Sunday, February 27, 2005
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hmm its been weeks since i last update.. i guess? very lazy... damn super lazy.. well most of the time cos i m online playing game but lately.. called maple... fucking addicting... oh well... but for the past few days i was piahing my project instead.. i piah 3 within one day.. the price.. is no slp for 1 whole day... plus sucky outcome for the project.. oh well.. i tink the 3 project sucks big time... esp the fucking flash.. cb... but nvm i like i put myself raping eminem~~!!! lol cool huh.. oh well.. but very short one.. den fri met pei n slack ard tam till 12+ waited for her gf to finish wrk. den finally sat came!! n i got to meet my ever dearest bibi!!! miss her so much... ok.. nw i m gona tok to her on the phone.. so guess dats all.. n damn tml wrking full sianz... n nw is 5.07.. woo hoo.. tml gona be so tired.. n miss bibi so much...
| The.Goodbye. 2/27/2005 03:38:00 AM |
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Monday, February 14, 2005
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i tink i m so gona haf a fucking happy n enjoyable VDAYguess wad? i m watching this movie call RACING STRIPEs... yes its abt a zebra dat got left behind a circus den some family or wad found it.. den the zebra duno how is gona join racing wif the horses!! den i duno the ending alrdy i went to watch the trailer!! how CUTE!!! huh. yay~ i can't wait for the movie to finish!!!! tml watching dat cute movie with syl,flo n carey.. yes no val.. cos she haf training till 9pm so we won't wait for her. so i guess we'll miss this chance of watching movie with the four of us bros hahaha. oh well..
fucking tired.... miss my bibi... fucking piss... miss my bibi.. fucking bored... fucking tired.... fucking piss`the`fucking`worms`game`can't install`... fuck everything lar.. nabei..
| The.Goodbye. 2/14/2005 01:44:00 AM |
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Friday, February 11, 2005
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recap again
first day of new year... as wat i've said.. woke up early in the morning to my grandparents grave den back hm den to my eldest aunty's house to bai nien.. i felt so damn freaking tired the whole day... but it was not over.. aft my aunty's house its our house.. dats the part dat kills... everyone came over.. its like.. some party.. onli wif not-so-familiar people my uncles n aunties n my dad of cos was playing mahjong.. my older cousins was watching tv.. onli the younger ones came into my room trying to make a mess out of it.. n trying to smash my com n my camera.. like wat the fuck.. but it was alrite.. was chatting wif one of my older cousin.. n i juz realised she is like 12-13 years older den me.. like wow! n also the cousin whose age is closest to me.. it was a damn fucking tired day.. n plus my mum was crazy didn't slp till like wad 3+ or 4+? so i had to stay up till she slp so i can tok to bibi at nite.. but we didn't manage to tok much as it was too late.. she kinda fell aslp.. sorrie bibi... hai.. muacks i really miss u so much
the second day
i woke up darn late... 2+?? until my aunty from my mum's side one came.. felt so bad.. but wat the heck.. got up prepared... den head off to my mum's cousin's house.. well.. all we do dere is play blackjack... tho' i got play alil bit mahjong for a while.. hai.. guess yesterday i was over bored... n tired.. n kinda pissed off.. dat i forgot to wish bibi happy b'day.. hai.. bibi i m so so so so sorry... pls forgive me.. hai..yesterday was so damn bored... hai.. bibi happy b'day to u... hai i m so sorrie.. dun be angry at me k.. bibi.. i love you!!.. hai i msg u juz nw n nw.. u didn't reply.. i hope is u fell aslp.. n nt.. dat u angry.. wif me hai... sorrie... MUACKS.... miss u very much...
the third day which is today
woke up even later.. 3+? yesterday got hm damn late.. danks to my dad for playing mahjong.. oh well.. sucks.. i woke up n msg bibi.. n wished her happy birthday... hai i still feel very guilty.. sorrie bibi... i've been doing nothing juz playing wif my sims the whole day till nw.. tink i m gona go bathe soon.. later got mahjong session at sher ee place.. playing mahjong wif jimmy wee kiat n of cos sher ee.. oh well.. bibi miss you.. so much..!
| The.Goodbye. 2/11/2005 07:24:00 PM |
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005
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hmmm recap...
Monday
went out wif bibi... to collect b'day cakes.. hers n her mums' den went back to bibi place.. was supposed to haf... erm... ... but we ended up slping... we woke up ar 6+pm n we were kinda in a rush cos we were supposed to go chinatown in the evening.. so anyway.. we went dere!! yes first time wif bibi to chinatown!! during chinese new year... the crowd was kinda bad... but nt as bad as i had tot it would be tho' we didn't buy anything actually.. juz some food.. n SWEETS hehehe me n bibi picked lotsa sweets lol.. all these really make me tired.. man haha we left ard 10+ took a cab hm... hm was fine.. until i went to bathe.. didn't realise dat my mum changed the shampoo to some head n shoulders with methol or wad... i was happily shampooing my hair.. when the methol slowly... starts taking over my sense of scalp... oh man.. i tink i put too much shampoo... my head was like.. so cool... lol n so is my ear, forehead n so on... cos as long as the foam sets on where.. it will gives out its methol power!!! but the aft feeling is quite shiok lol haha oh well k dats all abt mon
Tues
yes its the eve of chinese new year... damn boring.. well had to pack my rm.. wash all my socks.. n watever need to be wash... n help my mum prepared the food!! as usual i prepared the beef slices!! n my bro my dad my mum say it was VERY NICE!!! hahaha... tho' i juz kinda anyhow mixed... haha oh well.. nvm abt dat.. has steamboat n bbq.. or watever u call dat.. was so damn fucking full man... haha it was quite fun.. den changed my bedsheet.. i can't believe my mum bought me n my bro the exact same bedsheet!! n guess wat is some white squares wif blue background n some sheeps... plus the sign ZzZZz hai... so sad... oh well.. i still duno wat to wear for tml.. but i noe tml early morning we are gona go visit my grandparents grave.. its a every chinese new year trad. n no i m not a buddhist i m a christian aye... oh watever.. i miss my bibi so much.. nw i m gona tok to her alrdy!1! yippee!!!
| The.Goodbye. 2/09/2005 02:48:00 AM |
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Sunday, February 06, 2005
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today was so fun... went shopping ard...
bought 3 stuff.
a pair of converse slip-ons
a cheapo t-shirts
how i wished can buy bibi hm too...
i had a very bad encounter at the bathroom
i tot i would haf died in there..
i couldn't breathe...
i felt something choking my throat up
it really sucks... i really tot i was so gona die..
i vomited.. but this happen bfore my throat got choke up..
den aft trying to calm myself down.. while trying to breathe!!
i duno had this experience how many times... everytime i told i would die..
somehow i wish i had but.. well
den i got my breathe bac to normal..
my flam starts to haf blood in it..
oh man... i tink i got some illness...
its like nt the first time.. dat i puke cum cough got blood
but its the first time i tried coughing till i puke den got choke
wah nvr expected it... scary... its like last time all over again
if u guys been thru my stage... when i mean... i really can't breathe...
i really mean it.. its so fucking hell fucked up...
nw my throat is so sore
| The.Goodbye. 2/06/2005 04:23:00 AM |
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Thursday, February 03, 2005
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i m finally learning how to kinda make video.. dats great.. nw all i need is to buy the software. den take some photos.. den can start doing... great. chris tan.. is crazy? btw he is my lect. call chris tan.. he can suddenly sneaked behind me n scare me... like wth... nvm.. den when we all ask him qns.. he like purposely stand beside u den pretend nvr hear... *pengz* tink he is being over lame.. but oh well he is nt a bad lect.. he smokes wif us.. n always eat wif us... n keep complaining he is hungry!!.. oh well nt too bad a day.. we were dismissed quite late 9+pm cos he was being lame... but oh well.. nvm den i went to the bustop wif kaixin den took 65.. n slept in the bus... i wonder if i snored.. cos i got block nose.. but oh well.. its over and done but the journey on 81 was one shaky ride man... something is wrong wif the fucking suspension. its like fucking shaky man.. oh well think tml i nt going class... having fever nw.. n i juz tink i made myself blind.. my left eye is swollen to the point dat i can't open it... no matter how much eye drop i drip i can't stop the itch so i ended up scratching like fuck... nw i m one eye jackass.. i tink i m gona take a walk downstairs n smoke alil... i
| The.Goodbye. 2/03/2005 01:58:00 AM |
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
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did i mention i got a new blog skin finally.. i tink it sucks.. but wat the fuck better off den my previous one... anyway juz took my med n boil water.. m going to my bed.. nw.. been slping late always.. like wat the fuck.. i m tired...
| The.Goodbye. 2/02/2005 04:12:00 AM |
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tml sch starts at 2pm only dat its nt at sch we are going to THE FUCKED UP SPH. KC is gona bring us ard dere... lame..nvm considered that i haf a free period. but wat the fuck aft dat still need to go back sch for chris tan class..n i haven do his wrk.. i tink dat my this year3 final is gona be like shit... i dun haf the mood to do my own very wrk.. i felt so fucked up by wrks n juz wrks i want to worry abt my own wrk... but wat the fuck i always got no mood.. yeah its my OWN VERY FAULT.. everything is juz my fucking fault.. u are always n FOREVER RIGHT.. maybe u shld stop pushing ur wrk to me.. when are u ever gona learn to be independent.. i got my own projects n the fucking grad book shit to worry abt.. plus urs.. it sucks k.. n worse is.. when something goes wrong.. n i really dun noe wat the fuck to do abt it.. u will vent ur anger on me.. hey look i didn't attend the class wif u together.. if u duno.. wat makes u think i'll know better.. wat do u take me as.. a using tool? a tool dat is able to help u wif ur wrk? i m telling u dun take me for granted... i fucking hell hate that. n watch ur anger when u i m helping u if there is ever a next time.. i m not ur slave or servant.. juz remember.. i duno everything.. but dat doesn't mean u treat me like shit. remember i don't owe u anything
| The.Goodbye. 2/02/2005 03:22:00 AM |
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005
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Everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down
Everything has to end you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all
unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
| The.Goodbye. 2/01/2005 10:00:00 PM |
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