.. eh bro.. dun be sad k.. u got us... k call me if u need to tok k.. i'm still free ar.. sch stll slack.. k.. flo be strong k!! i noe u are!
| The.Goodbye. 7/19/2004 02:10:00 AM |
__________
Friday, July 16, 2004
--
yeah i m still up..i m superman!.. haha tml gotta be in sch by 9.30am for sum stupid mass lecture shit.. sianz.. n my poor bibi worse need to be in sch by 9am n she is still awake doing her stuff. hai... she is so stress up by sch wrk.. TP SUCKS! crazy ppl.. fucked up crazy teacher k... but bibi nvm k.. me will always be dere for u onez! love u bibi yawnz... oh well guess dats all.. we are gona tok on the phone soon le!!!! woo~hoo~!!! miss my bibi so damn much!
| The.Goodbye. 7/16/2004 04:33:00 AM |
__________
Monday, July 12, 2004
--
tell me wat to do nw? i duno.. i hear usher burn song in my head.. tell me wad shld i do.. we gotta stop tis nonsense.. its draining me out.. way too much... i ain't like bfore.. i'm still as wounded as before..the knife will always be dere..
tml sch gona start... my mood already like fuck... nw its even worse den fuck... plus.. i haf a itchy swollen red.. sore eye ... wad a nice time to haf dat.. sucks
| The.Goodbye. 7/12/2004 01:21:00 AM |
__________
Saturday, July 10, 2004
--
hai.. i miss bibi so much.. was watching a very interesting show on ch5 juz finished.. its abt mircosoft n apple its a bill gates.. n i tink steve jobS? i forgot the name oh well its kinda interesting but i didn't watch the starting... but well its cool bibi fell aslp.. its the second day.. dat we didn't tok on the phone.. hai.. miss her so much.. n i haven wrap dat ah zhong pressie.. guess tml den i wrap bah.. oh well tired.. going to bed already.. miss u baobei..
| The.Goodbye. 7/10/2004 02:53:00 AM |
__________
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
--
it was a nice n wonderful day today.. its our 1 year anni!! enjoyed myself alot.. today.. miss my baobei... hehe
but oh well.. some thing juz gotta happen to spoil tis mood..
i'm feeling damn pissed off k.. i'm trying to make things possible here n tis is the reply i got fr you all.. fuck lar..
| The.Goodbye. 7/07/2004 12:59:00 AM |
__________
Monday, July 05, 2004
--
oh gawd... portugal lost.. i feel like shit.. really like shit.. so damn sad..hai.. greece defence was really gd.. gotta take my hat off.. hai.. but.. still i guess i can't get over the fact dat portugal lost to a lousy corner kick.. hai.. my dad was rite.. defence is more impt den attacking.. hai.. oh man.. ronaldo cried.. till his eyes.. cum cheek area.. was red... oh man.. i guess many ppl cried.. even i had watery eyes man.. like wtf.. hai.. oh well.. lucky thing is dat i didn't bet.. if nt i'll cry even more.. lol hai.. sad day i guess.. sucks...
| The.Goodbye. 7/05/2004 04:57:00 AM |
__________
--
ok.. stayed up for soccer.. portugal vs greece.. well i hope portugal will win.. its half-time... feeling alil sick.. puked.. out all the spag my mum cook juz nw.. i guess.. like.. shit.. had too gd.. meals for today.. had pizza wif baby.. in the aftnn.. den spag when i came hm.. oh well.. juz smoked.. dat helps.. lol tired.. the match is alil boring.. i guess they mite draw.. lol oh well.. i still hopes greece wins.. peace.. n yes.. i hate dat kenny fren of urs i reckon he is a pussy who can't even go lil india alone.. sucker..
| The.Goodbye. 7/05/2004 03:51:00 AM |
__________
Thursday, July 01, 2004
--
alritez man i'm free frm the pollutions of the BLACKiES hahaha i will b able to get enough rest till i start sch!! hooray!!! but for 1mth plus.. onli i guess... haha but oh well.. i'm tired.. but i feel like watching soccer.. haha i miss my baobei!!!!!!
| The.Goodbye. 7/01/2004 02:51:00 AM |
__________
