Friday, September 30, 2005
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ok.. hmm
today at wrk was
hectic... but
at the end of the day
i actually felt accomplished
somehow..? maybe cos its like..
aft all these u gona reveal
to everyone ur mag.. yeah
this mag is supposed to be my
'baby'? as wat jacob said[btw
he is our consultant a CD[Creative
Director] fr somewhere i cannot
mention where tho'] i dun really
like him even tho' he said i do
layout fast n better than len.
but he ard.. gives us stress..
ok enough of wrk.. i m so
beaten by it.
went to club momo again today.
was nt bad.. some prvt event which
is the perfect ten.. flaunt? or watever.
carrie chong.. was..AHEM! BEAUTIFUL LAR!
n u know wat? she kind strips.. for awhile..
she wore a black bra... n yah... i tink
my nose almost bleed..LOL HOT!HOT!
met marilyn at there danced for awhile
MoMo doesn't really play very nice music..
so yah.. get my point?
Move bitch get out of the way.
so tell me wats next?
i tink i look like
panda..
funny smell at my house
pei says it mite be fr
some forest fire fr indo or wat..
how nice.. nw my head is aching.
n my nose is running.
i need a haircut..
i m gona get my watch!
n MUAY THAI! is starting this
Tues! haha shiok.
ok i shall go slp.
tml wrk.. ....
| The.Goodbye. 9/30/2005 02:42:00 AM |
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Thursday, September 29, 2005
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ALL I CAN SAY IS
STOMP ROCKS!
ITS DEFINTELY WORTH IT!
I WANT TO WATCH AGAIN....
OH MAN.
i bought the stomp zippo!
hahah pei bought their
drumsticks!! wahahaha
we had some quiet toks
still i ain;t really healed.
she gives advices on relationship
nt badmouthing.. i guess sometimes
when u speak u need to use ur brain alil.
i guess one of the hardest word for humans
to learn is prob Cherish.
syl left for KL.. called me up midnite n tok?
haha funny..
val nt online nw.. when i m online she is nt.
how nice.. damn... need to do some catching up.
i feel confused over many things
and everything ard seems to crumble bit by bit.
i duno wat i want or need anymore.
i just know i dun wan to hope for anything
i dun wana to move on
cos i dun wan to haf a past
nor a future.
| The.Goodbye. 9/29/2005 01:27:00 AM |
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
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wat life do i have left
wat is left to do?
wat can be done/
i was dead long time ago.
and tml i m going
to watch Stomp.
| The.Goodbye. 9/27/2005 10:05:00 PM |
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andrea.. is digging up my
past.. how nice..
relationships.
its like happening
everywhere.. problems
n more problems
i m sorry if i blew my
top to any of u guys
the more i hear abt relationships
the more sorrow i felt..
the more pain it gave..
relationships is prob the
last ting that i wanna tok abt nw
i guess most of u all know
how it feels like.. to wana cry
every single moment.
cos everything around
just ain't right without
that someone.
but u know u need to
pull urself together to nt let
ur frens who were there to bring
u back up in shape down..
n also.. nt to let urself down..
but i guess everything is
easier said than done.
i sorry for being
the way i m.
| The.Goodbye. 9/27/2005 01:48:00 AM |
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Monday, September 26, 2005
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muthatfucker.
back to the point where
i have been broke.
dun do anything stupid nw
i duno wat i'll do to you.
i took the penknife and almost
stab myself till len saw and stop me.
i went biazzre... she gave me a pencil..
instead.. to break....
guess i m to the point where
the wrk load is nt driving me mad
its killing me.
| The.Goodbye. 9/26/2005 09:45:00 PM |
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back to wrk.. finally..
fucking tired..
i wished i was in sch..
so badly.. the days of nt wrking..
was so enjoyable.. n tired.
i wana slp.... slp...slp...slp..
i duno wat happen..
somehow i dun wish to say much
aftall.. u know its the 2 of u who needs
to settle this. i can't say much cos it
isn't abt me.
| The.Goodbye. 9/26/2005 10:02:00 AM |
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today. ubin instead..
like ultimate..
shiok.. i lilke it alot.
maybe cos can tan and
cycle n exercise like fuck.
i took hmm 2 rolls of film there?
like shiok lar.. really.. i love it
my leg.. muscles.. hmmm aching like
fuck no matter wat position i m at.
sitting or standing.. or lying
it aches... but i really love it there
nice day.. fucking nice day.
aftdat. food... pool...arcade...bowling...prata.
how exciting man ... its like i m living my life..
full of excitment.. which in turns drains my youth
and energy.. supposed to rest well for the 'MC-ed'
days.. but i tink i drained even more energy... away.
break my legs.. so i wun feel the pain.
break my feelings so i wun feel any pain.
i m broken up.
3more days to stomp!
| The.Goodbye. 9/26/2005 02:11:00 AM |
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
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its like when u want it
it always goes away too fast
times you hate it. always
seem to last.
i guess its better to leave it
the way it is. when all is said
and done. the past will forever be
the past. the did's and done's will
nt be washed away. i see no point
but my heart doesn't. i wonder why
i can't hate u for wat u had done.
but you can hate me for wat i have done.
tell me wat have i done?
i m going to see STOMP! on WED.
BITE ME! YEAH!
| The.Goodbye. 9/25/2005 11:11:00 AM |
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ok.
my dad totally wacked my com
how nice.
its unstartable nw.
muthafucker.
tml st john island..
seems to be.. like..
on the edge.
duno if there is service.
half fucked.
nvm but i checked
there shld be.
nt wrking for the past few days was hmm
great lar!... lol
i juz hope i can get in.
den it be great i guess
ok... .today was quite nice slacked..
so yah... i feel hungry..
but no appetite..
my eyebags.. are showing.. fr eunice and val
my dark rings are visable fr pei.
yeah.. i will be sooo ugly soon
Satan is blessing me!
muthafuckers.
| The.Goodbye. 9/25/2005 01:02:00 AM |
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
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2days mc + 1 day nt going wrk
day 1
rawk. pei,zhi
sat on the audi.
ktv.
met meilian,jyen syl and suhaila
Momo sucks.. fucking crowded.
got hm at 3+ 4
day2
Rawk. eunice and val.
town. pepper lunch.
beef jerky.
ViaMar
cigars
Jyen n Meilian
came down for awhile.
Cigars. slacked chill.
ate at makansutra.
slack..
NR6 to nowhere
end up marina. cabbed hm
reached hm ard 4+ 5am
many thoughts in my mind.
pass by places with lots
of sweet memories that
dun seem to exist anymore.
the pain is taking over me
again. i feel confused
i duno wat i want. the vision
is blurred. pain filled
every single part of me.
i m in agony.
i duno how much longer i can take.
| The.Goodbye. 9/24/2005 03:08:00 PM |
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
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Yesterday Andrea tok to me..
or thats wat i remembered..
her name i meant.
she asked me weird qns. shall nt tok abt it
she asked if i m still attached to the same
capricorn girl... i was huh.. who is capricorn gal.
at first i tot she got the wrong person.. but she was right
as in.. the capricorn person is the one she 2-timed me with
u duno how andrea react.. so funny...
i feel so fucking tired..
i gona stay late in the office today
cos tml i m gona take mc.
rest n go KTV!!! WAHAHAHA yes
N HOPEFULLY PEI WILL DRIVE
THE AUDI!!! haha n also with Zhi
the GPRS.. ahaha i the relax sua.
ok i wana slp.. let me take a nap.
| The.Goodbye. 9/21/2005 01:51:00 PM |
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Meilian is being such an idiot.
conferencing between me her n pei.
nice...
met pei aft wrk very last min.
met zhi too.
slacked at airport.
bought this mega beef stick will upload
tml .. its damn long lar.
went to meet syl n meilian.
prata.. but no i didn't eat any.
discovered my body will reject
food somehow.
i guess when all is said an done
wats there left to do and say?
dun always assume
u duno how some words can fatal.
i bought a book to read.
shall start reading.
meilian is really.. crazy..
she is speaking in chinese
singing in chinese too..Wtf...
think back n look at urself in the
mirror. how justified is ur word?
we are nt God wat you tink will
nt always be the truth.
| The.Goodbye. 9/21/2005 03:21:00 AM |
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
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i dreamt abt her last nite
i just realise how unoften
i actually dream abt her.
i dreamt she was finally online.
but still we didn't tok.
but seeing her online..
i feel happy tho' her nick
stabs right into my heart
the dream continues with
her n the other one with the other
one's colleagues who are all guys..
... takes place at those
roadside stall.. it was hot and sunny.
all sweaty n all.. they all look very
exhuasted.... all of them are like dressed
in some construction worker uniform.
except her.. she is dressed in ur usual
that white tank top you used to wear..
and ur that light blue jeans. u were feeling
hot... so the other one gave u tissue..
den the rest of the guys started.. trying to touch you.
n the other one not reacting to it. and i woke up.
with tears filled my eyes..
i knew fr then my days will be filled with
depression. the dashed dreams and hope
the broken prommises will be all i haf
and all you left me with.
i don't want anything fr you all i want to know
is that you are doing fine and well and happy.
i m taking on the one way ticket i need to make
my way out to some other place.. with no familar
people.. i guess its to the point when toking to anyone
i know doesn't help anymore.
i duno wat i need... but i know wat i want.
i want to just disappear.. to nt exist..
to just leave.
| The.Goodbye. 9/20/2005 11:49:00 AM |
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see... its seducing.. .... drools
My new birks lar.... look how suave it is.....LOL
Look... how sexy it is.... oh man...
k i duno wat else to write i ain't gd ar captions.
i love the birks.. but it gives me pain..
aches on my leg... actually juz my right sole.
hmm nvm its nice.. n i like.
i almost dropped it into the sea..
like aft a few hours i got it?
ok.. enough..
nothing gd happen today
infact everything bad happen
i m still waiting.
the only gd thing happen i guess shld be
finding this online website for me
to throw money in.. check it out
http://www.darkpassions.co.uk/catalog/gothic-rings-c-40.html?page=2&sort=2a<br>
LOVE IT.
Which one's you. The puke* action has taken over me.
| The.Goodbye. 9/20/2005 02:46:00 AM |
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Monday, September 19, 2005
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i have concluded relationship sucks
at least for this moment.
i don't know wat to say.
| The.Goodbye. 9/19/2005 08:43:00 PM |
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i lost/ drop my fav black rubber ring...
its ma fav... i value it more than my 2
new leather rings... n i cannot find it
anymore.
i lost it on fri... i just remembered it
nw.. maybe i learnt to just nt be bothered
abt things i used to cherish n all.
ease the pain easier i guess.
i feel tired 24-7 ...
my eyes are constantly on
the shutting down service.
yet i dun slp early at nite.
val said i tried to keep myself busy
and tired so i dun need to tink too
much. maybe i m i duno
concluded that relationships
are nt wat i can handle nw.
i dun wan to be reminded of her
in any way, i have been living in her
shadows since we were together.
i tink i need to walk out of it and back
to my life. i don't wana have any faith
any beliefs nor any hopes anymore or for
at least this moment... i guess i settled and
be serious with the wrong person... my hopes
and all are dashed.. but i guess those hopes
are nt mine to start with.. they are our make
believe. nw that we are on our own ways..
tho' i m still in the stage where i dun wish to believe
it.. but truth eats into me in every single way.
you used to be the only one that put a real smile
on my face now your the only one who made my
tears flow the hardest. i dun n i guess i can't hate
i m begining to tink everything is pointless and i m
nothing but hopeless.. n useless.. i feel the pain
in me every single second.. i wish i could be free
fr all of these.. i wish i could die instantly.. to be freed
of this ridiculous world.
i know i lied and i cheated and i lied alil more
i lied but cheated was you.
yet i m still here.
your the one whos gone.
| The.Goodbye. 9/19/2005 11:37:00 AM |
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
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ok its been like 30 over house since i
last step into the house..
yesterday.. was fun.. lar..
fishing..? no i didn't caught any fish..
haha had very funny incidents.
haha the company is like fun lar.
syl,val,marilyn n eunice.
the place where we fish.. was..
hmm dangerous? careful where u walk..
or u mite fall into the sea.
n guess wat.. its dark...like dark.
but i like the feeling of sitting on the edge
with the legs dangling down. i m like so tempted
to just jump off.. LOL
head off to marilyn house in the wee hours.
watched lar pi xiao xing!
den sex in the city.
and all of us.. me eunice val n marilyn
fell aslp... on the couch...
i wonder how is it like the next time
if we were to really stay together..
LOL everyday like dat.. den jialet lar
ok.. i gtg alrdy
blog later i guess
i m so late lar
| The.Goodbye. 9/18/2005 09:45:00 PM |
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
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i m sitting wishing and waiting
i m still stuck at office.. fuck lar..
chee bye STEPH reply me faster lar
u working doesn't mean i working today you know?
fuck.. lar... pls lar confirm the ad fast lar..
sianz can waiting.. tmd..
anyway...
steph is my client.. lol
| The.Goodbye. 9/17/2005 05:49:00 PM |
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gd news... man
MY BIRKS HAS ARRIVED!
n i was just describing my BIRKS
to VAL yesterday!!
hahaha but den... that means i
need to carry it... .. when i am alrdy loaded..
wtf... how nice... muthafucker.
but still my BIRKS!!!!!
THE PERHARPS ONE N ONLY DESIGN
IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!! or maybe juz a few!!
hahaha
oh n i saw xuan.. her studio is like juz behind.. mine..
workplace? hahaa she tells me she mite need
asst. haha and she asked me if i m interested
of cos.. i do.. man.. dun be crazy..
hahaha she also said she would rather
hire me over adelene... haha how nice to hear..
really. hahahhaaha
alrite work!
| The.Goodbye. 9/17/2005 11:06:00 AM |
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ok i m tired.
mind is blank.
was out for supper.
toking abt plans tml..
so shiok.. i love the plans.
but i still gotta work.
tink i better crash early.
so can go wrk early.
den can leave early for the plans.
Eunice it would be nice if u
give me 2 days advance of deadline..
hahaha alrite enjoy ur ANNI TML!..i mean
later!!!!!!!
ok off to bed...
i duno why but i m pretty excited!
haha
ok.. *poof*
| The.Goodbye. 9/17/2005 02:43:00 AM |
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Friday, September 16, 2005
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i realised my blog doesn't show time...
how nice.. haha its 9.56.55pm
i m still at the office..
hooray!!
fucked up.. so many shits to do..
n i m the only one left.. but its
shiok.. smoking n blasting music..
in fact i m smoking nw. hahaha
i hate to hold the key.. stress..
need to wake up early.. if nt.. tml
len no need to come in. ahahaa
i went to my gmail... i tot wat happen
when i tried to login den i remembered..
i changed my password cos eunice
needs to send stuff to me...
i tot for a moment wat happen...
i m getting old n forgetful i guess.
P.S. i haven change my password back yet.
lol
ok hope i wun be late later..
ciao.
i m freaking cold.
| The.Goodbye. 9/16/2005 09:51:00 PM |
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tired.
tired.
tired.
tired.
tired.
tired.
i like the feeling
of doing work n
rushing sch wrk
Thanks to eunice
i really miss sch.
cherish it while
you can.
tired.
tired.
| The.Goodbye. 9/16/2005 03:02:00 AM |
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Thursday, September 15, 2005
--
i m having a temperature..
and i just heard the nicest thing fr kat
'this sat you n len will be working on the new mag'
i tot i wasn't supposed to be in it?
i did the current mag... the ads... the posters...
the layouts... and nw.. the new ad.. fuck lar.
why isit i get trash so many stuff..
n i guess the best thing is that
i m still in the office..
have a nice day.
| The.Goodbye. 9/15/2005 08:06:00 PM |
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its 5.11am..
my left leg has been
finding its old way recently..
the leg has been aching.. like..
when i move the joints..
how nich.. stop haunting me..
the pain it gave me when i was
younger is enough. it feels like
its heading its way back.
i wonder wat happen last nite when
i was slping.. cos nw i feel the pain
somewhere on my head... but there is not
bumps... its like.. it will just hurt.
n touching it make it hurts more.
nice...
ok done.. lazy to blog more..
maybe later den i blog more.
there goes 'you're nvr leave me alone'
| The.Goodbye. 9/15/2005 05:11:00 AM |
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
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fucking tired...
on the phone with meiliian till 4am..
she ar... got bf got prob..
dun haf bf also prob.. hai..
take it easy k!
today..cabbed to wrk
no suprise.. woke up at .9.30am
nice.. reach wrk at 10.30am..
the cab uncle tell me where to
club.. with only les... nice..
ask me if i got gf.. says my hair.
very cool... .... ... n he said he
remember i took his cab bfore..
but i don't.
ok i tink i wana rest my eyes.
take a nap.
its only late at nite when i tink abt the past
wonder if i miss the person or..
miss what we had n shared.
its all so unclear.
| The.Goodbye. 9/13/2005 03:44:00 PM |
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my eyes is peeing on me..
guess its the constant blowing
of fan at my eyes while watching
ANTM!... haha.. nw they wana kiss..
together...
been thinking about alot of things
maybe i m missing something and not someone
missing the feelings missing the routines
missing the fun n missing the company.
i guess i dun really wana move on
cos i don't wana haf a past neither
a future. i tink being where m i is
enough to take on.
| The.Goodbye. 9/13/2005 01:19:00 AM |
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Monday, September 12, 2005
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been feeling depressed recently. moods up n down unstable-ly. Eunice did fortune telling with
poker cards for us on sat... i did 3 times.. its abt how impt you are to that particular person first time i wasn't really forcusing.
as much as i wished the next 2 was true.. i can't.. i refuse to believe that i m right beside.. the very first..
n the only one.. it can't be true i guess. cos it doesn't seems to be.
i don't wish to believe in anything anymore... believe-ing in things just drain me out...
i know that i m missing someone.. i just can't figure out who m i missing.
i want someone to hold me tight.. when i break down to cry hard.
| The.Goodbye. 9/12/2005 05:39:00 PM |
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sorrowed me
yeah i haf some brain surgery.
i m so lazy to blog..
but the weekend was well spent.
its 3.37am. i m feeling the
tiredness n hungryness.
i spent too much of my money
on cabs..
i bought another stikfas.
i haven finish fixing the previous one.
i m just tired.
dad was weird.
he tot i quit my job?
my endless late ness to wrk.
n working at toys for the this n last week
how funny..
toys was just for the fun i guess
syl needs people..
aft rejecting her numerous times..
i tink its time that i agreed..
so yeah ..
n my workplace can't afford to fire me
for the time being..
projects overloaded..
no its nt that i m good..
defintely nt!
its that i know all i need to
know abt the mag n the layouts
n handling of clients..
so yah.. nt at this time i guess.
so yah.
the haircut sucks..
really.. i can't believe
claudine actually said its..
erm nice? or nt bad?
anyway enjoy ur camp
guess i can only send ur song
aft u come back from ur camp!
ok.
off to bed.
gd luck marilyn.
n gd luck to val teaching her.
rem to set ur alarms.
peace
i remembered it was you who tot i will go
astray.. how things turns out will nvr be
the way we tot it will be.
| The.Goodbye. 9/12/2005 03:42:00 AM |
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
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ok juz got hm.... 1.27pm...
great appointment at 1.30 for haircut.
nice.
left my keys at marilyn's house..
wonderful.
rushing to pick claudine up..
i had such nice n wonderful day..
but it was lovely!
love the company!!
| The.Goodbye. 9/11/2005 01:24:00 PM |
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Saturday, September 10, 2005
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look at the time nw... 3.19pm
i just reached the office...
work starts at 9.am again.
m i feeling it?
no.. sttress fr work..
cause me to nt have enough slp
thus i don't feel quilty abt comming late.
infact i felt nice to slp for so long!
watever i tink i better call
for my haircut appointment nw
bfore i forget abt it.
i despised people who haf a chance
to study yet wasting it away.
an advice for you people
go fuck ard with people
n waste ur fucking life
instead of wasting ur parents/ own
money cos with attitude like that
you can only be one thing.
FUCKING USELESS!
| The.Goodbye. 9/10/2005 03:18:00 PM |
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i m so freaking tired.. gotta go back wrk in a few hrs time.
today was like fun..
really fucking fun lar...
met eunice first
den val den marilyn, syl n cheryl her ex. and some other
people whoever they are
i m really tired.
really tired.
the bed is calling..
calling all devils.
*stares hard* at my back..
anyone know where sells
black devil tail?
i lost mine.
i wana wake up late n
take cab to work.
no...on second tot
i don't wana go back to worth
tonnes of shit to clear.
tonnes of artwork
n editorials to be done.
dateline is just 1 week away
do i look like i know u?
when you want it
it always goes away too fast
times you hate it.
always seem to last.
fuck you.
miss you.
| The.Goodbye. 9/10/2005 04:11:00 AM |
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Friday, September 09, 2005
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Diana is getting on my nerves..
she said my aldo bag is nice.
she asked me which shop i bought from
asked for the price.. say its worth to buy.
she fucking hell better dun buy
Chee bye.
today she asked abt my 2 new customised
black leather rings.. asked for the price
n the place.. this time i m glad she
tinks its too ex.. she fucking hell
stop aiming on things i buy k..
fucking loser.. dun be a fucking
photocopy of me..
n btw 15bucks for a customised..
leather ring is nt even closed to ex..
she is juz a cheapo lor.
giving the fact that its just.. black
leather without design. SO.. hello..
its fit just to the finger.. catered to my
requirements on the width. of the ring.
conclusion diana is a fucking cheapo lar!
fuck off.
my nose has been having mens.
i need to put on pad for my nose.
nw the mac at wrk has my blood stain
on the keyboard. the dustbin is full of
the bloody pads. i used up many pads
my nose drank too much smoke this mth.
n maybe watched too much porn.. n
yeah slpt too lil.. i need to nurse my
nose anyone care to give it a knock out?
claudine said that 'ya life is the most worthy thing on earth'
than i guess that i m the most generaous person on earth
i m willing to give my life up with not question asked.
n no backing out.
correction on her name.. its jaimie
she called me... at office...
she is nt the designer..
i m the client here.. she duno
wat is freehand.. how sad...
but its ok.. the way she sends email..
is so cute.. love it.
i tink she is angry with me nw.
cos i didn't pick up her phone
when she called... i was speaking
to my client.. i called back she
didn't picked up.. she sms me n said
no need alrdy. i didn't reply.
cos the client called back.
how drama.. i really like it.
LOL!!!!! oh i told Eunice just nw
that jaimie reminds me of her..
gd or bad? hahaha i duno!
i saw this beautiful gal on train
n i started humming your beautiful
len thinks that i m crazy..
then started humming together with me
cos i explained.. n she said yeah!
its fits perfectly..
on a train.. our eyes did meet.
crowded place.. n i duno wat to do..
hahaha n i could nvr be with you.
she stays at tampines.. haha
thats all i know.. wahahaha
i need to bathe..
the nose gotta stop having mens..
i forgot that i bought a new tommy boxer
in which its too big..
i wan my birks.. 1week + to go to get it.
pls remind me to make my appointment
for my haircut on sun..
i need to stop taking cab to wrk.
i need the bed.
i need someone... in which
i duno who i need.
| The.Goodbye. 9/09/2005 01:39:00 AM |
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
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i saw jaymie today.. this pretty.. cute girl
fr some company.. came over n look for me..
i gave her the office no. but she asked for my
no. instead... she smiled at me bfore we parted..
n her smile reminded me of eunice...
... so drama.. i like...
claudine asked me some qns today
i dun feel much fr it
i guess it gd
moving on.
i woke up today with a pool of blood
on my t-shirt.. neck,face n bedsheets..
no its nt my mens.
its my nose.
thank you nose.
your the best!
i duno wat i m feeling nwadays.
weird.. messy.
tired.
wrk kills mentally
why it doesn't kill physcially.
prob i shld end it myself.
give me my birks n watch first.
den i mite consider.
i wish i was young
i wana be young.
i wana juz be before young
be non existence.
| The.Goodbye. 9/08/2005 02:06:00 AM |
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
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i m missing someone that i tot
i won't miss.
my eyes are still red.
i reached wrk at 10.40
my wrk starts at 9am.
i m doing nothing.
its 11,33
i only sent out emails
of the A2poster to client.
other than that i have done
nothing.
when you fall in love with
the wrong person i guess
everything falls apart in
ur life.
| The.Goodbye. 9/07/2005 11:31:00 AM |
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its 3.42am
i guess its been weeks since i last slpt
bfore 3am
yesterday was a mircle i fell aslp
in which i have no idea wat time i slpt.
the weekends.. was wonderful..
these few days were nice
really nice tho' it drained out
all of my energy it was worth it.
watched longest yard.
fucking nice show.
worth every cent
took lots of photos..
will upload it when i dun feel
lazy.. or maybe when i m home early..
for once.. i tink i bought too many stuffs..
i tink i m kinda horrible..
oh well... but i guess the least is
i m spending my own money.
watched the perfect catch today
the cinema is sure cold
even tho' i got my coat on..
i guess the show ain't perfect as
the tittle..
my eyes nw is as swollen as it was
on sunday guess only eunice n val will
remember.. haha
eunice turned 19 1 day ago..
hey i m sorry k.. sunday i
was like playing ard.. n trying to fix
my stikfas instead.. n when i start to draw
it looks damn ugly.. like shit.. sorry i wasted
your time.. n energy... staying up the whole nite
till mon.. perhaps.. drawing human figure is nt
my strong points.. something else.. k..
anyway i hope u like the present.
rest well n be happy like lil kid.
ok i m heading to bed.
pei! hope u really like the present we
got you!!! sorry ar i tricked you
all the way there to try the size
so can buy the nike berms for u!
haha happy 20th b'day to pei
n happy 19th b'day to eunice!
ok bedtime
guess wat.. my nose is bleeding
i sneeze till blood dripping out..
somebody.. kill me..
i need to die.
| The.Goodbye. 9/07/2005 03:42:00 AM |
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Sunday, September 04, 2005
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today is defintely a happy day lar..
bought so many stuffs!!
but nw lets tok abt yesterday
wrk.. was like shit..
yeah when u can't speak chinese
properly n u haf to converse with
chinese speaking client.. it sucks.
the client told me to take a course
in her chinese learning centre..
how nice.. hello i m juz doing
ur AD lor its juz an ad.. not like..
i m doing chinese shit for life.
n yeah i can teach u english
cos urs sucks.
the happy part starts!
met eunice aft wrk.
went to G2000!!!
BOUGHT THE COAT!!!
it was only 129 tot will be
more Ex.. haha so happy lar..
thanks eunice for putting the
hangers n all for me.. haha
den we went town...
had this.. i duno wat.. sweet stuff
wrapped in popiah skin.. thanks to
eunice.. she intro n yeah.. it was nice
went zara.. nothing much... went esprit men
can't find the top i saw online.. fucking sad lar..
met val! at lido had this Pepper Lunch!! wah
like nice lar.. hahaha thanks to eunice again..
haha for intro-ing.. hahah decided to catch a movie
The Longest Yard!! its a sure worth to watch movie!
but guess wat time we watched? 1.30am.. haha so syl n
adlina can join us!!! we took quite a few pics.. will upload them soon
it was really like nonsense.. lar.. hahaha n we saw PEIZHI!
at cine!! haha n we actually watched the same movie..
but we didn't realise.. nvm.. aft the movie we went to
kopitiam at youth park n she was there too! haaahah
ok den cabbed hm.. went online... couldn't slp
so end up toking to eunice n val.. till 6.30am.. plus..
it was really a damn fun day lar.. i guess when u put
eunice n val together they bring out bimbo-ness..
hahaha ok i tink they both gona kill me...
i m still smiling at the jacket/coat i bought.
hahaha ok about today i m very lazy.. i will
blog tml abt it..
i wonder wats wrong with me.. recently..
i went in the lift. n pressed on the ninth floor
n didn't realise it until i walk out n walked to the end
n realise.. there is no plants ard.. .. .. yeah.. i
tink i m getting real old real fast..
my head is spinning like fuck..
beer sucks.
| The.Goodbye. 9/04/2005 02:48:00 AM |
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
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today is sure a hell of a fun day.
so nw i m fucking tired.
i put my hp in my wallet pocket.
i pressed the on the open button
instead of the close button on the lift.
i slot the wrong key twice to open the
front gate.
i on the lights 4 times bfore i got the
bathroom lights on.
i on the switch of my com without pressing
the on button.
i took out the camera to upload.. i duno where
i put it nw.
i found the camera.. i can't find the wire..
when its just right beside my mouse.
i went to pour a cup of water... i pour it on my hand
first before pouring it into the cup itself..
i tot my room sliding door was stucked..before realise -
ing it was locked.
i plug in the camera.. uploaded the pics.. n forgot to
unplug it until the batt went flat..
i plug my hp charger instead of the camera...charger..
n my phone is still flipped open..
i only realise it aws 6am until i heard the national athem
on the radio..
i m so fucking tired.. but i can't seem to slp.
| The.Goodbye. 9/03/2005 05:10:00 AM |
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
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was supposed to blog alot..
was reconstructing my blog again.
but nw i toking to eunice
she is so full of nonsense.
ok poof
| The.Goodbye. 9/01/2005 03:22:00 AM |
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