Wednesday, November 30, 2005
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slacked at hm the whole day..
the reason.. was..OC Season2
hahaha wat else.. i can watch..
the oc for the whole entire..
day.. juz lie on my couch.. i m
an OC NERD.. hahaha n i m loving
it.. hahaha.. i m very lazy to
upload the pics of my presents.. haha
soon.. tml going to see the sinseh..
honestly.. i m very scared.. i hope..
its gona be ok.. n it wun hurt that
much... hai... hate it.. i can't tell
my parents.. i dad forbid me to see a sinseh..
still feeling very giddy.. the whole day..
didn't puke tho'.. gots lots of flam..sucks..
i need to smoke.. man.. i duno if wat i did
was rite.
| The.Goodbye. 11/30/2005 02:53:00 AM |
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
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its 5.03am... juz watched OC S2!!
so fucking tired.. nt feeling very
well.. puked a few times.. still
feel pukey. argh.
i wana thank SYL,FLO AND VAL
FOR THE BOXING GLOVES THEY GOT ME!!![will post the pic soon]
Pei & Seek for the perfume!
Jyen & meilian for the Stripe-py LSS!!
Val & Marilyn for the 2 CIGARS!!! LOVE IT!
SHARON for spending so much on my b'day cake..
[its fr coffee bean.. cheesecake one of my fav!]
i found the recipt at her wallet.. no wonder she
dun wana tell me how much it cost.. but thanks..
alot really.. really love it! love all of it!
i wana get better.. man.. i really hate
to puke.. n no.. we didn't drink on my b'day
| The.Goodbye. 11/29/2005 05:03:00 AM |
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Monday, November 28, 2005
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ever since i wake up till nw
the pukey feeling doesn't stop..
feeling giddy..weak to walk even..
can't even finish the cigs..
feeling like trance.. i can't
fucking concentrate.. i hate it..
so fucking weak..no one's hm..
even better..i wana be dead.
| The.Goodbye. 11/28/2005 10:22:00 PM |
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ok.. its 7.17am... i haven.. slpt..
juz finished cleaning up
the house.. feel damn fucking
puke-y n giddy... tink i m
really fucking tired.. i hope
i have a gd long slp.. later..
i wana thanks everyone that came
over.. Val..Sharon..Syl..Marilyn..
Meilian.. Jyen..Rose..
My sec sch mates Sher ee.. Xueli
YingYing..Christopher..Asten..
to those who can't make it.. its ok
dun worry.. alrite.. i really had a
very gd 21st celebration.. i really wana
thank everyone for everything. i really really
appreciate it.
| The.Goodbye. 11/28/2005 07:16:00 AM |
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Sunday, November 27, 2005
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ok.. i m now offically..21
i had a great celebration
haha.. thanks to everyone
The bros : Syl Val Flo!
Marilyn!,Yiling!Alison!Pei!Seek!
and also to Clara!Winona!and Friend
for stopping by at kbox to wish me!!
all those ppl who smsed me too!
First person is SHARON!!!!
Xueli!!Sher ee!!Jessie!!Alyssa!!Alison!!
oh n clara.. like msg me.. on 26..
so is she considered the first instead?
haha its 5am.. no one's hm...
i m alone.. my parents went malaysia..
my grandfather 3rd year death anni..
falls on my b'day.. i wasn't allowed to go
back.. hai... but its ok.. later gathering
at my house!!!! i bought tequlia.. i tink i better buy
one more bottle n LEMONssss!!
| The.Goodbye. 11/27/2005 04:56:00 AM |
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
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ok.. its been.. abt 2 days since i updated abt my life...
thursday.. had dinner with my family// surprised rite?
its my dad's b'day... so celebrate together... yah..
recieved my first present.. on that day too!
i m very happy!! tho' i wanted a sliver key instead....
i dun even know whey they bother to ask... me if i wanted
gold or sliver....tmd.. LOLOLOL..i duno..it felt good..
i kinda longed for this kind of family feelings that i've
lost.. along time ago...
this is wat i got myself for my b'day...
a new topman shirt!!.. a volcom berms!! n a SPONGEBOB BOXERS!!!!
i love that boxers!!!!!!!!!!!n i got myself a new haircut
a new highlight.. n a new wax.. i spent.. 148 on my hair..
*heart pain*...i spent.. close.. to.. erm... 160-170.. on
the... shirt berms n boxer... i feel soo broke.. but..i
haven open the red packets yet!!!!! WAHAHAHAHA
| The.Goodbye. 11/26/2005 03:31:00 PM |
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Friday, November 25, 2005
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The shopping trip
ALYSSA!!! Aka Ah Sum AR!! my shopping partner!!!
Marilyn,syl,me&AhSum me n Syl
Crystal JADE dinner! Look into the ball!!!
Lastly.. a happy jailbird me..!!
i will post wat i got for myself for
my b'day.. prolly tml aye!! hahaa
| The.Goodbye. 11/25/2005 02:39:00 AM |
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
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came hm ard 4+am
slpt ard.. 5+am
couldn't slp..fucked up..
juz woke up .. cooked
mian xian.. for my early
b'day// i duno seriously
i got no mood for my b'day
how do i plan when everything
is so screwed up.. i have to plan
on my own b'day to accomdate to
all of u.. its fucking tiring
its fucking upsetting nw i duno
wat to do on sat n sun i dun even
know who will be comming on sat
n who comming on sun.. i feel like
cancellng the whole fucking shit
i got no mood for anything nt even
christmas
| The.Goodbye. 11/24/2005 03:34:00 PM |
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
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ok i just got hm... 2.48am
had teochew porridge for supper..
at erm.. hougang area../ ponggol..
duno where exactly... with val
syl...marilyn and her friend..
which i forgot her name..sorry..
aft that took a walk n ended up
at a bustop..singing.. haaha
ok lar i m tired.. tml shopping!!
i wana go see the berms i wana
buy that volcom.. berms.. but
i dun really remember which one..
haahaha!!! ALYSSA!!! SHOPPING TIME LAR!!!
HAPPY! LAR! SHOPPING! ok.. off to bed-die
| The.Goodbye. 11/23/2005 02:46:00 AM |
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
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today. hmm.. was nt bad..
considerate stayed at hm the
whole day.. other den met alyssa
at our house central there..
hahaha i duno my b'day party
is ruined... my parents fucked up..
nw i m trying to get a hotel room
instead.. argh.. i cannot make up my
mind.. swissotel?... sheraton?...
goodwood? or Gallery.. argh.. i duno..
no time alrdy.. fucked... really..
fucked.. i hate it.. nw i even more
no mood.. nabei ccb.. i got no time
to go down n book also.. ARGH FUCK LAR
wat a life n a way to spent my 21st..
| The.Goodbye. 11/22/2005 02:15:00 AM |
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Monday, November 21, 2005
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i woke up ard 11+.. to eat...
chicken rice.. my mum bought
for me for lunch.. she says
thats wat i want.. when she asked
me in the morning.. haha.. i guess
i said anything to shut her up so
i can slp.. i don't really wan chicken
rice.. but oh well it used to be my
fav. ..aft i've finished eating it..
i went back to slp... till 4+pm..
so freaking tired lar....!!!
met alyssa for awhile to smoke n buy film
n slacked! hahaha at the central there..
hahaha ok lar my food is hm!!! i shall go
EAT!
| The.Goodbye. 11/21/2005 10:01:00 PM |
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i duno.. but at this very moment
i've got totally no mood to
celebrate my 21st b'day/
i so fucking tired.. its 2.29am..
i've been awake for more than 24hrs..
had supper with nurul syl and clara..
my throat is starting to hurt..
syl pass it to me.. shall drink alil
bit of beer..LOL.. it has been at the back
of my head.. i can't stop thinking abt it.
i duno..to shld i do.. i duno wat to do..
its just nt the time... i've got no mood
for anything.. i m so freaking tired lar
i tink i m going to slp alrdy..
i m falling aslp nw alrdy.. man..
| The.Goodbye. 11/21/2005 02:28:00 AM |
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Sunday, November 20, 2005
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ok..juz got hm.. 8.25am
so blardy tired....
stayed over at marilyn's house..
going out soon.. i didn't slp..
at all.. prolly ard..10mins?
marilyn made me stay up n play
hangaroo.. haha but it was fun lar..!
hahaha syl's watch is defintely
lethal.. it actually scratched off.
part of my skin n flesh.. while
we were 'sparring'.. i was trying
to teach marilyn my muay thai strokes
haha sharon too.. haha val was teaching
sharon duno wat stretching stuffs..
I M SO TIRED LAR!!!!...ARGH!!!
so gona die!!!! hai...
| The.Goodbye. 11/20/2005 08:25:00 AM |
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Saturday, November 19, 2005
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the day was a mess n hectic..
i got so many bloody bruises
on my hands n legs.. my knee
i aching like crazy.. i dun
wana see doc.. cos i dun wana
haf.. like a bandage or watsoever
on my knee on my b'day.. LLOLL
supper was great.. syl kero n ah sum
so tired.. my sole hurt..argh.bruises
over crowded.. so tmd.. so tired..
I WANT TO SHOP!! AHSUM!!! WED!!!
TOWN!!! SHOPPING AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wana join MUAY THAI !!!!!!!!!!!
I WAN MY MUAY THAI BOXING GLOVES!!
i wana slp.. LOL its alrdy 3.24 am...
| The.Goodbye. 11/19/2005 03:19:00 AM |
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Friday, November 18, 2005
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ok went for interview in the morning.
was alrite.. the company like big lar..
11 companies worldwide.. i hear already i
stress.. sia.. but oh well doesn't mean
interview means u will get the job.. haha
n maybe i mite get a asst. photographer job.
of cos.. i want the photographer job..
no need to say.. hahahaahahaha pay doesn't matter
photography is my life.
met pei at nite pass her some stuff
smoked alot.. man.. its like 2.37am..
so early.. juz dun feel like slping..
hai.. sianz.. i tink i shall watch
friends.. i got lots of blueblack on
my knee i have totally no idea how i get it.
fuck sia.
| The.Goodbye. 11/18/2005 02:34:00 AM |
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
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its 3.14am nw toking on the
phone with marilyn about genting..
haha bangkok.. haahaha like shiok
lar... tmd..
went JB.. with syl...marilyn...
jyen...adel...i bought..
this black n white Stripes
long sleeves t-shirt..so happy!!
its like a jailbird t-shirt!
i m still short of a jailbird
pants.. n cap!!! LOL.. oh
i bought a pair of berms too..
hahaha n plenty of gums..had..
very gd seafood! i like the berms..
i NEED TO GO SHOP FOR THE VOLCOM BERMS I SAW!!!
its ard 90bucks.. aRGH.. I WANA BUY!!!
i feel so addicted to shopping... so dead..
i still haven make up my mind.. abt
my leg.. hai.. fucked up.. n i m
so fucking tired... fuck.
| The.Goodbye. 11/17/2005 02:59:00 AM |
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
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ok finally going off to JB!
n sara is a very femme gal
who puts on make up...
n i tink she is crazy
| The.Goodbye. 11/16/2005 01:54:00 PM |
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I M SO TIRED..
so NUA.. its 5.33am..
need to wake up at 10am..
to go JB.. i m really so
tired. argh...
I saw the Moon on my way
hm fr cab it looks like
those.. moon they show in
the show.. bfore u enter..
a haunted mansion..
get the picture?
went bowling.. with..
Chris..Edna.. Clara.. Sara.. syl n myself.
den went supper.. with clara n sara.. n syl!
we tok.. till 4+ 5.. can't believe.. its
like the first day i tok to the both of them..
haha clara keeps laughing.. Sara.. keep asking
us to imagine she is a bung.. n asking if she will be a cute one?
haha so lame.. ok lor.. i m really tired..argh..
thursday interview.. So SIANZ..
i m currently typing with mu eyes closed...
guess its time for bed.
| The.Goodbye. 11/16/2005 05:32:00 AM |
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
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i forgot that i was supposed
to collect my check for my
freelance wrk today.. how nice..
sianz. tink i can only collect
earliest.. thursday.. fuck...
went to marilyn's house..
cooked.. some maggie mee
full of balls..[fishballs...
meatballs...chicken mushroomballs]
haha it was alrite.. n oh
we cooked aplate of vege.. haha
ok.. i m sooo tired..n sianz..
Ever wonder what will happen
if u choose something else
| The.Goodbye. 11/15/2005 01:18:00 AM |
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Monday, November 14, 2005
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Do i really look..damn..
fierce n dao? why does
almost everyone says that..
yeah..yesterday on the phone
that.. jessica reassured me
again.. but i m nice.. hahaha
i m a crab.. with oversize..
shell for my powerpac brain..
and all my legs are pinchers..
n my eyes.. is one at the front n
one at the back.. haha i m soo 'Crab-py'
we finished the crapping at 4+am..
yesterday supper! nurul marilyn n syl..
with jyen n meilian but the 2 of them left
early. slacked for a while.. den went.. hm
to make a call.. hahaha ok lar.. i very hungry..
its like 4+ n i juz woke up.. sianz..
| The.Goodbye. 11/14/2005 04:04:00 PM |
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
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Confusion..
its weird.. the feeling
i hate it..
went for ying's 21st b'day
chalet... for awhile...
yah... hahaha thats all..
den met up with syl.. val..
marilyn.. jyen.. and adel at
fisherman village... no didn't
drink.. i hate beers.. really do..
aftdat.. BOWLING AGAIN.. yes..
broke my fingernail.. n got a
small little blister on my finger..
my Middle finger.. HAHAHAHA
my arm aches.. like fuck.... fuck...
fuck.. fuck.. ahahaha ok lar
i haven watched L word for soo long..
so fucking tired.
| The.Goodbye. 11/13/2005 04:36:00 AM |
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
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i got hm ard 3am..
she alrdy slpt..
Bowling was FANTASTIC..
WE BOWLED LIKE 6 GAMES
continously! nw i m begining
to feel the ache.. hahaha
me n syl feel like taking
the course.. LOL.. oh bowling
with edna me n syl!! i tell u..
we like bowl until damn happy..
duno why.. hahaaha we are gona
BOWL regular-ly! hahaha really
lar happy.. ahahaha shld i
watch friends or slp?... hahaha
or L word? its gona be 4.. i duno man..
tink i shld rest.. hahaha how?
| The.Goodbye. 11/12/2005 03:36:00 AM |
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Friday, November 11, 2005
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ok... its 3.07am...
just put down the phone..
with.. this girl call jess..
yes of all name.. i know..
our conversation. is.. haha
funny... fr 12+ to nw.. its
like.. fr.. sch to our brother's
behavior.. haha abt porn.. n
bondage... haha omg so yucks..
hahaha it was funny.. haha
i know if eunice see this..
she is defintely gona scream at me..
LOL...
Watched DOOM with Sharon n SYL today..
the show was.... erm.. just ok...
so got the hint? i wana watch emily rose..
ARGHH~!@~!@~!@ i tink i better slp...
tml is a looonnnngggg ddddaaaaayyyyy...
| The.Goodbye. 11/11/2005 02:41:00 AM |
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
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lets tok abt yesterday first..
BADMINTON!! for 2hrs...den..
BOWLING.. nw my hands ACHES..
my left leg.. no need to say..
hai still undecided.. sinseh or
specialist.. fucked up...
BUT STILL YESTERDAY WAS REALLY NICE
N FUN!!! like SHIOK LAR we SHLD DO
IT MORE OFTEN! OK SYL,ALyssa[AHSUM] n
EDNA!!!
today.. out with none other then the one
i 'loved' the most!!! eunice lar.. this
girl run away fr wrk.. haha came over my
place in the early aftnn!.. watched friends..
went town to eat... i finally MADE MY CUFF!!
yes.. love it.. haha its only 30 lar.. so cheap!
i shld make somemore with design one.. LOL
ok EUNICE.. i ENJOYED MYSELF SO MUCH LAR..
especially the game part.. LAME.. haha
haha ok.. mac nw unable to take orders..
usless.. haha so hungry.. grrrr
| The.Goodbye. 11/10/2005 02:03:00 AM |
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
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this is the new 'in' band
haha no its actually the tag
for the MUAY THAI MATCH..
hahaha
finally.. the watched is being showcased..
its fr nixon.. dun tink they sell this
brand of watch here.. cost me 300+..
n it alrdy has scratches.. ouch..
i got somemore stuff lazy to blog alrdy
but it was a farking nice day.. lar..
really.. hahaha.. blog tml..
Friends or L WORd?
| The.Goodbye. 11/09/2005 01:40:00 AM |
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
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its juz weird..
the mahjong was ok..
lost.. but its just 10bucks
dun really haf the mood to play.
hmm.. heart is hurting..
still tinking of whether to
see the specialist for my leg..
or the chinese sinseh.. hai..
if i wana continue my muay thai
i tink i better get that leg in
gd condition.. hai...
had supper with syl.. edna..christine..
nana.. meilian.. was nt bad
Tml badminton with syl alyssa edna n maybe cecilia..
hope can get the court... hope my leg wun break.
ok i shall go watch friends nw. or shld i
watch the L word....hmmm
| The.Goodbye. 11/08/2005 02:21:00 AM |
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Monday, November 07, 2005
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all this time is passing by
i tink its time to just move on...
the past few days was defintely
fun n nice.. just too lazy to
blog.. but watching the Singapore
first ever Muay Thai competition
was defintely worth standing for 4hrs
aft watching that i m even more
determined abt taking the intermediate
course.. money is nt a prob nw.. so i
m gona go for it most prob.. i love
the sport.. n my coach is very gd oh
i spent 50+ at there.. plus the tickets..
i bought this boxing glove keychain.. n
this muay thai t-shirt.. esp design for the
muay thai match.. haha nice..i love it..
ok.. i better prepare.. MAHJONG SESSION LAR
hahah oh man.. i love life.. nw sooo much..
| The.Goodbye. 11/07/2005 03:52:00 PM |
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
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Sometimes you don't know wat u really want.. wat u really think.. wat u really feel i can't balance out my emotions i've got no answers hate or love or juz memories... no defintion... i m juz lost in somewhere... feel like i m living nothing everyday..
u start to tink wat u did.. wat u sacrifice for a certain person or certain commitment was worth it.. wat u lost, missed was it all worth it.. You tell me.
had supper.. on thursday..
Christine.. Alyssa..Syl..Cecilia..
was really nice..
someone at fridae.. actually emailed
me n say i look like a bad boy.. and
thats sweet?.. but i like the comment..
n guess wats her name.. yes.. .. ..
going for muay thai competition.. i m
so gona be late.. hahaha nvm tink i take
a cab.. watching the competition.. nt
me in it.. LOL.. PEi n Val Stayed over..
haha it was fun.. lar.. tink we were so
crap.. haha ok.. i m sooo tired.. haven
been slping much...at all... sooo dead... argh..
| The.Goodbye. 11/05/2005 02:01:00 PM |
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
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i duno why i wept so hard
when i confirmed wat i tot..
things just nvr turns out
the way we imagined.
i duno why i still care.. i really don't
pei says its cos u nvr left my mind.
came hm 3+pm.. celebrated
hari raya at marilyn's place.
with val..with chips n history..
history of marilyn's EARRINGS..
CHAINS...Bracelet.. n etc..
val was happily surfing cars..
[this very moment i feel a very strong hatred against u]
it was fun.. until a few moments ago..
i hate u for throwing all our dreams away just like that.
| The.Goodbye. 11/03/2005 05:22:00 PM |
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
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so hows its gona be
when you don't know me anymore..
hows its gona be..
when ur sure i'm nt there
hows its gona be
when theres no one left to
tok to between you n me..
YESTERDAY..town..
syl,sharon,cecilia and val.
ate.. at spageddies? however
u spell it... our total
expenditure.. 130 like that..
haha oh man.. last sat.. also
130 for beers n all.. yesterday..
on food.. i can't believe.. i
ate 40bucks worth of dinner..lol
had losbter.. prolly thats why.. haha
den went to watch moviE!.. Domino..
the show is nt bad.. quite nice..
haha the gal.. is damn hot.. hahaha
came hm ard 2.. tok to marilyn until..
4+... this girl really haf alot of stress..
chill man..give urself a break aye!..
later.. will have the L WORD SEASON 1 & 2
but it also means. i need to give up my
OC.. n lent it to Alyssa...hahaha so sad..
hahaa nvm.. ok gtg jet..soon... HAIRCUT
appointment @ 7pm!!! finally SAM!! gona cut
my hair.. so long alrdy lar..
| The.Goodbye. 11/02/2005 04:45:00 PM |
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
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i duno wat to do.. if u don't tell me
anything.. i duno how to be there..
went down to RP again.. to meet CLAUDINE...
went to book some stuffs... den.. went down
to TM... slack.. shopped... chat abt the past.
had dinner at DING TAI FENG..chatted abt..
some stuffs.. everything is so unpredictable.
saw jeffery on bus65.. haha did i mention..
claudine.. was in a pumpkin witch costume..
she wore the witch hat.. while walking past
Mac .. some group of malay.. shouted..
HAPPY HALLOWEEN... ... ... ... ... ... ...
so yah.. she damn entu lar i respecT! n yah lar
u cute lar k.. always say i nt nice... tmd.
den walk her to her prolly future home.. LOL
den.. SUPPER with Syl...Cecilia...Alyssa[i duno how
to spell her name] and meilian... shared ROTI JOHN-ny
Special with Alyssa.. the food was nicceee..! we were
making a hell lot of noise down there.. i guess
everyone had a hell of a gd laugh... i m sooo tired..
sooo red... soooo painfull.. n soo full.. its alrdy 4+am..
didn't know we slacked.. till sooo late.. oh well.. tink i'll
watch some Dvds... hahaha peace out.
| The.Goodbye. 11/01/2005 03:35:00 AM |
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