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Wednesday, August 25, 2004

my bro is getting a car... oh well dat means i'll have more chance of driving carS the next time.. oh well but in the mean time i gtg get my licsence first yeah... mum's gona pay for it first.. hahahaha den hope in no time i'll be driving my dad's car... on the road... i m pretty sure when dat happens.. there is sure gona be some ass who wana try to curry my favour so they can get free rides sometimes... oh well fat hope.. if i wana give u free ride i will so dun bootlick i hate that the most... i hate ppl who will be nice to me when they need my BLOODY HELP N TIME.. treat me like saviour but when the thing is over.. pretended all these nvr happened..was thankful onli during the procedure.. like i owed them.. but its ok i still continued to help... why? bcos of fren tis word. but nw.. no more will i be like dat.. i noe wat is fren tis word.. i m lucky dat MY frens my close frens dat is.. are real frens understanding... really concern n of cos jokers n also a bunch of assholes like me... E.G SYL the big nene tong bro... VAL the SMALL nene tong bro ... FLO the last nene tong bro lol n of cos my bud bud n my pal pal.. always understanding towards my onli fri able to meet situation... but bud n pal... is even worse... i tink its been... MTHS more den 1/2 a year since i met up wif dem... even tho' numerous invition.. tho' i turn them down most of the time.. its juz the prob dat they accept a no for an answer.. which really makes me feel more relaxed n glad dat i have such understanding bud n pal.. tho's we aren't very long time frens but we are more closer den ppl who were frens for years more... its a mutual understanding between us dat friends need not be together to be forever its the heart dat counts.. i m the fading character between the 3 of us yet we are still gd frens.. tho' i m the one who don't bother abt it most of the time n pal is the one who put most effort n bud the one dat i'll meet up if we ever meet up LOL... pal juz nvr stop trying.. neither does bud... do i feel bad.. yeah u bet... but they understand why i can't... they dun stress me... no forcing maybe juz asking a few times.. to double confirm... lol as always pal pal... n not to forget my crapping fren in sch adelene, xiaomin n kaew tho' kaew always nt ard.. lol but the four of us will always be together in sch wherever we go x'cept the toilet... haha but aft sch we dun really meet up for anything x'cept to see korkor,siren and pig.. the 3 cats in xiaomin's house..haah so cute!! i juz saw them today!! korkor is so CUTE got damn weird slping position!! haha oh well nwadays i keep thinking abt frenship value-ing my own frens... to noe who is true n who juz wana stand to gains... frens gives n take... true frens wun give a damn whether its give or take.. anything for the friendships thats wat i see in me 'bros' n wat we onli known each other for like... 2years? oh well true frens are for life... if for anything n i mean anything u are gona forsake,give up on them... dun u are not fit to even call urself a hi-bye frens.. yes frustration, stress, anger are nothing but excuses.. yes i do hav all these but i dun show it to my frens unless they show it first.. i m onli mean to ppl i hate n i can't unhate ppl n did i say i m fucking mean? i bear grudges i'll nvr n yes its NVR forget dem. esp ppl who are rude.. n esp ppl who flare up when i didn't even say any shit abt dat person.. its like i dun even KNOW U at ALL so i don't commend... n YET U PRETEND LIKE U KNOW ME SO WELL THAT U CAN CALL ME A MUTHERFUCKER HAHAHA WHO ARE U TO CALL ME DAT? DO U EVEN NOE ME? ppl who are well- mannered wun use such words even when they are pissed off u.. i guess juz someone.. who tinks dat u are one big fuck that u got every rite to comment abt anyone... wat a joke.. go evaluate urself first bfore saying crude remarks... dats is nt very nice... i hope u do noe wat is manners.. cos u obviously dun haf.. esp. aft dat incident when ppl saw u said hi all u did in return was a stare a smiless stare.. n infront of ppl's mum .. clever move... causing trouble for everyone.. like WTF... hahaha a big L for u!!!! hooray!!! hooray... n yes.. the muthafucker fr u... makes me juz wana torture u to the very end of ur life... n i mean it... sadist i m.... n i m proud of it... oh well i juz feel like torturing.. anything.. living things or wat... i guess somehow i m psycho.. to the point dat i keep ploting of wat to do to cause someone's misery.. be it physical or mentally... *evil grin* oh well i took damn long to write tis shit.. 1hr.. haha due to numerous breaks in between haha

| The.Goodbye. 8/25/2004 12:25:00 AM |

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Sunday, August 22, 2004

today.. another match.. for singapore.. last chance to get a bronze medal... really hope we will get it... the korean player yesterday deserve to die.. not dat i dun admit lose... its how irritating she was.. shouting wif her fucking high pitch voice aft every win she's got my dad was saying it mite juz be a tactic to distract the opp player... which i tink its kinda true.. cos me as an audience gets piss off by it already.. imagine rite opp her.. how loud it will be?... so concluded they are cheapskates... haf to resort to tis kind of shit to win... n today we are playing against another korean.. i hope li jiawei can beat her... i heard she dun make so much noise.. haha oh well i'll pray.. for them... cos i really hope Singapore can get a medal.. aft so many years... again.. its onli at tis time dat i feel Singaporean... lol oh well

| The.Goodbye. 8/22/2004 02:40:00 PM |

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you... are in my out of my sight list.. yes.. u the one who scolded me muthafucker in ur blog.. ur nt even worth to be called a muthafucker... i still think who are u to give comments like dat? juz who are u? i dun even tink dat u are close enough to say dat.. furthermore when u actually needed my help earlier on... hahaha tis is call becareful of ppl ard you.. when they need ur help they be all nice n all when they feel sad they bite like a mad dog.. why shld u even interferee when it onli consist of mainly 3 ppl EXCLUDING U? u were the one who piss the spark off me... n also her if u didn't say any shit everything will be so so much better off..like u said u wana help den why u making her feel guilty? so she can hate herself for dat? wat a joke... ur juz another selfish ass.. who juz care abt ur own feelings you tink by saying all these u are wad some big fuck? dat can actually say ppl until like dat? n pls the next time u wana be rude pls choose a correct time k dun choose when ppl's mum is juz rite beside her k.. wat will she tinks of her frens? so rude n when she sees the pictures of u wif Z n the rest wat will she tinks of dem too? rude also? dun bcos of ur own selfishness den cause others to get involved too.. maybe u shld use ur brain.. more den thinking of wanting ur breast to grow bigger.. wat a joke... shallow freak got no rite to say anyone.. to look gd is so important? to get a guy to like ur breast is so impt? haha den i guess bimbo is the word except the B in it u will fail totally... thinking why i leave till nw den say all these shit.. cos i was busy wif my wrk for the pass week finally haf the time to trash out all these.. aiyah one word if u can keep ur comment to urself i can tell u everything is better so the next time SHUT THE FUCK UP n i will nt say anything too. oh well nt happy? u noe wat i'll be happy if ya not happy.. i feel entertained.. LOL

| The.Goodbye. 8/22/2004 03:05:00 AM |

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Saturday, August 21, 2004

today is the day... the tabletennis match... i really hope Singapore can win a medal.. bronze sliver gold... either one... juz anyone of dem... it will be so great... oh man.. lets all pray... i LOVE SINGAPORE for once.... hahaha i've been so beat n tired for tis week.. watching the Olympics n doing wrk... its been so damn long since i felt so damn freaking tired... i hate iPOD!!!! tho' i own one.. but well doing a article on it.. SUCKS n MARKETING SUCKS... those who take marketing muz be some crazy ass.. well marketing is important to a certain extend but its ok next time i'll hired those crazy ass to wrk for me den LOL... everything is goin haywire.. soon i will nt be able to take the double stress.. i m loaded wif my wrk.. n yet i still haf to get stressed from yours... i m mentally beat out.. i get tired damn easily.. n i hate it... if there is a fucked up software u duno.. dun expect me to be GOD in it.. if i m dat gd i wun be studying nw.. so when things get fucked up.. dun show me the attitude.. rem. i m the one who is helping u.. i dun need to tolerate ur attitude. i hate it when ppl take me for granted... I FUCKING HELL HATE IT...

| The.Goodbye. 8/21/2004 02:28:00 PM |

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Thursday, August 19, 2004

sad news... Singapore lost in badminton oh well but i still tink he was brillant.. well i noe i m nothing compared to him... so i shan't say anything bad abt him even tho' he loses.
gd news is his gf won in the match again the erm.. japan i tink..
its onli tis time when it comes to sports... esp OLYMPICS i feel Singaporean.. sad to say.LOL but well at least i feel Singaporean... aye?
juz kinda went online to do research on my wrk.. juz finished.. sianz.. research n research..
crazy ah lian.. so many research n essay n presentation EVERY WEEK! oh well... i'll get used to it.. i'll do my own research n all.. haha i'll try my best...
i guess it pays to be kind... while i was trying to help out to find out what happen abt the tag board thing wanted to see wat i can do to help, i stumbled upon some 'interesting' n 'wonderful' comments makes me wonder if i was bad on mine... den wat is dat? it defintely got me piss off straight away... well.. u did ask a qns if i will ever see ur blog.. WELL I DUN... until i was trying to lend a hand abt the tagboard thingy... HAHA well guess it pays to be KIND huh... wat a pharse... but well... say watever u like.. i say watever i like n that makes the world go ard " ) juz hope u find out who is it... but wat u gona do aft u find out? beat the shit out of him/her? or do the same thing? oh well its ur choice.. i'll choose to remain silent... oh well.. i m so tired.. tml finally gona see the osim fair... wonder if my design will be selected... oh well.. nt much hope.. but i noe i did my best.. so did my classmates... alrite... done.. gona tok to my bibi le.. den off to bed... i m so so worn out.... ARGH....

| The.Goodbye. 8/19/2004 03:49:00 AM |

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Monday, August 16, 2004

THE SLACKER REPORT
i guess i look n behave like a slacker.. yes i m a slacker but still nt a over-rated one..
i m a slacker but i do my wrk tho' most of the time last min
i m a slacker but i nvr ask anyone to help me do my wrk even if i can't do it myself
i m a slacker that actually helps ppl do their wrks
i m a slacker but i participate in class!
i m a slacker with an attitude prob!
i m a slacker that dun like to be annoyed...
i m a slacker who is damn sarcastic
i m a slacker who juz dun give a fuck
i m a slacker who hate those who tink they are some big fuck eg. some
year 1 losers in my sch... n the fucked up sercurity... yeah those who
think they got the rite to say things when they don't
i m a slacker who has a fucking bad temper n i m lovin' it!
i m a slacker who loves to rap!!
i m a slacker who juz love to slack... LOL
i m a slacker who juz love loud music!
i m a slacker n i hate the visual com department head in my sch FUCK U
I M A FUCKING PHOTOGRAPHY MAJOR STUDENT! FOR FUCK SAKE
i m a slacker who is slowly improving myself!!
i m a slacker who takes part in design competition
i m a slacker who submit 2 design for a competition dat onli requires one
i m a slacker who is a serious masochist
i m a slacker who is a seriously serious sadist
i m a slacker who loves to torture ppl dat i hate
i m a slacker who can't unhate ppl
i m a slacker who wuld love to kill everyone i hate by torturing dem slowly instead of killing dem one shot..
i m a slacker n also a pyscho
i m a slacker dat i guess u wun wan to trifle wif
i m a slacker who is full of hatred
i m a slacker who keeps everything inside n boils up n blow
i m a slacker who loves dogs n kittens n yeah i got a kitten call korkor! at my fren house tho'
i m a slacker who noes where my roots are
i m a slacker dat wun forget someonei own a favour from
i m a slacker who dun like to lend ppl important stuff unless i noe u well
i m a slacker who can't stand ppl dat say something bad abt something when they are in a bad mood or when they dun like the thing eg. the fucking cab driver who told us to throw the kittens away juz bcos he got scratched by a cat once.. loser.
i m a slacker who dun care who the fuck u are.. if ur wrong ur wrong
i m a slacker dat is bad all over!!! yeah!!
so aftall i still not dat bad...eh?
but still more bad points den gd.. WAHAHA
its quite fun to point out shits n 'gd' things abt yer ownself.. lol

| The.Goodbye. 8/16/2004 12:20:00 AM |

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Sunday, August 15, 2004

yes ah zhong u can hate my coment on all these like i said if she said no to u in the first place u be angry n piss off wif her too rite? so she say ok hoping dat she can get off fr her mum.. n seriously i dun wan her to go.. yes i m selfish yes i m the reason u guys quarreled but u all are the reason we quarreled too.. but i didn't even say anything abt it.. why u guys aftall are her best frens watever it is i juz gotta tink for her... yes i poke in ur business why did i? ask ur fren why she has to msg jess like dat when she ask jess abt the sentosa trip.. why she has to say this 'you shld noe why i m msging u instead of ah zhong they all' so tell me wat is she trying to say?... she is trying to tell jess dat u all are still very very piss off wif her.. so tell me how to go like dat? she be damn awkward n all... its was aftdat den i got pissed off den i went to read ur blog den i got even more piss off.. i noe dat u supposed to haf another fren going but i guess it didn't turn out fine as well... yes u can be angry n yea i m harsh on my words den i m sorrie abt it...its juz dat those words dat come fr ur fren ain't dat gd to hear... if u were the one to recieve dat sms.. how u feel.. i bet u feel piss off giving ur character.. yes i may nt noe much but i noe when u are angry u will juz shoot too..
u guys can't be angry forever like the last time.. i poked my nose into ur friendship den too wat i wanted was to make the friendship better.. but i guess the anger ur friend caused had cause me to be angish over all these lil things .. u noe ur friendship is more important den all these lil things why let ur fren add salt into the small lil cut.. juz give her some time she is really very stressed wif her wrkload.. even to the point she get stressed up by thinking which hw to do first... n yea sometimes i get pissed off too cos nw all she cared was her hw.. but i noe i can't be selfish abt it.. her wrk is very important.. so i m kinda glad cos nw i've been better doing my wrk too we do our wrk together EveryDay.. n i mean EveryDay well except for fri.. she be accompanying her mum.. which is gd.. at least let her mum noe dat she care.. i noe ur wrkload is like fuck too cos u used to complain to me so i guess u shld understand when ur wrkload is like fuck ur mood also like fuck n u get piss off very easily n u are very stress dats how she feels cos her 1week break is like.. no break she has tonnes of hw.. i presume u haf too n she gets stress very easily.. let her get used to the wrkload ur sch gives den she will nt get so stress up n all.. den she wun find it hard to commit herself to any appointment.. cos even when we meet up.. we wun noe wat to do or wat.. its like always last min... n lik 95% is doing our wrk... nw its like wrk n her mum is no.1 so i guess we juz haf to stand back.. u guys are not the onli one.. tho' i get to meet her up always well cos at least i can teach her to use software n how to paint n all dats why.. but its nt dat she is heartless.. is she really really wants to be one of the best in the sch.. she is pressuring herself alot.. abt dat.. hai u guys juz dun see how she is like.. juz give her a break n urself a break dun get so pissed off over things dat is said n done... wats the point? in the end u feel more fucked up...

| The.Goodbye. 8/15/2004 01:02:00 AM |

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Friday, August 13, 2004

juz read ah zhong blog. n i felt wat the fuck. so when she don't go wif u u haf to say those things on the blog i hope u noe bcos of u asking no stressing her to go i got damn piss off n we quarrelled very badly for damn long.. i m not going n of cos i dun wan her to go for fuck sake when she gives u all a reason u guys dun believe her.. so u dun believe she goes out n accompany her mom every fri? let me tell u k.. its true i dun even get to go out or meet up wif her on fri at all. u guys dun always assume dat ppl will always fucking hell stay the same.. she is stress enough wif her fucked up sch which is the FUCKED UP TP so spend so much money on the fucking materials its onli rite to save up more for her next 2years.. u guys can say ur fucking stress wif ur wrks projects n all pls.. she also haf it.. i see her wrkload its like fucked up she hardly haf time to slp n rest. we haven even been going shopping or wad for like mths always doing our wrk onli so wat the fuck u want fr her nw? if ur nt understanding towards her i got nothing to say everyone is stress wif their wrk. n clubbing ain't as fun anymore i've grown up its juz another place to waste the money hard-earn by my parents n plus i wun like to haf more money for my wrk i presume she does too.. we haf our priorty rite on things dat are more important. if u wana go ZOUK n be REGULAR go ahead.. wat u trying to prove? i dun understand.. u juz dun noe how much ur words hurt.. u will feel fucked up pissed off wif wat i type but have u ever tot wat u type on ur blog is gona make her sad.. so wad if u say she is ur best fren why u wana say all these to make her feel guilty n sad? u be happier tis way izit? she may be wrong to tua u all but in the first place if she say no u will be angry n piss wif her also u juz wan a yes ans fr her so in the first place why bother to ask her? when she say no n all she needs to accompany her mum u tink she is lying.. u juz die n no matter wat u wan her to go so u can't blame her if she tua u at the last min cos u wun allow her to say NO in the first place.. n bcos of all these shit u stressing her to go n me nt happy abt her going u can say i m selfish or wat u guys can go ktv go out or wad juz no clubing somemore on our ANNI we dun even intend to meet at all n u guys expect her to go out wif ur to wad WASTE MONEY to go clubing.. its a fri so even our anni or wat we still do nt meet cos she wana accompany her mum... i m fucking piss wif u why do u haf to say such stuff? so u can make her sad n all u are happy to see her dat? wat she did was of no choice due to the stressing of me n its hard to tell her mum dat she wants to go out so late at nite.. to lie to her mum again? k n aft the lieing n the excuses she needs to spend a huge sum of money somemore? so if u can't spare a tot for her den dun say so much k... i m fucking piss wif u guys too why cos u all are the reason we quarrelled like fuck for 2days but i didn't even type it out or wat i keep it inside since u say all these out den fine i'll say mine out

| The.Goodbye. 8/13/2004 11:15:00 AM |

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Thursday, August 12, 2004

oh well juz did 1 sketch on campbell lol finished it in less den 2min.. lol did another essay for dat ah lian's class.. bored.. tml got small presentation again.. sianz...... i m doing on ANDY WARHOL!!! or eminem... lol i duno lehz. hai sianz oh well i m soooo tired...

| The.Goodbye. 8/12/2004 02:27:00 AM |

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Tuesday, August 10, 2004

i have juz finished design 2 design for the osim chair competition...... well like i said i dun hope much juz hope dat at least my wrk got displayed... but somemore how i wana win too lar.. too bad there is onli first prize.. duno if there is a second prize.. but oh well... but the design sucks.. too simple... but oh well.. i duno lar.. hmm.. i feel high everytime i hear suede's attitude... lol tired.. finally done gona go bed soon class at 9am n NK Tan sucks supposed to send us the copy of dat osim chair so we can photoshop our design up dere.. but he didn't! piece of shit usless

| The.Goodbye. 8/10/2004 03:20:00 AM |

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Saturday, August 07, 2004

i duno wat to say i felt anger so much when i got hm.. when she didn't reply me n all was so moody at there sorrie guys i spoiled ur moods... i felt like i was back to dat time again when i can't control my feelings having hard time breathing again.. sobbing out - of - breath-ly n my fist hurt like fuck.. got bruise.. i juz need to vent my anger out n thus the fist came in gd use.. oh well.. i still feel dat terrible feeling.. then wanting to squeeze my fist n all dat kind of feeling it sucks.. i get agitated very easy n it is so terrible.. argh i really need to learn to control my temper... ar.. oh well at JP everything as normal?.. drank beer.. again i drank the most.. den again got red wine fr the JP owner tis time is the uncle lol the red wine sucks make me wana puke all the way... even nw.. n beer sucks sucks sucks sucks.. fuck tis shit..

| The.Goodbye. 8/07/2004 01:47:00 AM |

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Friday, August 06, 2004

i dun feel much better aft the walk.. dat sucks lor.. smoke ard 4 sticks when i m onli down for less den 1/2hr? oh well i duno how long i've been didn't time.. the playground sucks how i wish i stayed nearer the beach.. den i could haf gone dere to shout my lungs out.. hiting the bloody playground juz ain't enough to release the anger in me.. damn.. hai sianz.......

| The.Goodbye. 8/06/2004 02:08:00 AM |

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FUCK I NEED A BREAK FUCK TIS SHIT FUCK FUCK I M UP TO MY LIMIT EVERYTHING HAS GONE WAY TOO FAR FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
I NEED FRESH AIR N FUCKING RAIN I NEED TO TAKE A WALK ALONE RAIN ON ME

| The.Goodbye. 8/06/2004 01:15:00 AM |

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FUCK U FUCK FUCK FUCK U FUCK U FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK MOTHERFUCKERS MOTHERFUCKERS MOTHERFUCKERS MOTHERFUCKERS MOTHERFUCKERS MOTHERFUCKERS GET THE HELL OUT OF MY SIGHT!!!!!!!!! FUCK THE WHOLE WORLD FUCK EVERYONE FUCK THE ARSEHOLES FUCK THE FUCKERS FUCK ALL THE SHITS IN THE WORLD FUCK ALL THOSE WHO ARE IN MY WAY FUCK THOSE WHO DUN APPRECIATE ME FUCK THOSE WHO TAKE ME FOR GRANTED FUCK THOSE WHO TINK I M AN ARSE FUCK THOSE WHO HATE ME FUCK THOSE WHO DUN HAF A MIND OF THEIR OWN FUCK THOSE WHO ARE USELESS FUCK THOSE WHO ARE SELFISH FUCK THOSE WHO DESERVE TO BE FUCKED FUCK THOSE WHO GOT NO BRAINS FUCK THOSE WHO TINKS THEY ARE SOME BIG FUCK FUCK THOSE WHO LOOK DOWN ON PPL FUCK THOSE ARE BOOTLICKERS FUCK THOSE WHO DUN GIVE A FUCK FUCK THOSE WHO DUN CARE ABT OTHER PPL'S FUCKING FEELINGS FUCK THOSE WHO TINK THEY OWN THE WORLD FUCK THOSE WHO TINKS THE WORLD OWES THEM FUCK THOSE WHO ONLI KNOW HOW TO USE PPL FUCK THOSE WHO TAKE OTHERS FOR GRANTED FUCK THOSE WHO ACT LIKE THEY HAVE NO HANDS NOR LEGS FUCK YOU ALL FUCK THE ENTIRE WORLD FUCK IT N GET OUT OF MY WAY!! I M A FUCKING ASS TOO BTW I DUN TINK I M ALWAYS RITE FUCK IT

| The.Goodbye. 8/06/2004 12:55:00 AM |

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Thursday, August 05, 2004

juz did my 250 essay for some stupid lecturer nickname 'ah lian' for a stupid subject call Research & Communication Studies.. was thinking if i shld do.. but well i guess aftall these years i m still gd at crapping i tink i settled it withn 10-15mins.. lol oh yeah the essay is to interpret a photocopied advertising which does nt even show a clear picture of it.. and the printing really sucks... black n white somemore.. like wtF [notice the capital F]
but well as always i'll crap my way through it.. the advertisment is abt a washine machine... cool huh.. placed rite in the middle of 2 india indian ladies wearing their traditional clothes... n both are whacking their clothes on the washine machine aft they had washed their clothes... its like LAME! i tink its trying to prove how durable it is? oh well i m trying to design the osim chair design.. i hope to get my wrk displayed.. at least.. gawd... pray.. lol

| The.Goodbye. 8/05/2004 01:23:00 AM |

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Wednesday, August 04, 2004

great.. woke up... first thing.. stomach ache... since yesterday.. wat the fuck... nvm brush my teeth n realised den my flamm got blood in it... i m feeling so sick.. nw... oh man..

| The.Goodbye. 8/04/2004 12:13:00 PM |

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Tuesday, August 03, 2004

had some rest... watched tv wif my mum.... feel damn tired... n restless... throat hurts.. i scratched too hard to make myself puke juz nw.. till nw.. every burp.. makes me puky.. hai oh well... if its easy to forget everything i would.. i won't want to remember dat as well.. the pain.. is forever dere... everytime i feel sad the least u could do is console me but well.. i wonder.. if u did tink u did anything wrong at all...walking her hm fr town was so nice of u.. amazing.. nw i wished i had die.. dat time.. i wished my dad didn't make it in time to send me to hospital so i could haf died.. n forget abt everything

| The.Goodbye. 8/03/2004 11:45:00 PM |

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