Saturday, July 30, 2005
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today.. was hell..
the layout n shits..
hai.. hope nt much changes..
had to change the fucking OBC.
do u know how much time i spent doing it?
n den today say client wan CLEAN LOOK..
muatherfucker.. make me line up all those
shit... do in freehand.. export to photoshop
den edit in photoshop den send back to freehand.
den tell me dun wan.. piece of shit lar
kat dun always act smart. i hope this time round
u didn't act smart. if nt i be the one
making the fucking changes n i can tell u
its nt funny.
i was told to stay out of the handling on the
mag.. gd n bad.. .. gd as in i dun haf i dun feel
so stresed.. bad... in the case that the wrk is thrown to
len n sean.. i feel so bad.. but kat told sean
dat the client i m handling... is very important..
so yah.. plus pretty too.. and friendly n nice.. lol
yeah she is the one i met. everytime email.. so nice
inside one.. haha oh well ... email as in.. email her
the wrk.. nt as in chats k... dun crazy..
stay in the office till 11+ pm.. doing amendants still..
doing the fucking OBC n the BLOODY 2pp.. n the ID book layout
u duno how sucky it is..
i m so glad dat.. later got canoeing..
tml pls dun rain.
i need a haircut.. hopefully can get tml?..
hopfully able to meet diana.. also in the morning..
she say she will be suntaning.. at ntuc chalet..
the same time.. i m canoeing...
crazy ask me to go find her..
hahaa.. oh well tink we mite..
canoe there n eat.. tho' ahahaha
will be gd to be able to bump into her..
today.. argh.. was so disappointed..
she wanted to ask me to go zouk together with her!
hai got the free pass to the DJ event!!
but we both haf wrk to do.. how sad..
den nvm.. aft we are done.. wanted to go chill
n slack... but LEN WAS TIRED.. ARGH..
suddenly i wished len had nvr existed.. LOL
if nt..i guess even right nw.. we mite still be
slacking.. tho' i m fucking tired.
ok can't wait for later..
canoeing , diana, tan, n BRO!!!! n maybe haircut?
wahaha.. alrite. tink i shld head off to bed.
i hope i hv cancer in my stomach.. is there such
a thing/illness? the pain wun stop.. but i didn't eat.. lunch
nor dnner today.. but still been in pain since yesterday n
i ate breakfast.. so yah... hmmm... hope i wun faint tml?
lol.. alrite.. peace
i know that you haven bathe yet.
when its all over.. is it really over?
when will it be over... i can't wait
SATAN send me a soul ripper
to rip my soul to you.
| The.Goodbye. 7/30/2005 01:49:00 AM |
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Friday, July 29, 2005
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seriously i m in very huge pain
my gastric is killing me..
even if i sit.. .. i feel the pain.
fuck.. man..
i wished i could juz stab my stomach nw.
i mite feel better.
| The.Goodbye. 7/29/2005 03:15:00 AM |
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hmm alrite...
today.. hmm
like that..
was having very very bad gastric
even walking.. hurts.
guess my stomah grew so much weaker
aft my skipping of dinners n lunch
n all.. but oh well
hope it will shorten my life.
so i can die n go to hell earlier
n meet my SATAN.
wrk as usual kills..
more layouts n changes.
i wonder how i die tml..
hmm at least the fact that its fridae..
mite help alil..
oh well..
hope tml all of us can finish our wrks early..
so we can all go out together
cos len n kennie wana check out their size at
birkenstock. haha oh well..
so happy.. tho' it takes ard 12-20 days to ship it over..
i m still feeling pissed abt the guess n the coke pop art era
stool dat i can't manage to buy online.. argh.. fucked up..
but oh well i m painting my nails again..
haha.. fucking vain can't stand.. i juz love my black
fingernails.. ahaha
alrite plans n more plans
pei n me was tinking of going for
indoor tanning.. haha man
think next mth when pei gets her pay!
wahaa.. like shiok.. even n fast tan.
lol n aft muay thai tink we mite join
tennis hahaha we muz see how first..
n then this national day.. maybe...
mite be... going to JB together with
her frens.. lol i juz wana shop lar..
lol.
but well all these need time..
n i really got no time to spare..
hai.. wrk.. is so fucked up..
accomplishment is one thing..
stress is another..
hai.. somemore den
my gastric is really like shit.
hai.. the pain is killing me..
i wonder if i really miss her?
maybe i missed her body.. as in
her tan.. dun think so dirty.
she wore heels today...
n black robe.. n pants..
i wore black too.. hahaha
she looks.. gd in heels..
n the way her butt shake..
when she walks.. is like... nice..
oh man.. i wonder wat i haf become...
lol
alrite.. off to wrk..
I LIKE THE WAY YOUR WRKING
AND I LIKE IT MORE THIS WAY
WHERE YOU HAVE NO DIGNITY.
| The.Goodbye. 7/29/2005 01:37:00 AM |
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
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guess wat.. today me n diana.. wore exact
same colour top n same coloured jeans..
and both our right wrist has got brown leather
cuffs... ... i didn't realise.. until lunch time..
when we went to order food together..
den when we walked back.. len realise it too..
haha like sama sama.. like abit weird lar..
walking beside.. lol...
oh well wrk..
i wonder wat exactly clients are thinking,
the 16pp was supposed to feature 3 showrooms
one feature bathroom and testi n blah blah blah..
nw.. wana change to 2 bloody showrooms.. n add in a new
feature kitchens.. like wat the fuck lar.
need to re-layout the photos..
fuck lor.. i haven haf the damn time
to do the editorials pages...
and the clients wrksheets.
and the OTHER DEVIL PROJECTS..argh
when are we gona be free to go to all the places me n diana
wana go aft wrk!!.. like this can cafe she mentioned..
den 85.. lagoon... spize.. n all man.. but nw all we can do is.
tok... cos we dun haf the time to go.. we are all overloaded.
all of us man.. when will we go n haf a proper dinner!..
together man! hai somemore kennie mite be leaving soon..
hai so sad.. she is the most lame.. nonsense.. cranky..
in the company the most fun one i guess..
why man... argh.. sucks... hope we got enough time to make it
for the dinner n slacking n chilling outs dat me n diana had
planned on having!!.
n nw all thanks to Diana i m tinking abt the 85 BaChorMee..
argh.. ok i shall slp early today..
tml got alot of changes to make.. somemore 1 more pp n IFC+OBC..
argh... muthafucker.
I like the way your wrking. NO DIGNITY.
[C.I.N.A.T.A.S.M.I] - I'VE BEEN EVIL ALL THE WHILE.
| The.Goodbye. 7/28/2005 01:26:00 AM |
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
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i m so freaking tired..
fell aslp...
i tink i m abt to break..
can't wait for sat.
canoeing hopefully.. n meeting up with pei.
my eyes are closing.. supposed
to do wrk.. but i didn't..
fuck it.
heard fr kat.. that the next job for me will
be a 48page PP.. of layouts on ID. yeah man..
the 16 pp one.. killed me.. nw more..
fuck sia.. kat is crazy.
muay thai rawks...wAHAHAHA
today practise on each other..
got some slight bruise on my legs..
i kick too hard.. i guess..
hope i didn't injured my partner..
her name is sharon
coach say nt supposed to really kick..lol
but who cares?... like shiok lar..
aft training.. was more 'gym' exercise..
haha so cool!..
went east coast.. like shiok ar the wind.
had dinner.. slacked n all.. with pei's fren
michelle who happens to be in our muay thai class too.
oh well..
hope tml will be like today.. took the same train as
diana.. walked together to wrk..
wahahaha.. so nice.. wahahaha
ok i really need the fucking bed
Super ego bitch i'v been evil awhile.
| The.Goodbye. 7/27/2005 02:10:00 AM |
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
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today is defintely a bad day
wrk was like shit as usual
wasted my money on booking cab
n all..
couldn't find the guess watch i wanted
at tm.. nvm went to eat...
got my pants stained.
like wat the fuck..
the only gd thing that happen is
finally meet up with pei.
tho' its juz a short while..
nvm bro this sat hopefully no
hiccups comes along..
den we can finally haf a decent tok
n relaxed n chill at my house.
n of cos drink..tink i shld get myself
tequila and lemon man...
i can only drink shots.. other than that
i juz puked when i drink those that are
mixed.. with some softdrinks or some juice shits.
supposed to do my wrk.. but i tink the file
i burn wrongly. so yah i ended surfing the net
looking for the guess watch..
n u know wat.. the guess website i found
which i tink is their offical website..
doesn't do shipping for overseas! for singapore..
only for canada.. usa.. n i tink hawaii?
fucking disappointed man.. n how sucky is that man..
fucking hell.. i haf a feeling the watch i wana buy..
is nt sold in singapore yet.. argh.. fuck man
why can't they juz do shipping for more oversea country
i dun mind paying the damn shipping fees lor argh..
i need to go to ? shop n see liaoz i guess.. i wonder when
i'll haf the time to go.. its so damn fucked up..
fucking fucked up... argh.. argh... ARGH...
wat a fucked up day. but then again.. anyone
who happens to pass by any guess shop
can kindly help me check it out.. its leather strap..
erm black.. strap of cos..[ i pretty much buys only black n white stuffs]
with black Gradient face ... yeah.. its call waterpro cuff watch..
hai.. feeling damn fucked up nw man.. spoiler..
ok i decided on buying pisa for my birkenstock..
since they say it suits me the more.
oh well.. toking to that mei lian on the phone nw
i tink i shall stop here..
shld go to slp since diana is going off too.
aight.. can't wait for tml muay thai!.. Punching time!
| The.Goodbye. 7/26/2005 01:48:00 AM |
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Monday, July 25, 2005
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yesterday - continued updates
alleybar rawks.. which means i guess no regrets abt nt
going to CHIJMES in the end.. the tickets problems
the crowd problems.. veron bargining the ticks price
ovr the phone.. in the end... the 4 of us minus veron
gave up.. cos wat we heard fr her there are alot
of cute bungs there... which are mainly underaged.
so yah.. the four of us..[jyen,val,syl n me]
obviously nt interested in bungs.
in the end veron gave up too.. no point.. fucking
crowded.. tho' the ticks is damn cheap.. but well..
wanted to go Rouge but switch to alley bar instead.
so yah... how i wished pei came along why did u haf to wrk
on SUN!! argh.. if nt it will be nice man!
alrite.
[today]
did.. wrk..
but slack the whole aftnn..
screaming M[MANSON] songs again.
bro came back.
i went toliet..
came back to the room
n saw a note that FREAK ME OUT..
[in which i dun understand why i felt so freaked]
its a verse fr the bible here it goes :
And now, O Israel, what does the LORD your GOD
ask of you but to fear the LORD your GOD, to walk
in all his ways, to love him, to serve the LORD your
GOD with all your heart and with all your soul
Deuteronomy 10:12
its was stuck on a blue tack.. at my wall..
i felt really freak out by it..
i haf the intention of burning it.
my bro is getting on my nerves
by keep asking me to watch..
some movie.. which is abt preaching..
dun push me i hate it even more.
went simei to haf sakae sushi with my family
its my mum's b'day.. yesterday..n i quarrelled
with her.. n scolded her over the phone yesterday
while i m out.. i felt like shit... i duno wat happen
to my temper.. fr the stress i m getting i get agitated
very easily. simei.. is the place with the most beautiful
memories of her and also the most painful ones.. the time
when no trust was betrayed at all when we were on the right
track until she broke the trust... i gave. i nvr hope
to step into simei again.
was trying to email to myself not to the buried
to the 11channel one.. the wrks that i've finish..
crap.. burned a disc instead.
diana msg me told me she cooked.. marconi chicken mushroom sausage with cheese..
she asked me breakfast or lunch?... i said BOTH! wahahaha
i m feeling so hungry nw.. tho'
she can cook very well... so yah it shld be nice!
tml is a feast for us.. except for len.. cos got pork she can't eat
AWWWW.... wahahaha
alrite.. going for a light.. den off to bed..
supposed to study..
but half way i started painting my nails again..
this time is a black line.. lol.. diana sure gona say me
[Suicide is Painless][C.I.N.A.T.A.S.M.I.]M[MANSON]
| The.Goodbye. 7/25/2005 02:00:00 AM |
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Sunday, July 24, 2005
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ok today..
wrk,town,prata@town,pool,alleybar,truthORdare,hm.
i m freaking tired.
i tink i m boring..
i m getting old.
today kiss n lick.. val,syl n veron x'cept jyen..
gross..
peppermint martini.. at alleybar... like sucks..
the peppermint kills..
alleybar is sure nice to chill.
i hate wrk alot really.
this whole week is like..
fucked up.. somemore i need to do wrk.. tml..
damn man..
deadlines are so fucking deadly.
NNB..
she is so hot to me.
somehow i can't get her off my mind.
but its painful when ur thinking of 2person
at the same time.
off to bed..
sorry bro.. can't make it to join u..
we will meet up soon k.. bro.. aft this mth..
i will get real stress up ard the end of the mth
dats when the mags are out..
ok.. i can't take it anymore.
wat was it all along?
wat do u rate me as?
i guess i wasn't gd enough
but its ok
as long as ur happy.
| The.Goodbye. 7/24/2005 03:09:00 AM |
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Saturday, July 23, 2005
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guess wat.. i just got hm.. fr wrk..
and juz had my bath...
yeah... fucking tired.. later still
need to go back to the office..
how stres can it get?... argh..
but den i feel kinda gd..
i m still a freshman on this track
yet i m alrdy designing a decent
ID booket layout.. can't expose
the company name.. but den.. its fucked up..
plus still got the editorials mags n all to do..
hai lets nt tok abt wrk... hmm
today at office was.. nice..
took photos.. n VIDEO AGAIN.. waahaha
tink we are lame lar.. kennie.. lol power..
n diana aka xiao hei.. which is also one of my nick..
i got quite a few nicks at the office.. tho'
oh well all called by them...
but today i very happy.. cos i took some pics.
haha.. ok.. even tho' tml need to go wrk..
i still feel happy.. cos.. yah.. diana is going back too..
n kennie.. len n all.. so its like another day in the office..
nw i m viewing the video..haha so lame.. half the time
i was conversing with diana n kennie rather then filming.. wahaha
cab hm with diana as usual.. tok abt hair.. i need to cut my hair soon..
oh man... so long alrdy.. haha she say she bring me to her
stylist there to cut... haha oh well see when we are FREE.. aRGh..
today len asked me alot of qns... abt.. hmm .. yeah..
i duno if she is telling me she used to be cr8 or wat?
i dun quite understand.. but oh well.. den kennie go n read her msn..
n i log on to fridae n dat diana.. boi-ing my profile..
she got fridea profile also lor.. haha oh well...
ok lar tink i loggin off alrdy.. tml continue.. tired.. argh..
PIAH WRK TML!!! bro dun worry k i be there for u!.
dun ever worry abt that aye!
ok zonk out... ZZzzzZ
when u tot i haf forgotten you n infact hate you
i wished that was the truth. infact its nt
i know that u wanted me to hate you..
so i tried.
i guess i m nt like you.
| The.Goodbye. 7/23/2005 02:52:00 AM |
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Friday, July 22, 2005
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ok... as usual fucking tired..
wrk.. was stress as usual..
piling up like fuck.. my table is so damn
messy.. u wana see how messy is it..
take a look at my friendster..
the usual thing happen
lunch.. wit diana n the rest.
fucking stress.... diana is sooo
stress up... she really need to loosen things up..
nw msging her.. to calm her down n destress her..
but today... went online shopping again..
this time is bioing watch.. ok its set i buying 2 watch nw
either one this mth.. n the other one next or both next mth
i need to plan cos i got other stuff to buy n need to
save to get my card. and also my uni fees...so yah
spend certain amount n save certain amount.. like.. sianz..
plans n plans.. how tiring can it get.. but oh well.. i can't
wait for end of the mth.. to get my money spent!.. lol
went hm with diana again.. took cab as usal..
i tink she teared in the cab.. she looked away all
the time.. while toking non stop she dun soundnt alrite tho'
hai all i did was listen to her.. n give her advice.. which i hope
does help... watever she wears.. is hot.. i guess.. as long as..
can see.. her.. erm.. body.. tanned.. fr the collar there ard the
area juz above the chest... she is like .. make u wana.. like.. bite
her.. oh man... i sound so pervertic.. awahwahahw..
ok thats abt all i guess.. wrk tml..
pei take it easy... u be alrite..
i hope diana slp.. soon. cos i m slping alrdy.. fucking tired..
argh... missing her is so different .. why dun we meet up every nw
and then instead of texting..lol.. oh well... that would be the best.
you will nvr know that u can actually live without something/ someone
until u lost it/her/him/SHEMALE.
[C.I.N.A.T.A.S.M.I]
| The.Goodbye. 7/22/2005 01:18:00 AM |
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
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[C.I.N.A.T.A.S.M.I]
was chatting with pei till 11+ at office?...
yes pm. got hm ard 12..
this week is gona be hectic..
miss lunch today.. n diana
is the only nice one who offered
to buy food for me to eat.
i m so freaking tired..
pei started wrking..
i m happy for her in a way
at least she got a job at her desired company.
bro dun worry i be there to support you.
enjoy ur wrk later...
as usual i m freaking tired..
the layout shit increased to 16 pages..
plus another 3 page.. one.... so toaly.. 19 pages..
by fri.. n i haven even started it yet...
i m really freaking tired... my eyes are closing..
nw chatting with diana.. abt wrk.. life.. n all
our topics nvr seem to ends i guess..
she needs to destress.. she is so stressed up...
everyone is going through hard times..
no one is nt i guess..
who can really say they are feeling blissful nw?
not having to worry wats next to come?..
we are slaves to the world..
n yet some of us are so proud of it.
its contradicting lar..
n my brain is too tired to tink nw.
one thing gd happen today was i forgot my phone
left it at hm... peace... sia.. lol until kat was in the
office..
n yah.. today.. diana... was trying to clean her
shirt.. i was standing right infrong of her.. den..
yah.. she like haf fucking nice tan lor... her bod.. like..
wah.. see liaoz... not drool k.. is wana bite.. her bod lar..
small small cute cute. short hair tan tan one.. ..
realy.. i tink my nose nearly bleed.. when she was cleaning her shirt..
at my table?.. lol wah i really wanted to... like... u know...
hahaha no (R)ated tots k..haha ok thats abt.. all i need to slp soon.
hopes she feels tired soon to.. LOL
pei.. im sorry if i ain't of much help..
u know wat i went through.
i got no faith in building a relationship
not nw.. since i m enjoying my life even more bfore.
u shld tok to people who are happy together one..
or wat one.. if u wana tok to me abt
which marilyn manson song sound nicer.. or
abut cult thingy i guess i mite be able to help u
but bro i will always be dere to listen k.
so no worry~
emjoy wrk tml..
kill my braincells.. argh..
i miss her.. man.. why... is it love?
| The.Goodbye. 7/21/2005 01:53:00 AM |
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
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i wonder why everytime i log on to blogger..
i seem to nt be able to blog
wat i wanted.. like the mind juz go blank..
shucks.. age is catching up on me..
ok nw chatting with pei n diana..
diana juz got hm fr wrk.. kennie still
in office.. n yeah we are in the same
company.. which means.. my chance will come too.
yesterday:short one
wrk till late.took cab hm with diana. tok cork. very enjoyable.
ate alot.pot luck day. burnt the damn bread. kena laughed by them.
diana is a damn gd cook. i love diana's food like fuck. len's sherpard
pie RAWKS. mine had gd comments too!.Diana say we shld haf more of this.
i totally agree. but more of these means more eating which is sinful.
means racking brains for new food to cook. overall it was an eventful day with
a big smile at the end of the day. ESP at the END OF THE DAY.
today:
fucking late for wrk.
piah the fucked up ad again.
haven have the time to start on the mag yet
the other mag too. and nw i gotta do
a full layout for that ad company catalogue
... Faints`...
but today went to see the CLIENT...
was dressed in shirt n pants.. .. to look
presentable.. guess wat i wore there?..
my black muay thai sleeveless t-shirt..
why?... cos it was raining on our way back
fr lunch.. with diana len and kennie..
len had her jacket on..kennie was wearing white..
diana was wearing sleeveless... so i took off my shirt
n gave it to kennie and diana to shelter
on their way back... n i happily walked slowly back..
i love to walk in the rain i like to get drench..
n yeah.. the way back to office.. are.. nt sheltered..
so yah my shirt..is erm.. SOAKED? so yeah hang it at my chair..
so yah.. but the client was nice... n pretty.. WAHAHAHA
very friendly.. it was at then dat i realised i m handling their
catalogue.. she was nice lar asking for my opinion n whether is it
achieve-able... n yah the fact that she is pretty.. friendly
n constantly smiling at me.. makes her the best client i ever met!
.. WAHAHa..
aft wrk rushed to meet pei.. i m so freaking late.. due to the meeting..
n kat.. like who else rite?.. sorry bro man...
but i tink ur shoes like nice.. make me so tempted to buy.. another pair..
but no.. my plan for next week has alrdy been set.
phone-birkenstock-tattooNpiercing-n see how much is left den plan more..LOL
n i actually started planning next mth too..
-the ? watch- hmm... guess dats all for next mth.. lol..
finally.. the strokes lessons are done.. next week.. will be
practice punching n kicking n block lesson..
where the real thing comes.. so yeah dun mess with me next time. wahahaha
the canoe part.. is kinda stress.. i m like the middle man.. sometimes..
hai.. i m stress enough fr wrk.. nw stress over the plans on the kayaking..
bbq ar... 1star course n 2 star course.. i m like visiting www.pa.gov.sg so often..
make me so sick of that site...
ok the funny part..
pei tells me she is CBC [canada]BORN[CHINESE]
i told her i m [Egyptian]BORN[ANGMOH]
wahahhaha ok i tink this entry is damn long..
i m becoming old n naggy.. hope i'll die soon.
shall get back to msning with pei n Diana.
i m so freaking tired.. i need to slp.. soon
But what do i know.. i know.
i miss her how..?
| The.Goodbye. 7/20/2005 12:36:00 AM |
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
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ok nw at wrk..
having headaches..
later muay thai..
pei can't make it..
hmm nvm i shall learn the last
10 strokes n teach bro.
den we fr next week..
start FIGHTING!!!
Wahaha..
ok i duno wat to blog.. too many..head is killing me.. somehow..
ok.. smoking time soon with diana..
can't wait...
| The.Goodbye. 7/19/2005 05:45:00 PM |
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today.. was damn fun at wrk..
too tired to blog abt it.. tml at
wrk i guess.. stayed till 11pm at wrk.
took cab with diana.. hm.. send her hm
first.. she looks real tanned..
it feels gd toking to her.
been awhile since meilian appeared
she is always on mobile on msn..
today.. she tells me she is writing me
a testi.. n i wrote one back for her..
tink i wrote damn long..my brain can't tink
i m freaking tired..workload is killing me
really.. killing me.. nvr felt so squeeze out
in my head.
this 2 weeks is gona kill me..
the client's wrksheets/editorial pages
the new mag.. the new ad... and the
new 12 pages layout and the bloody
cards..this is wat i m taking on for the
next 2 weeks.. i wonder.. how to manage..
lucky i can look forward for tues fri n sat and suns..
n esp the end of the mth. where the money rolls in with
my hardwrk..
ok looking forward for tml..
time to rest my tired eyes..
prepare for wat is to come tml.
brain-cells killing torture.
pei.. no matter what happens
i will be here the way you did for me
i m grateful for it n i wun forget
what you had done for me..
call me anytime anywhere at the wee hrs.
or when i m at wrk. anytime i be dere to listen
but no matter wat bro you be alrite.
i wun let u fall.
| The.Goodbye. 7/19/2005 02:19:00 AM |
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Monday, July 18, 2005
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canoeing.. is ultimate.. i muz say
haha van was like 1hr late...
the rest of us was waiting.. like..
huh.. but its ok..
we rented the kayaks.. shiok lar..
carrying n doing all ourself..
we canoe to ntuc chalet dere..
'park' our kayaks.. up on the shore..
take the oars.. n walk to ntuc chalet
n haf lunch.. lol.. like shiok lar..
we were all wet n all.. hahaha so lame..
but damn fun lar.. we canoe way out
of the demarketed area.. but well who cares.
it was shiok lar... haha next week again..
tis set that every sat kayaking.. so yeah dats
GREAT!. we are all gona take 2 star together.
forming the class our own so we can take on a sat
due to huiting.... yeah n i tink currently we are
short of one more person.. so anymore out there who holds
a one star cert n want to advance to 2 star!! pls tag me!
its gona be mid august most prob.. lets hope we all make it
to be instructors aye! n yeah..huiting says.. she duno
any songs in my ipod.. i guess.. we are fr different
places.. i m fr hell lar. she fr the dancefloor.
today.. was shiok too..
was blasting M[MANSON]
screaming along with it..
felt like my veins bursting anytime
but it felt damn gd.. i muz say..
until my parents came back..
gotta wait till next weekend to do
that i guess.. so long..
its hard to hide that part away.
maybe when the time is right
there be no hiding n i can remove the
cover on me.
went down to haf lunch/ dinner with pei n seek
den aft dat went to town with pei to get her shoes
but didn't manage to get it..
n pei was really pissed.. we walked practically
the whole of orchard..? fr OG to WISMA? n TANGS..
bro dun worry n be so pissed.
i'll help u ask ard aye..
pei says she keep bumming into..
claudine yes the one fr sac.
at butchunt.. n in town while we are shopping....
at taka... she wrks there.. n yeah..
she is really friendly..?
like machiam i toked to her bfore..
tho' its nt the first time i seen her..
but talk.. i tink its the first..
i shall nt be mean.. she is trying to be friendly..
n trying to tell us how stylo her specs are...
and her shoes.. with the pointy.. front.
ok. yah.. n guess wat.. i finally get to see how
does meiling.. looks like.. pei's major crush..
haha pretty.. i muz say.. but the dress she wearing
makes her look pregant.. haha
bro aft all its nt a bad day rite?.. lol
alrite.. tml gotta wake up early to cook..
tml is pot luck day wat wrk.. stress.. sia
| The.Goodbye. 7/18/2005 02:45:00 AM |
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Sunday, July 17, 2005
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ok this is the long entry
the butch hunt.. like i said was nt bad
fucking crowded but thanks to ron
we were standing right infront at the side of the stage..
haha she was the one who wanted to go down..
so yeah... sharon said dat she has a gd figure..
oh well.. i tink she is a very hard to handle woman..
hahaha she is quite 'crazy'... esp when one of the
contestant performed.. S.M. style with whip lashing..
hahaha.. oh man... guess francis was used to it...
but nt... me.. neither sharon, pei n erm pei's fren
i can nvr remember her name.. i even forgot.. i met her
bfore.. i only remembered when she said abt the TCC? den
i remembered i met her bfore.. oh man.. my memory is failing
me badly.. I M FUCKING OLD!!!! but ard the end of the thing..
when its abt to annouce the winners n prizes.. i wasn't quite
paying much attention as msges.. keep rolling in.. argh..
n oh.. know wat.. we were standing directly opp at the
other side of the stage fr REBECCA TAN!.. yes.. when pei told
me she was opp.. i can't see so i was like .. moving my body here n dere
to see where is her.. den when i finally saw her.. she was looking at ME TOO!!
[haha guess it was due to the much movement i made.. that caught her eye LOL]
at least she smiled.. hahahaha nw i m wondering why RON DIDN'T STAND AT THE
OTHER SIDE! IF nt i sure drool.. n stare at her.. lol but well when she was opp.
she was all i was looking at.. even tho' they are performing.. lol
but well shirlyn looks like rae. lol drools also.. pei took lots of
pictures of shirlyn.. wahaha n i got them all!!!!! but she saw me taking pics
of her.. so funny.. pei say she wana change eye candy fr fifi to shirlyn..
haha bro she looks like rae leh.. which is my eye candy? u ar.. i got
better taste rite? lol oh yah.. the contestant.. this year...was kinda horrible..
but the winner.. was nt bad.. deserve it i guess.. n yeah contestant no.8 jerry
strips AGAIN.. this time got upclose view.. she is really.. boned.. lean.. n toned?
maybe.. this time even her nipple tape is taken off.. so yah imagined wat i saw..
the nipple.. lol.. but well she looks so guy.. so i kinda wonder if she has hormone jabs or pills taken.. cos yah with those pills/jabs ur defintely gona be lean n toned
ur metalbolism will increase like fuck.. as wat val said.. n yeah ur voice.. will become fucking deep... val also say if any bungs wants to be lean n toned FAST..
go for hormone jabs.. so lame.. but den also.. wana look like 60 when ur 40? take the hormone jabs too.. haha.. but den when jerry speaks...her voice dun sound deep..
n further more joey[who got the third runner-up even tho' she has long hair]
told me that jerry says her bod is natural.. no jabs no nothing.. even the breast..
if that is so.. R.E.S.P.E.C.T. the rest.. with the help of science.. are not in my list.. but val.. wants to be one.. i'll make an exception for my dear bro.. but still EEEEEEE... URGH... PUKE..ok done with the butch hunt moving on nw.
its abt wrk stuff.. actually abt avies..
remember i said i was disappointed with her..
so is everyone else.. esp diana..
avies has been the topic at our lunch table
they were discussing abt avies.. n wat she is doing nw..
i didn't say much cos i duno her yet..
diana n kennie was saying how naive n stupid she is..
tell me abt knowing someone who is naive n stupid..
the worse part was that diana says dat avies..
aren't some 18 year old girl who is immature
avies is an adult.. but oh well
all i said was.. there is no point telling her
watever we feel abt it.. cos she is blinded by love
and she wouldn't listen n she will even think ur
trying to break them up...den friendship will sour
[but then again if this kind of friendship sours i m ok
with it at least i see right through the person n i will
be glad to lose the friendship cos at least i can stop
wasting my time n effort on that fucked up person]
all we can do is to sit n maybe enjoy the show that is gona
happen n tinking if we shld be happy or sad abt it when
things starts going the wrong way.
been shopping.. with diana.. aft wrk.. lately..
she is a very nice person to tok to.. very mature..
was toking abt how fast my life change.. how fr slacking
in sch.. playing around.. nvr bothered to plan for the
future to nw.. having a career.. making plans.. being
totally independant.. and contributing to the family..
its like all so fast.. scary... not really.. juz abit sianz.
the burden i haf.. man.. the stress fr wrk.. i tink i aged alot
both physically n mentally... i feel so old.. tho' i m barely 21..
so far plans i hav made is juz my uni fees.. need to start saving..
it will take years i guess.. but still i ain't giving it up..
plus my small lil wish.. of stuffs here n dere.. lol
but diana.. is really gd at the advices she gives.. maybe cos
she experience it too.. she is very independant.. super duper
independant.. she tells me nothing stays the same even urself
things are changing by the seconds.. all the walks n talks we had
was really nice.. she is a very nice person to be with.. plus
her really really damn cute butt.. tho' i dun stare at her butt
while having those walks.. LOL... ok shall blog abt yesterday n today
tonite.. i tink this entry is too long... wahaha
ALL THE DRUGS IN THIS WORLD WON'T SAVE HER FR HERSELF.
M[MANSON]=[ME]
| The.Goodbye. 7/17/2005 12:49:00 PM |
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
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it is supposed to be a long entry..
but i was chatting happily with pei
and diana while DI-ing my photos..
forgot abt the damn time.. its going 3am..
argh... tml got kayaking.. i need to rest well
can't wait for it tho' lol
gd luck to val for later presentation
you got my shoes ur gona be ok
it will bless you aye
juz treat my new shoe with TLC k..
lol
ok.. didn't know diana knows leandro..alison..
shane n all. haha we are somehow 'related'
hahaha n she is sending me coldplay songs..
haha but i m still buying their album..
when i haf the time n energy..
i want to slp.. but she send me songs..
i shan't be so mean since she download for me..
hmm ok.. shall stop here tml shall be a long long entry
Sorry wat was it ur saying?
ha i guess no one hears u except urself
nt even GOD.
this is wat you get with the all the
deeds you haf done.
| The.Goodbye. 7/16/2005 02:55:00 AM |
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Friday, July 15, 2005
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its late.. i m still up..
ahaha uploading PHOTOS..
wahaha..
the butch hunt was nt bad
meet up with ron n francis[butch hunt first batch contestant]
francis.. strip me.. lol
shall continue tml.. i m so freaking tired..
tml i muz rest to prepare for sat.. wahahaha
sorry sharon if i erm.. neglected u..?
n didn't manage to entertain u much..
wahaha hope u enjoyed?
i was fucking tired.. man..
PEACE..
M[MANSON] is the one
ha.. your the joke
| The.Goodbye. 7/15/2005 04:03:00 AM |
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
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ok.. its only 4+...
fucked up..
ate alot today.. so sinful..
breakfast fr avies..
peach cheesecake fr diana..
lunch.. oh man...
EAT.. EAT.. EAT.. argh..
but its gd lar....
i feel loved by so many people.. wahahaha
mon somemore...
its exchanging time.. lol
hahaha...
i fell aslp like numerous time.. at wrk...
so freaking tired..
legs aching.. like crazy...
wrkload like fuck.. lol...
i still tinking of the PEACH CHEESECAKE..
damn nice lor...
hen hao CHI AR!!!
nw diana wana make apple strudel..
but i dun eat.. den she say she make something else.. lol
aiyah stress lar..
but i can't wait for sat..
sun also... hope i still can make it on sun..
wahahahahaha.. but this week like shiong ar..
YAWNS
| The.Goodbye. 7/14/2005 04:20:00 PM |
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fucking tired
LEGS, ARMS n BACK aching
went shopping with Diana again.
she making cheesecake... cos i
said i wanted to EAT.. lol so nice
so i also nice accompany her.. to get
ingredients.. this week is like so happening..
hahaha.. ok.. i need some happening SLP..
SOON.. tml is a long long day.
i m so disappointed in avies..
wonder how blind she is?
but i can't say wat happen..
if nt in the office sure weird..
HAHAHAHA
| The.Goodbye. 7/14/2005 01:45:00 AM |
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
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Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No
See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you...now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you hoe, I dont want you back
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you hoe, I dont want you back
You thought...you could
Keep this shit from me, yeh
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you hoe, I dont want you back
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you hoe, I dont want you back
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its all over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a ho
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you hoe, I dont want you back
| The.Goodbye. 7/13/2005 03:07:00 PM |
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This is a gona be a long entry..
Yesterday...
was.. i dun quite remember..
was quite a slack day..i tink..
was playing in the office...LOL
Len snacks 24/7
hahaha applied for the card
by end of next mth hope for another one
lol
went hm with diana n guess wat?
we went shopping...
hahaha.. so lame..
bought.. something..
that i tink u all will freak out?
so i ain't saying.. but its nt easy
to get in right.. man
i m so inexperience in all these man
hahaha but thanks to diana
as usual doing my daily wrkout
n i fell aslp.. like finally for once
i slpt early.. WahahaHaHa.. shiok ar..
today...
wrk was HELL.. tho' i m alrdy in hell
i will nvr tink that i m heading to heaven
no nt even bfore i start listening toMANSON
i know my sins i noe i dun stand a chance in
heaven.. n so does many of us so stop daydreaming
abt going up to heaven.. try adapting to hell instead
new projects are comming up i m glad i was 'spared'
but i m handling another one.. on my own..
argh.. why do i always get the shitty job?
forget it.. at least i m doing things i nvr tot
i could n haf the ability to excute it out..
do feel some sense of accomplishment in a way
seeing wat u done on some stuff.. haha
as usual when its time to knock off
playing ard in the office again..
wahaha n dan avies sneak attack...fr behind
n hit my butt.. n u know wat
i was toking to diana n she came over n tried
to say me.. den i show her this.. like..
ARGH face.. n yah some weird faces..
den she give me those.. faces like...
if she is ur gf u will melt kind of faces..
but oh man.. i like.. OH MY GAWD...
duno to EEE or wat? wahahahahaha
nt like she ugly.. she is cute.. but
u noe.. like weird? wahahaha den she damn paisey..
cos i was laughing so loudly.. n diana was
wondering wat happen.. so i asked avies to
do the face to her.. den avies.. like so shy n
walk away to hide.. oh man...ok i decided
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE......
hahaha
sorry pei.. i was so late... the damn bus n the jams in town
we got our UNIFORMS TODAY!!!
wahahaha like shiok ar..
the training today is really.. ultimate..
kicks are so shiok!!!
can't wait for the 4th lesson where we can start to
really punch n kick with those wrist guard..
the wrist guard is damn fucking long.. k
i tried to tie... i feel like i m wearing a damn cast..
haha like the strap nvr ending.. hahahaha
this week like abit fucked up..
i can't wait for sat to come..
den SUN.. my weekends are burned
for sports.. gd of cos..
but my beauty slp... no MORE!..
i hardly get a wink..
gawd... another brainCELLS-squeezed dry day tml
i love muayThai.. dun mess with me..
do you know what is the meaning of life?
| The.Goodbye. 7/13/2005 01:44:00 AM |
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Monday, July 11, 2005
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today.. BASKETBALL!!!
my shooting skills deprove man
argh..so sad..but at least nt
that bad ahahaha
we really work it all out man
hahaha fucking tiring sia..
haha again next week man!!
bro take care of your back alrite..
dun wan ya to hurt ur back during Muay thai
i was supposed to teach pei photoshop
oh meilian can't join us due to her shift
was shift-ed to later time
haha but well photoshop teaching plan
didn't really happen..
cos seek wants to go shopping.. so we
were supposed to do basketball
n join her aft we are done while
she is at town with her fren
YingXi[yes the ex classmate]
but no me n pei didn't meet yingxi
guess where we went...
town.. 3 days in a row..
kills.. somemore same place.. all
over again.. oh man..
i feel so sick over town..
n the CANOE BOOTY SHOP IS CLOSED TODAY
ARGH... damn it.. when i remembered..
tho' i haf been shopping
i didn't benefit fr the GSS at all..
all the stuffs i bought..
none is on discount.. wahahahaha
i didn't rem i had went shopping with her
at lido if i hadn't seen the dressing room
at the ladies floor man.. i m getting old alrdy man
aft town was bugis..
nothing much dere.. always tink bugis is boring
cos its so near my sch.. wahaha
the most sinful-ness thing i did today
was eating at billy bombers...
n drinking their pink pussy cat..[the name sounds bad]
wahahaha.. so sinful...
n yeah tink i look.. damn sianz while shopping..
sorry pei.. k.. if seek feels.. piss abt it..
alrite tml is another.. my brain made useful day i guess
if we had to put all our lies in bags n weigh them
mine mite fill up more bags then urs
but urs will weigh so much heavier then mine
| The.Goodbye. 7/11/2005 01:56:00 AM |
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
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i m so happy!!!
wahahahahaha
was supposed to shop with pei
but pei's dad wants to bring her
out to see her blazer so
i went out with sharon instead
its ok lar bro
i was feeling very tired..
wanted to slp one..
but the temptation of shopping...
wahahaha
i was so late ....
tink 1/2hr late?
haha sorry sharon with the single tee
we went to alot of places...
wheelock.. lido..pacific plaza.. far east [GUESS WHO WE SAW hongMAYI]
wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
u shld look at sharon's reactions..
wahaha we went to find chups
den we head of to ck.tang. BOUGHT MY SHOES DERE!!!
SO HAPPY!!! wahaha the converse was such a wrong choice..
was choosing between 2 pairs..
one with laces.. one without..
if u all know me well
i will defintely pick the without laces one
even tho' the one with looks better on me..
but sharon keep 'scolding' me or telling
to get the laces one.. n saying i can juz slip
it in too.. so yah i bought the one with laces..
wahaha didn't know substance had such nice shoes.. LOL
aft that we went to wisma~~~~~~~
den val called... in which i only managed to pick up
the first calls n missed the rest..
sorry bro.. can't hear.. wahaha
but its ok there is sharon's hp i guess..
haha while waiting for val to join us
we went to hello shop!!
sharon is buying some black samsung slide phone
i m either buying Motorola V3 RAZR or Panasonic X800
i m sick of nokia.. n i always wanted a flip phone..
haha tink i shld get it end of this mth!
can't wait for end of this mth...
so many things to buy~!~!~!~!
i still need to get my canoeing shoe..
argh.. so far.. n i got no time.. so sad..
n oh yah.. sharon.. is one hell of a shopper..
try clothes.. like take ages...
can't stand it.. esp at topshop...
the best is when i finally bought my shoe
u said yeah can shop for mine.. or something like dat..
i was wondering in my head.. aren't we shopping for urs
alrdy? wahahahah *evil*
we met val at heerens.. slack at spinelli
sharon left n meet her frens
den me n val went to meet syl aft wrk
den we slack outside wheelock
guess who i saw? IRIS.. n i pointed middle finger at her.. lol
n den we head hm.. i m so freaking tired..
ok i shall go watch tv..
tml shall hopefully be basketball day with pei n meilian?
oh well.. n photoshop day.. wahaha
its time to show off my new skills..
in drawing pathing in less then 10secs skillS!
wahaha.. ok.. TV!!!!!
| The.Goodbye. 7/10/2005 02:09:00 AM |
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
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ok i juz got hm.. so fucking tired..
tink huiting is abit full of nonsense..
lol can't wait for next week..
but i tink i m gona break..
next week assignments is horrible
the layouts pages.. n the new mag..
plus side projects.. the list..
nvr seem to stop..
kath is a fucking stalking until
i dun pick up her calls.. till
she leaves me voicemail..
plus 3 messages.. i tink she is crazy..
its fri.. its aft office hours..
n i m FUCKING SHOPPING!!
dun give me so many miss calls..
avies today beat me again..
but i managed to siam on the part
where she wanted to hit my butt..
wahaha i m agile! lol
today is jo[Old J.. she is the oldest lol]
free.. during lunchtime.. so fucking peaceful..
we need more of these..
the shopping trip today wasn't very gd..
didn't manage to get much
only the bad n the sleevelesss tee..
i lost my black sleeves.. i m so sad.
but its ok i bought a new one..
hai.. i need more.. i need a damn shoe..
its ok tml more shopping
with PEI!! she needs to get leather shoes too!
hahaha n bags.. haha
tml morning need to go back to the chalet again
hai i m so tired..
i wonder how much longer can i take
the responsibility is building up
n its so confirmed that the new mag
is gona be handled by me..
argh.. WHY.. WHY.. WHY
2 mags.. n side projects.. i wonder if kats tinks
we are super beings..
oh yah i got a new email a/c
u all can email me at chris@11channel.com
can't wait for next week n end of the mth
for the new papillio shoes!!
wahaha the design is nt available in here yet
haa but i haven make up my mind of which to choose yet..
i wonder how much my hp bill gona be
been toking on the phone recently..
i need to change my plan n get a new phone..
argh.. so many things to get.. fucked up..
meilian is so funny.. called me at 1.30++ am?
n asked me tml how?.. we were supposed to meet on sun
nt sat.. n she tinks tml is sun..
oh man.. wat is wrong with everyone?
haha
ok i tink i need to slp..
tml need to get up early for the chalet.. argh..
tired.. .. .. .. .. . .. . . . . .. ..
i need a gd rest.. man..
yawnz.. BED HERE I COME!!!!!!
Wat went wrong.
| The.Goodbye. 7/09/2005 02:14:00 AM |
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Friday, July 08, 2005
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fuck i hate wrk.. knn
finally i m heading to shop!!!!!
wahahwahwahwaha
wrk is like shit..
hate the new mag alot
i wish i could kill KAT!
n esmond
ARGH...
shop.. time is nt
ENOUGH!!
| The.Goodbye. 7/08/2005 06:27:00 PM |
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i m so freaking tired..
was slping...
n slping..
fucking tired...
tho' i do practically nothing..
much today...
i m so gona break
tml is finally fridae..
shopping!!!
ok i m waiting for photoshop to be
downloaded finish fr pei..
Photoshop CS.. is so much better
the rest.. wahaha.. lousy..
sorry pei,sharon and meilian..
my replies are like hr-ly...
kat told me that the new mag
will be under me most prob..
juz as i expected..
fuck sia.. told me got more projects
starting next week..
FUCK IT
if a person knows that they are wrong
admit that they are wrong but yet
didn't change for years..
wat makes ur tink they will change for u?
haha naive
thats wat we all are
| The.Goodbye. 7/08/2005 01:30:00 AM |
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
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today is so free....
haha been doing nothing since morning..
n i watched spongebob squarepants..
took a looooonnnngggg lunch....
had tibits shopping...
bought plenty of weird flavoured but nice looking
sweets.. lol.. bought TRIX N HONEY STARS!!...trix no more cute fruits pattern...
was planning to snack n watch somemore movies..
lol... i love it man...
first time i ever feel.. love for the job..
haha
nw i m online shopping with len..
aiming birkenstock or papillio
hahaha buying end of the mth
lol wait for len to get her first pay..
lol so many design to choose..
haha tinking of getting one pair every mth..
hahaha ..
ok back to watching movies n snacking..
so sinful...
| The.Goodbye. 7/07/2005 03:33:00 PM |
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ok one aim achieved..
hair is done.. but nt the way i wanted tho'
the hairdresser say i need to grow my hair longer
but i got it trim.. so much shorter nw..
feel so much better..
n i got another namecard
i tink their namecard quite ugly
lol *evil*
ok len.. is so fickle minded...
bui tahan.. order KFC also keep changing..
wahaha she is so full of crap
always make more laughters.. for the day
Diana told us abt lunchtime
with that.. JO.. who ask stupid qns..
me n len didn't get to join them..
we are busy ppl.. lol
i guess everyday has stupid things comming out of her damn mouth..
len says next time only the 2 of us go lunch..
better.. hahaha
oh well i m so tired..
fri.. sat.. sun..
where are u guys?
n tues.. where are u all
lets meet up soon..
i miss tues.. n my dear fri.. my baby sat..
n my slutty sun.. u are all i yearn..
GROSS..
I guess we are all BLIND
| The.Goodbye. 7/07/2005 01:40:00 AM |
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005
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waiting for len [mistake.. not lan.. its len]
to finish up her wrk...
so we can leave together
gona cut my hair.. so fucking tired...
argh....
tml is thursday...
when is friday.. comming?
n sat... and sun.. n tues?
lol
i haf to thank VAL.JON.BRO..
for telling me to join THAI BOXING
which is also known as MUAY THAI..
[by which i onli found out on the day i register]
i m nt a thai knowledge person i guess..
the class is fun... too bad val couldn't make it
cos of training n MEILIAN... due to spending
too much money on TRIPS.. lol
but its ok we still got plenty of basketball n maybe
canoeing lol.. n yeah photoshop classes..
but lets cut short the toking on phone time...
at nite ... this sun.. ONZ ar..
basketball! hehehe
| The.Goodbye. 7/06/2005 07:32:00 PM |
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the day.. was hmm.. slack-y
got plenty of wrk to do
but i got no mood
was fucking tulan with kat n esmond
they are driving me crazy
cum fucking hum chee
i duno why.. avies always beat me...
she say i always gives her that face..
n roll eyes.. it juz happens..
she shld be honoured..
at least i bothered to look at her.. lol
oh well
today lan.. is very funny..
we had KFC.. n we were laughing together
over.. someone who sits write beside lan n opp diana
in the same table...
our other collegue lar..
lan just keep laughing.. cos she say
my expression very funny..
she say i got this very cute cum
clueless look... n she cannot stop laughing?
but bo pian wat.. when u are asked a stupid qns..
like is eminem as nice n friendly like he seem to
be on his mtv... my look was.. huh..
like i met him bfore...
so yah.. lan juz can't stop laughing..
m i that cute n funny?.. wahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
evil..
the whole day no mood was waiting for it to end
so can go for MUAY THAI!
wahaha
the class starting.. i haf to admit..
i tink it sucks.. in a way..
aft awhile.. wah i enjoyed it like fuck
10 strokes for today...
wah.. haha tink i punched too hard..
my left hand ache.. lol
n do too many push ups.. lol
ok lar.. can't wait for next week!
THE UNIFORM!!
the sleeveless t-shirt like nice..
the shorts.. like boxers shorts.. lol
n got wrist guard!!!..
aft muay thai.. went to bedok n meet syl n meilian n frens
had CHEESE PRATA..so sinful.. lol
meilian said i look thinner.. haha ask me if i lost weight..
hahaha.. dats gd..
PEI GAVE ME THIS REALLY COOL FULL BLACK LIGHTER!!!!!DAMN NICE LOR
MEILIAN BOUGHT T-SHIRTS FOR ALL OF US.. wahaha
wonder wat design she buy tho' lol
can't wait for next tues...
i m so farking tired..
SHOPPING ON FRI!
HAIRCUT TML!!! OR THURSDAY!!! wahahaha
| The.Goodbye. 7/06/2005 01:34:00 AM |
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Tuesday, July 05, 2005
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i tink my wrk is killing me
esmond kinda forced me to see the client
tml.. but i rejected it over n over again
i got all the ideas out mock ups
n wrote the brief..
i can't do anymore..
i got other stuff to do..
my wrkload is piling nvr ending
i dun wan the idea to approve
cos i know if it approve
i m sure to be the one handling the new mag..
which is I REALLY CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE
i got the other mag printing in hand
gotta rush my incharge.. n lan
to finish up with the stuff n make sure got all the pages out
i hate to call up the clients..
they sucks n they are stupid..
kath n esmond are driving me crazy..
now another JENNIE or JENNY however u spell that name
stop giving me WRK!!
give it to LAN.. i dun like to dictate..
dun ask me to give it to her.. we are collegues
i m nt her in-charge i dun like it..
i m nt that experience so as to dictate her
n KATH STOP THROWING EVERYTHING TO ME!!
ARE U CRAZY? THE WHOLE COMPANY WEBSITE THING
REGARDING OUR DEPARTMENT U ACTUALLY ASKED
ANNA...ANNA!! TO TOK TO ME? U CRAZY IZIT..
ANNA IS UR POST.. U EXPECT HER TO DISCUSS IT WITH ME?
SEND ME EMAIL.. N TELL ME ABT IT?.. OH MY GAWD
i wonder if u see the ||| on anna's face?
why can't u pass it to sean!!
u alrdy know i got alot of things in HAND
JENNY/ESMOND/YOU!!
nw anna.. n holly .. wah lau.. eh.. fuck u lar
u take me as wat superman izit
u farking screw up... give me a break
u shld go tok to LAN TOO I M NOT THE ONLY PERSON
WRKING FOR YOU.. AND STOP CALLING ME 24/7
STOP SMS ME 24/7 STOP BUGGING ME AFT OFFICE HOURS!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE FOR ONCE..
sorry to diana.. who i kinda snapped at..
while she was trying to help me out with my wrk
n to the avies.. who wanted to wack me..
WACK ME LAR.. make me feel pain.. i need to
everytime wana wack u end up molesting me..
fuck lar.. WACK ME LAR CHEE BYE!
the only happy thing
PEI IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TML IS DA DAY BRO!
DA DAY!! WAHAHAHAHAHA
GEAR UP MAN!!
MISS YA BRO!!
THE MANLY MANLY HOOD IS
BACK IN ACTION!! WAHAHAHAHA
| The.Goodbye. 7/05/2005 12:27:00 AM |
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Monday, July 04, 2005
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my nose is having a war
looks like the left side had lost.
but still my nose looks cute n small..
so yah... guess its nt dat bad..
had thai red curry...
smell.. weird..
but taste nice..
lol
oh well i always loved curry...
tml is such a fucked up day..
kath is stalking me even on SUNDAYS!
fuck. need to go early tml..
really.. fuck sia...
stress.. nabei..
why m i so 'HOT'
wahaha i know i m BHB...
ok
meilian is back..
ahaha bitching abt how she spend
her day n nite at bangkok..
make me so damn jealous..
n her DJS... lol
BIG HOUSE..
loL we shall go dere end of the year or wat k
enjoy@@ PLANS!!
oh yeah meet up for dinner soon k
like u said tml or wat.. so we can bitch more with
the rest.. lol
alrite i m tired..
my eye problem is having a riot..
i can't wait for tues..
tml pei comming back if i m nt wrong..
i need to shop soon
i defintely need a damn haircut by next week..
i feel so cramped..
you will nvr know wat you want in ur life
| The.Goodbye. 7/04/2005 12:55:00 AM |
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Sunday, July 03, 2005
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the shopping trip was.. nice... lol
i tink i buy until very happy like dat..
can't stop myself fr buying...
tink one of my fav is the new keyring..
haha.. i still haven buy the sweater vest..
lol.. i need to get new shoes n bags
bought some useless stuff today..
so sinful..
need to go on a shopping trip again..
argh.. tired...
i really need a haircut..
can't stand it..
i need a new tattoo
i designed it alrdy..
iris is leaving on the 18..
gona miss her so much man..
i wana wake up late tml pls...
lol.. guess its a habit to waking up
early..which sucks..
oh yah.. like the new template?..
wahaha val said.. why manson?
i m a M[MANSON] GEEK
maybe next time u see me i m covered with
white powder and black eye shadows..
LOL..
one can nvr haf the best of both worlds..
[look at the chinese/ english debates nw]
[it used to be the opp]
[1min slience for Luther Vandross]
| The.Goodbye. 7/03/2005 02:54:00 AM |
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
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i had a promise abt my paycheck to somebody
but i guess nw it doesn't matter anymore.
alrite.. abt yesterday..
the new girl [lan]
is fr tp
elaine's senior.. lol
stays at pasir ris.. lol
taught her lots of bad stuffs..lol
sean so so weird..he gave me
all the editoral pages.. to wrk on..
argh.. n gave lan nothing..
den i realised.. i m supposed to give
her wrk... n explain to her. wat to do..
the feeling is quite shiok lar..
lol..
avies was being such.. a violent ass
keep beating.. me.. well maybe cos
i keep making fun of her?
its always the printer.. lol
everything always happen at the printer..
LOL... aft wrk went to haf dinner with
avies,diana and kennie
at the mrt.. i keep saying abt avies.. heels..
until she wanted to take her bouquet of flowers..
n wack me.. lol.. den i told her.. wack lor.. den i take
pictures of ur petals saying she littering ...
the dinner was fun lar.. as usual avies always love to say me..
n do that action... keep saying its cute or WATEVER..
was out till late.. man...
shared a cab with diana... got hm.. bathed n fell aslp..
wahaha
LATER SHOPPING TRIP!!
I DUNO WHICH ONE TO BUY..
GAWD...
The boy that you love is the Man that you fear
| The.Goodbye. 7/02/2005 12:05:00 PM |
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Friday, July 01, 2005
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HOORRRAAAYYY!!!
i got my first paycheck..
tho' the wrk load is saddening..
wahaha..
the new collegue is a girl..
malay.. nt bad lar..
haha very quiet..
lol oh well back to what i started
| The.Goodbye. 7/01/2005 01:53:00 PM |
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kath is such a stalker... nabei...
here it goes..
today was calvin violet n vanessa last day..
so sad.. lol.. gona miss violet alot man
she is such a gossip queen!!
oh yah she showed me her wedding photos..
in which some of the pose really.. sucks..lol
i m so confirm she last time ah lian one.. lol
oh calvin's wrkload.. is nw mine..
u duno how sucky it is..
i counted.. 8jobs in hand plus esmond.. 1 = to 9...
8 out of 8.. deadline tml?...i m sooo dead...
esmond either tml or mon seeing the client..
he asked me if i wana go present it myself..
den i look at him.. n HUH... no man.. crazy...
but calvin said i shld haf said yes cos it be a very
gd chance for me.. but aiyah i m so overload..
i can't tink.. stress......
somehow was kinda happy.. duno why..
maybe cos its the first time able to be hm early..
n REST...WATCHED TV.. LIE ON THE DAMN SOFA.. its been
a while since i done dat.. so shiok.. but nw i can barely keep my
ache-ing eyes open.... i need to slp soon..
tml gona kill lots of my brain cells...
today i juz realised.. that.. the people there tok abt me...
cos i heard.. the lady sitting opp me.. called the
so called 'cute lil nick' avies call me.. ask abt where m i
n duno ask wat abt me or wat... to be honest.. i haven even spoke to
the lady.. i wonder what they haf been toking... abt me sia...
muz be stupid avies..
nvm the funniest part.. was.. going hm we all left together..
den i went to the bus depot..
avies they all went to drop cheques n all..
guess wat they ended up reaching the station bfore me...
then nvm.. at the mrt.. was.. squeeze-zy
so avies.. was molesting my hands.. all the way...
n she loves to take candid pictures of ppl..
sneaky-ly.. den she say.. she got mine alrdy...
den i was like.. HUH ||| serious nt.. crazy sia..
i recieve the letter abt the grad ceremony.. so lame..
lol but cool... lar.. wahaha tinking of whether shld i
do it or nt... haha dun mind paying for it.. lol
ok lar.. i m so fucking tired.. meilian left for bangkok today
pei is comming back next mon i tink..
n gawd i dreamt abt her sia..
i dreamt that.. we were slacking at her house area where
we slacked that time.. n toking cork n all...
wahaha i wake up wondering if she was back..
so creepy.. wahaha
ok off to bed
when u lost something u gain something more impt
but when u gain something u end up losing watever u had
for ur whole life
| The.Goodbye. 7/01/2005 12:08:00 AM |
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