Monday, May 30, 2005
--
if you still rem wat happen when i sang this song to you...
i know i'll nvr forget.. abt it..
Whenever I'm weary
From the battles that raged in my head
You made sense of madness
When my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way, but still you
Seem to understand
Now and Forever,
I will be your man
Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune
That Heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you
Each and every way I can
Now and Forever,
I will be your man
Now I can rest my worries
And always be sure
That I won't be alone, anymore
If I'd only known you were there
All the time,
All this time.....
Until the day the ocean
Doesn't touch the sand
Now and Forever
I will be your man
Now and Forever,
I will be your man..
| The.Goodbye. 5/30/2005 01:11:00 PM |
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All that I do is for you,
Me without you, girl,
just won't do
Your love's all I want to know Angel,
don't you ever go
Life won't be the same without you
cos i know heaven is missing an angel... n dats u...
| The.Goodbye. 5/30/2005 02:16:00 AM |
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
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doctor.. said.. high fever..
he even said he knows even he
put one very nice.. smooth
fragrance chicken rice
i would haf no appetite.
yeah he is god damn right..
he told me to stop smoking for awhile
hmm... yah rite...
i need a short puff..
i can't take it...
the med is so power..
i m fucking drowsy...
going to slllpppp it off..
as wat the doc said...
sometimes i wonder.. wats wrong
i feel so alone..
i feel so sad..
depressed..
all i want was someone to share my
happiness and sorrow..
and i will do the same vice versa..
i wish u are happy..
i want to make u happy...
i noe how to make u happy..
we been through all the happy times..
i'll nvr forget..
i hope u don't too..
| The.Goodbye. 5/29/2005 12:44:00 PM |
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oh yes..
i m up this early..
my mum woke me up by scolding me..
and make me realise..
my fever.. went up
hmm 39.2.. was my lasy measure..
so thirsty..
n giddy..
but i m expected to go see the doc myself..
yes... i m superman!
ok i m juz trying to her myself
more alert... and awake
thats why i m blogging here...
god save me..
i need to cross.. 2 traffic lights.. and some carparks..
| The.Goodbye. 5/29/2005 09:55:00 AM |
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No, no, no, nooo
Don't phunk with my heart
Yeah
No, no, no, nooo
Don't phunk with my heart
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love baby (love, love)
(love, love) In love baby
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love baby (love, love)
(love, love) In love baby
Girl you know you got me, got me
With you're pistol shot me, shot me
And I'm here helplessly
In love and nothing can stop me
It can't stop me once I started
Can't return it once you bought it
I'm coming baby don't doubt it
(Don't make me wait)
So let's be about it
No, no, no, nooo
Don't phunk with my heart
Baby you have to trust him, trust him
When I come with lustin, lustin
Cause I bring you that comfort
I ain't over here cause I want ture
Body, I want ture mind too
Interestin' what I find you
And I'm interested in the long haul
Come on girl yee-haw!
Come on
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love baby (love, love)
(love, love) In love baby
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love baby (love, love)
(love, love) In love baby
No, no, no, nooo
Don't phunk with my heart
Girl you had me once you kissed me
My love for you is not iffy
I always want you wit me
I play Bobby and you play Whitney
If you smoke I smoke too
That's how much I'm in love wit chu
Crazy is what crazy do
Crazy in love I'm a crazy fool
No, no, no, nooo
Don't phunk with my heart
Why you so in-sa-cure
When you got cash and you're love herre
You always claim that I'm a cheata
Think I'll up and go leave ya
For another senorita
You forgot that I need ja
You must have caught amnesia
That's why you don't believe uh
Wha'- Yeah - Check it out
Don't ja worry about a thing baby
Cause ya know ya got me by a string baby
Baby girl ya make me feel…
You know you make me feel so real…
I love you more than sex appeal…
Cause ya
That-that-that-that-that-that-that-there girl
No, no, no, nooo (That-that-that-that-that-that-that-there girl)
Don't phunk with my heart(That-that-that-that-that-that-that- there girl)
No, no, no, nooo
Don't phunk with my heart
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love baby (love, love)
(love, love) In love baby
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love baby (love, love)
(love, love) In love baby
Don't ja worry about a thing baby
Cause ya know ya got me by a string baby
| The.Goodbye. 5/29/2005 12:46:00 AM |
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Saturday, May 28, 2005
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Staring right back in the face
A memory can't be erased
I know, because I tried
Start to feel the emptiness
and everything I'm gonna miss
I know, that I can't hide
All this time is passing by
I think it's time to just move on
When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through
Start to breathe and fake a smile
It's all the same after a while
I know, that you are tired
Carrying the ones you lost
A picture frame with all the thoughts
I know, you hold inside
I hope that you can find your way back
To the place where you belong
When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through
You're coming back down
You say you feel lost can I help you find it
When you come around
From time to time we all are blinded
You're coming back down
You don't have to tell me what you're feeling
I know what you're going through
I won't be the one that lets go of you
I think it's time to just move on
When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through
When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through
| The.Goodbye. 5/28/2005 01:46:00 AM |
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Friday, May 27, 2005
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Hello?
Can you hear me?
Am I getting through to you?
Hello
Is it late there?
There's a laughter on the line
Are you sure ya there alone?
Cos I'm
trying to explain
Somethings wrong
You just don't sound the same
Why don't you?
Why don't you?
Go outside?
Go outside?
Kiss the Rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the Rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips fell hungry and thirsty
Kiss the Rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the nights
As empty for me as for you
If you feel you can't wait till morning
Kiss the Rain*3
Hello?
Do you miss me?
I hear you say you do,
But not the way I'm missing you
Whats new?
Hows the weather?
Is it stormy where you are?
you sound so close but it feels like your so far
So would it mean anything?
If you knew,
What I'm left imagining
In my mind
In my mind
Would you go?
Would you go?
Kiss the Rain
And you fall
Over me
Think of me
Think of me
Think of me
Only me
Kiss the Rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips fell hungry and tempted
Kiss the Rain
and wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
Were under the same sky
And the nights
As empty for me as for you
If you feel
You can't wait till morning
Kiss the Rain*2
Kiss the Rain
Kiss the rain
(Kiss the rain)
(Kiss the Rain)
(Kiss the Rain)
Hello?
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Can You hear me?
| The.Goodbye. 5/27/2005 12:57:00 AM |
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it nvr felt so cold.. at the dining table
eating together..
everything changed
i only have one wish
to end my journey nw
i noe i haf experienced
the happiness i haf
i noe at least dat
i have lived my life the fullest then.
| The.Goodbye. 5/27/2005 12:27:00 AM |
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
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Tell me what you wanna do
I will leave it up to you
But I don't wanna lose you now
Tomorrow or forever
I'll give you all the time you need
Hoping you will come to see
That you and I were meant to be
Made to be together
I'm so scared
I never thought I'd lose the
Love we shared
The love that always felt so right
I'll leave it up to you,'cause I know
I could never let you go
I'll leave it up to you to decide
Search your heart your soul my eyes
I promise you there's no deeper love than mine
We could try to start again
We were once the best of friends
Tell me you remember when
You couldn't live without me
I can't believe
There's nothing I can do about it Baby please
Why can't we give it one more chance
I'll leave it up to you,'cause I know
I could never let you go
I'll leave it up to you to decide
Search your heart your soul my eyes
I promise you there's no deeper love than mine
We could try to start again
We were once the best of friends
Tell me you remember when
You couldn't live without me
I can't believe
There's nothing I can do about it Baby please
Why can't we give it one more chance
I promise you there's no deeper love
Tell me what you want to do
I'll leave it up to you
| The.Goodbye. 5/25/2005 04:37:00 PM |
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
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Oh...
I'll never find
(never find someone like you)
Girl, you take my breath away
And when I met someone new
I'd rather be here with you
Baby, forever(ooh)
my heart belongs to you
Girl I think about you all the time
I know my love is true
When we're together
I played the wrong girl and I made you cry
When I looked up you were saying goodbye
I'm begging you please
I need you so bad
Don't leave me now, you're the best that I’ve had
Chorus
I'll never
I'll never find someone like you
(no I'll never)
I promise it's true
Oh I'll never(oh I'll)
I'll never find someone like you
(ooh baby)
Cuz I love the way that you are
And girl, I won't
No, I won't let you go
No one could ever do
Love you like I love you
All I have is just my heart
And my feelings I give to you
That's all that I can do, girl
Baby, forever
Oh you don't know that you're hurting me
Cuz it's not just a sexual thing
I wanna share my dreams
Baby, together
Oh girl I'm afraid just to give you the word
My heart's in a need to hold on to my love
But when you get close
I want you to know
I start to get weak and I can't let you go
Chorus
I'll never
I'll never find someone like you
(no, I'll never)
I promise it's true
No I'll never
I'll never find someone like you
(ooh baby)
Cuz I love the way that you are
(oh baby)
And girl I won't
No I won't let you go
No one could ever do
Love you like I love you
Just your smile
(that's all I need)
Think again
Girl I won't let you down
Girl I will never find no one that compares to you
I'll never
I'll never find someone like you
(never find someone baby)
I promise it's true
Oh I'll never
(theres nobody like you baby)
I'll never find someone like you
(ooh ooh ooh baby)
Cuz I love the way that you are
And girl I won't
No I won't let you go
‘Cause no one could ever do
And I promise to honor you
Chorus
I'll never
I'll never find someone like you
(no way)
I promise it's true
Oh I'll never
(cuz you're the only one)
I'll never find someone like you
(never find no one)
Cuz I love the way that you are
And girl I won't
No I won't let you go
Cuz No one could ever do
And I promise to honour you
I'll never find someone like you
| The.Goodbye. 5/24/2005 04:10:00 PM |
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Monday, May 23, 2005
--
at wrk
fucked up
tired.
stop at the wrong stop at the mrt
wat a day to start with
heard fr xiaomin
korkor got bitten by dog
serious injury
hai.. still bleeding
why do i bring bad luck
to everything dat is related to me
i shld juz go lock myself up
in the closet and stay inside
forever..
at least i noe dat i wun bring harm
to ppl ard me
i shld juz die..
| The.Goodbye. 5/23/2005 02:32:00 PM |
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
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i m constantly in tears
everything i see on the street
reminds me of us
we been through almost everything
juz everywhere i go
i see us in it
its killing me
flashes of the past
keep comming out in my head
i feel so lost
i m lost
i lost someone
dat holds the most precious
moments in my life.
i can't feel a thing
without u by my side
i can't take it anymore
| The.Goodbye. 5/22/2005 10:05:00 PM |
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today finally got my tattoo...
i m very happy
i really did feel pain
nt like my previous 2...
LOL
the tattoo guy- ok sit down here,
put ur hand on the
stool n u can lean
head on ur hand...
dats how i sat...
lol
then i was in that position for quite awhile
n he haven start tattoo-ing yet
so i lift my head up...
n saw alot of ppl looking...
den i quickly put my head back down
lol kns...
bibi was right infront of me all the while
she also told me alot of ppl looking
and eeeing n all.. haha she felt paisey
too... sorry.. i caused u such awkwardness..
but it was fun rite?
but seriously the back do hurt lar..
not like the arm n all really dun hurt at all
when i mean dun hurt --- means during the process
of cos aft u tattoo hurt abit lar...
esp.. when u accidentally hit it..
but ar... this time... lol i can feel pain..
when the needle is craving on me...
haha
i hoped u enjoyed ur day today...
cos i noe i did...
miss u..
| The.Goodbye. 5/22/2005 02:35:00 AM |
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
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I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
| The.Goodbye. 5/21/2005 11:57:00 AM |
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my dad is leaving for.. so called kl
but i noe he isn't
he shld be going to bangkok
or even he is going kl
it ain't dat simple
he told me dat he is going to kl
cos his company sold machine there
n he needs to go there and setup
but nw he says he going with
his frens to meet another fren up dere
and then go genting..
i so wanted to ask him wat the fuck
is he trying to do..
he still dare to shout at my mum
he is horrible
dun he feel ashame of wat he is doing
ruining the family again n again
wat the hell is wrong
i m screwed up my family is screwed up
wats the point.. anymore
living has become an even harder chore
| The.Goodbye. 5/21/2005 11:47:00 AM |
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hai i know its hard
its very hard for me too
i m very lost
really..
i m shattered..
i m broken up all inside
| The.Goodbye. 5/21/2005 03:21:00 AM |
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Friday, May 20, 2005
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i feel the pain in my heart constantly...
its killing me hard
my ex boss juz called adelene
she wants us to go back to wrk freelance for her
really... wat the fuck... so sianz
but well i still said yes.. at least i noe
i got something nw
tho' nt something big
but well.. at least keep me busy
it was hard surviving then with you
nw without it
i guess its even harder.. so much harder..
i need to feel real pain
| The.Goodbye. 5/20/2005 06:11:00 PM |
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today i was woken up by the quarrels of my parents
in my rm
i need to thank them for it
not really in a sacastic way as in
its juz nice the time for me to wake up
NG didn't come down yesterday
he said he be down during lunch hr instead
hai fr the quarrels
i tink my mum kinda noe alil bit
hai..
i juz duno why
this is happening nw
i guess when u feel ur life is crushed
it happens in a series
i so much wanted to say wat i know
but i can't i couldn't
its so sad that i can't even trust my own dad
i duno wat is gona happen
my mum seems crazy
nvr seen her getting so so angry
at all... she left for wrk
with a loud push of the chair..
and a loud bang on the door
hai.. this is call retribution
i haf been waiting for this day somehow
i knew it was comming
i jus guess i nvr knew it was so hard
and i nvr knew it destroy everything
i own.. or had
nw i m left with nothing..
nothing at all
| The.Goodbye. 5/20/2005 09:31:00 AM |
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I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out - that I'm lost and I'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken, though I've never spoken
I come undone in this mad season
so are you gonna stand there
Are you gonna help me out?
We need to be together now
I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out - that I'm lost and I'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken, though I've never spoken
I come undone in this mad season
And now I'm cryin'
Isn't that what you want?
I'm tryin' to live my life on my own
But I won't, no,
At times I do believe I am strong
So someone tell me why, why, why
Do I, I, I feel stupid
And I come undone
And I come undone
I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out - that I'm lost and I'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken though I've never spoken
I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out - I'm a child and I'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken though I've never spoken
I come undone in this mad season
In this mad season
There's been a mad season
Been a mad season
| The.Goodbye. 5/20/2005 04:50:00 AM |
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time is wat is needed here
no more words can heal or help
destroyed myself with my bare hands
pei told me everyone has an angel n devil
inside of them
i guess all i haf is devil
i noe i haf no angel inside of me
dats why i m who i m nw
n dats why i m in this state
regret is wat i haf nw..
a chance is wat i need nw...
i screwed up big time
i m sorry for all that i've done
pls forgive..
i will change i promised
i realised my mistake..
a chance i wat i need fr u..
hai
i always hated life
i guesss everyone knows that
but i want u to noe
ur the only gd thing that happened to me
i m glad that u came into my life
and i m thankful for it..
i hope it will nvr ends
u really mean alot to me
n i really love u..
| The.Goodbye. 5/20/2005 03:57:00 AM |
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
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syl msg me in the aftnn.. to ask me to change our nene tong blog password..
i'll get to it tml aye
i m damn tired
went mahjong-ing juz nw
i lost... but oh well
fucking tired
juz had my 'dinner'
my soya bean milk..
and washing up of the dishes
tml the national Geographic ppl are comming down!!
fingers crossed..
oh well today i got this namecard..
from i duno who i asked ard if there is such a person in sch
i can't seem to find any
that means.. its a NAMECARD DROP FOR ME!! lol
but oh well does dat mean i need to call that person?
... sianz leh like dat.. lets hope he will call me..
hopefully
so far only 2 offers... nt very gd...
but better then some others i guess
REMEMBER THOU SHALL NOT BOAST
ok lar i m fucking tired.. tml muz look presentable..
shit i wanted to wear berms...
sianz..
i haf decided to either get the tattoo on this Fri or Sat
its either i come out with my own fucking design nw
or i go dere n choose some shit
the place is gona be below the back of my neck
ok settled
ok i need to go bed..
dream n dream
haven had much wink yesterday
n nw both of my legs are aching...like fuck
tink i walked too much
plus wrong position when slping..
i deserve it
i m an arsehole
k i m going to smoke.. den slp
PEACE OUT
love u bibi
FUCK OFF SUCKERS!
| The.Goodbye. 5/19/2005 05:08:00 AM |
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
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ok i m nw at hm waiting for my dad to fetch me to bedok mrt!
lol faster
so sianz going to sch everyday
but oh well
wat to do rite?
k lar nothing much to say
hope to see bibi later..
earlier then tml of cos..
haha k
peace out
fuck off suckers
| The.Goodbye. 5/17/2005 01:07:00 PM |
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
--
i guess i m in the habit of slping aft 5am only
i m tired...yet i can't seem to slp
oh well
today at the grad show exhibition
was damn fucking boring as usual
oh well the only thing dat cheer me up
was that i kinda got some offer
some guy n some gal praised my wrk.. LOL so happy
say they like my wrk very much n blah blah blah
serious ppl wants ur wrk they say all these i guess
the guy is interested in putting my wrks at his opening soon cafe
n exhibit there n stuff
then also put dere n let me sell my wrks
and all.. of cos i said yes....
exposure k..
i was damn happy aft dat lar.. wah happy sia!
haha dats the only thing dat cheered me up... but
i still hate the fact my grad book kena stolen...
chee bye..
k lar i go watch mtv cribs den go slp..
miss ya bibi
| The.Goodbye. 5/15/2005 04:30:00 AM |
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
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k i m here to blog
i m so freakin tired
been slp so 'early' everyday
n waking up early everyday
can't take it
n nw i m so stucked with my grad show
everyday to be in sch for the next 8 days
Sundays included.. how sad isit
hmm ok nw firstly
i wana thank pei n my bibi for comming
so glad dat they came
n of cos rena,donut,nanting n nabin
n last but nt least FRANCIS!
lol
yeah thanks pei for taking part in bibi plan
to try to suprise me
bibi comming juz made my day!!
muacks love u so much bibi
u da BEST
n so is the rest
but my bibi still the best k
during the grad show of cos sucks rite wat else...
wore my shirt n the homer tie for simpsons of cos
lol
n u noe wat SOME BASTARD STOLE MY GRAD BOOK!!
MUTHAFUCKER I CURSE DAT FELLER WHOLE FAMILY N FUTURE OFFSPRINGS
N DAT FELLER ALSO NABEI CCB KNN FUCKER SIA
lucky we each haf 3 n as wat my lect says
if they haf extras! [they better haf]
the grad commitee members will get them!!
dats great so like finally for once i m so happy to
be in it.LOL
today took alot of pics..
as in bibi took alot of pics of herself as usual...
with pei n the cannon g5
n we made videos... of cos lame ones
really very happy dat bibi came
muacks love u bibi
but then again.. the nene tong click...
didn't turn up
was quite a let down
val i understand at least she bother to call me aft her training
Even mel drop by n say hi k
dats nice..
oh well.. i duno wat to say..
cos i m so brain--tired...
k i m off to bed
tml need ta be in sch when i wake up
lol
FUCK U SUCKERS!
love u bibi
thanks pei alot for today!
| The.Goodbye. 5/14/2005 03:56:00 AM |
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Friday, May 13, 2005
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ok i juz decided wat i wana wear but not my shoes
i duno why my dad bought such an ugly swank shoe...
wat a waste of money k
like ugly.. but the sound it makes.. shiok lol
dats why i duno which pair to wear.. my boots or dat shoe
sucks... oh yah i wore my new BOXERS! yes i finally bought the BOXERS
in MUJI myself.. sadly..
yeah dats all i guess
today is the big day
i wonder who will turn up..
oh n i recieved a bad news fr my fren..
she said me n some of my classmates stuff..
fell like wtf.. but oh well
i guess i m leaving nw
how i wished this day nvr come.
| The.Goodbye. 5/13/2005 02:46:00 PM |
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I feel stupid - but I know it won't last for long
I've been guessing - and I coulda been guessin' wrong
You don't know me now
I kinda thought that you should somehow
Does that whole mad season got ya down?
I feel stupid, but it's something that comes and goes
I've been changin' - I think it's funny how now one knows
We don't talk about the little things that we do without
When that whole mad season comes around
So why you gotta stand there
Looking like the answer now?
It seems to me you'd come around
I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out - that I'm lost and I'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken, though I've never spoken
I come undone in this mad season
I feel stupid, but I think I been catchin' on
I feel ugly, but I know I still turn you on
You've grown colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around
Will that whole mad season knock you down?
So are you gonna stand there
Are you gonna help me out?
We need to be together now
I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out - that I'm lost and I'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken, though I've never spoken
I come undone in this mad season
And now I'm cryin'
Isn't that what you want?
I'm tryin' to live my life on my own
But I won't, no,
At times I do believe I am strong
So someone tell me why, why, why
Do I, I, I feel stupid
And I come undone
And I come undone
the Mad Season
I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out - that I'm lost and I'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken though I've never spoken
I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out - I'm a child and I'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken though I've never spoken
I come undone in this mad season
In this mad season
There's been a mad season
Been a mad season
| The.Goodbye. 5/13/2005 01:02:00 PM |
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i m feeling pissed abt the same fucking thing instead
juz complained abt it to PEI
n i feel damn fucking pissed off again
i m having my bad memory nowadays
but these things i will nvr forget
it stays in my head
i'll pay u back maybe with gd interest
really its the opening night for my grad show
and i don't really wana spoil my day cos of idiots
i m so nt looking forward to the grad show
the fucking dept banner turn out fucking ugly
they didn't change a fucking thing dat we edited
its so fucking ugly... really
its funny.. i m so nt proud of being part of the
Grad show comittee team cos the fucking idea is nt ours
its the fucked up camel looking mr SIM who is also the head
of the whole fucking dip programme
ok i shall stop abt the guy cos everything its out alrdy banner n stuff
oh well tml formal is like kinda sucky
but oh well i guess i'll get through it
oh did i mention.. i got a few frens asking me to make the
tin i made for ppl to drop their namecards. i think they
are out of their minds cos i took the whole fucking day to
wack it n spray it.. yeah.. plus i m nt a gd person
esp nt nw.. really dun trifle wif me..
fuck off
| The.Goodbye. 5/13/2005 01:25:00 AM |
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
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How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky
Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova
Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why
How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova
Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why
How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you while we were getting high?
We were getting high
We were getting high
We were getting high
We were getting high
juz heard this song fr the OC
i like this part the most
Where were you while we are getting high
| The.Goodbye. 5/11/2005 04:00:00 AM |
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u can't believe how tired i m
its like.. even taking a breath drains my energy out..
n nw i m watching OC
i had such an uneventful day
i dun wana juz slp the nite away
but anyway no mood to slp..
fucking hungry..
nvr really eat the whole day
ok dats all
bibi is in the Chalet
hope u get to slp soon
miss u
i m going to see the oc alrdy.
Kill me
| The.Goodbye. 5/11/2005 03:47:00 AM |
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Monday, May 09, 2005
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i just tink its funny n i shall nt be bothered by it.
ok i was fucking piss at first really fucking pissed
then i was toking to my china fren fr my class
n it was very comical i guess
i was trying to type in han yu ping ying
n i sucks at han yu ping ying
so i was like type 3/4 english n 1/4 the HYPY
n my fren was like laughing all the way n i kept laughing at
myself like the way i phrase my words..
really man i tink he also quite pek cek lar
cos i noe my spelling of those HYPY is nt very zhun also
n also when u tried to type back in HYPY i kinda
need to read over n over a few times to understand
really.. funny man..
dat was the one dat cheer me up man
ok lar i m so done with part of my printing for my portfolio
tml gona start printing i guess so sianz
tml need to get a proper looking shirt for my grad show too
ON THE 13MAY thats the fucking grad show
i m glad val came online juz nw
toked to her juz nw
she is a gd listener n a gd advisor
alrite i m gona go watch oc den slp
PEACE OUT SUCKERS
| The.Goodbye. 5/09/2005 04:14:00 AM |
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
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today i finally went to meet bibi...
aft 2weeks... the 2weeks was horrible?
we went to bedok swimming pool...
got sun burnt
i did enjoy the day
wanted to say so many things abt it
but i duno why i ain't got no mood to say
the tot abt u making ur effort abt the chalet
n nt making any to try to meet me
doesn't really bring my mood up
n seriously 13may mite be the most impt date of my 3years in nafa
n the looks of it i dun tink u can make it.
u will sure be exhusted fr the chalet
or u need to go out wif ur mum
yes u wan me to understand i m trying very hard to understand
i alrdy dun asked for much like today going swimming pool is nt
the exact place i would wana go.. but i still went along
i alrdy dun ask for much.. n i dun hope for much cos i noe its
pointless.. all i ask for nw.. is juz be there on the 13 of may
but the looks of it i know its nt gona happen.
the reason.. i guess.. it has something to do with the chalet
| The.Goodbye. 5/05/2005 03:47:00 AM |
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
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surprisingly i woke up at 9.3+am i slpt at.. 6+am.. so fucking tired.. but seriously i managed to woke up.. lol.. called bibi numerous time she didn't pick up guess she is still slping. oh well... today supposed to go swimming... as in she swim i go there sun-tan perhaps..
yesterday nite was so funny.. i keep tinking abt it yesterday dat later when i wake up..[which is nw] i muz blog abt it.
so here it goes.. i went to lie on my bed at 5.28am.
couldn't get to slp for a long long time.. stomach is growling like mad the whole day i only ate 1pack of maggi mee.. there was only 1 pack left.. oh yah n 1 small tiny lil chee dan cake.. then nvm.. the stomach keep growling n i keep staying awake... u noe how much it sucks... i was hoping dat the radio can play something soothing.. so dat i can slp.. n guess wat they play... LINKIN PARK - BREAKING THE HABIT.. i tink aft dat i even more awake.. wth.. i duno why nw suddenly it seems so nt funny..but yesterday was so goddammn funny...till nw the stomach is still growling.. saying to me.. i need food... i duno the exact time i fell aslp finally but i noe its defintely aft 6am.. u noe why cos i heard dat irritating daniel ong n dat grace chua on the radio.. making a hell lot of noise and trying to be fucking lame!.. oh well bibi woke up le.. k i m gona to bathe nw.. i duno wat to wear there wat to bring there n all ... oh well
| The.Goodbye. 5/04/2005 10:22:00 AM |
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
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fucking hell hate this life
fucking hell hate everybody
fucking hell die people
| The.Goodbye. 5/03/2005 03:15:00 PM |
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todays meeting was cancelled.. it was a gd thing cos i slept till 2.30 den woke up
the meeting was at 2pm. well its nt weird cos i haf been slping very late at nite everyday.. couldn't slp.. n seriously no mood to slp at all. i keep playing wif the wound on my thumb... can't resist guess ppl who noe me well shld noe that i can't stop peeling stuff.. or touching them.. esp. my tattoos... i tink there will be an ugly scar on my thumb. i tink i've been bac to serious addicition of smoking.. during the chalet i tink i smoked..1pack or more... man.. then came hm slept for a few hrs drag my way to weekiat 21st b'day party..we all bought him i-shuffle.. n nw i m so broke.. lol den sun went out in the evening to meet flo,flo's gf and syl. then suprisingly val came.. so we slack.. at first we were playing pool at E-zone
then flo left half-way. so me n syl was playing pool n val was playing some fishing game.. n she got bruises fr it.. oh well.. then aft dat we went tam.. 201 area eat prata n all wif jyren so the four of us slack.. n i tink i as usual i smk alot..
hai so bad last time if i were to stay at hm i can kinda like dun stop.. but nw no man i need to smk no matter wat.. n not juz 1 stick at least 3 sticks like yesterday nvr go out.. i smked 3sticks man.. at nite.. of cos.. oh well i m gona start doing.. or try to do my website shit.. then meet syl at nite to slack at kopithiam again.
| The.Goodbye. 5/03/2005 03:01:00 PM |
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