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Friday, January 27, 2006

This is for u the 'proclaim brother of mine'

Firstly i need to thank you for certain
things... which u tink i forgot abt it
i still thank you for the times being there
n all, the company and all. But u obviously
forgot at watever we did.

So this is it..........
oh .. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR STABBING ME
SO MANY TIMES SERIOUSLY.. more dan anyone
i know in my life. you are NO.1

you say we didn't bother to tok to u
to clean up the shit... seriously like
u did? u assumed so many things n go ard
telling ppl wat u assumed, did u even bother
to ask? you didn't too. u go ard telling people
i n val meet up nvr call u... u trying to wat
defamed us.. n make urself look like the victim?
the fact was pei was there and it was actually just
me, pei and sarah.. we were shopping pants for pei..
Val Called ard 9+ 10.. she asked where m i.. so i was
in town at coffeeclub with pei n sarah.. val wanted to
do HMV.. to buy a CD.. so she came down to get
the CD then she met up with us at say 10+ its was so last
min. it was in town. and we aren't staying that long &
there was pei's fren[sarah] there. THIS IS WAT HAPPEN
GET THE FUCKING FACTS RIGHT BFORE U SPROUT NONSENSE.

YOU SAYING I M SO INTO MY GF AND TURNING OUT NT
MEETING U AND ALL. I DID MEET UP WITH PEI WAT
JUST NT YOU. EVER WONDERED WHY? i bet u did. u
ASSUMED it was bcos of jess. i tell u this k
u are wrong.. she didn't stop me fr meeting u
wat just the girls only wat. I m the one who
doesn't wana meet u. i dun see the point meeting
n end up recieving SACASTIC REMARKS fr you and
entertaining ur attitude.. LOOK K GET THIS IN YOUR
SKULL I DUN OWE U ANYTHING K... SO DUN GIVE ME UR
ATTITUDE. I GUESS U JUST ALWAYS THINK YOU ARE RIGHT.

I know i reject ur invition to supper n bowling
quite a few times... pls bear it in mind i m wrking nw
you supper n bowling is like aft ur wrk. which is 11+ 12..
n usually when u ask its either u have aft shift or off the
next day.. but bear it in mind. i have a full day shift at
wrk at a fucking far away place i need to wake up early
its the same sometimes we ask u out.. if u happen to be wrking
full u wun join us same logic. so we only ask u out when u are
either off or aftnn next day.. n yes u do eat supper with us
sometimes even u still got wrk.. its bcos ur Hungry.. or we are
hungry and all of us are wrking... and also going to JB i cannot
go anymore if u go on a weekDAY I M WRKING YOU KNOW WAT IS WRK
rite? so yah stop saying things bhind our backs.

i knew abt all those things u said bhind my back quite awhile
back.. n yet i kept quiet abt it. its that line u put there
makes me see u CLEARLY. YOU can't wait to see the downfall of
me i guess.. its like u are saying it in a way u can't wait for
it to happen... even a normal fren will nt wish for this kind
of thing.. n yet u are my 'brother' this is the part that makes
me decide wat i m abt to say next. I Dun wan to be a part of the
neh neh tong anymore.. to be more precise i dun wan u to be my
brother anymore.. in which it means i dun wan to have anything to
do with you or ever to see u again. if u tink this is abt jess u are
so wrong u tink u know..me but u don't k u were busying with ur own ego.
its wat u said disgust me to the max cos i have nvr imagine that
comming out of ur mouth i knew u dun like her but doesn't mean u
can say such things. i expect something better than you.. watever
u said prolly i would say it too... but to that FUCKING FAT REDANT
OR THAT BIG NOSE HORMONE JABBER defintely not to the brothers n nt
even to a fren... you just prove to me how much u valued the brotherhood
and the fact that u tink that walking out on my b'day seems to be
nothing to you. i tell this k.. its something i will nvr forget abt it
i didn't hold it against u but nw i guess i know why it happen cos obviously
it all meant nothing to you. and for ur info i didn't even tell anyone that
u walk out on my b'day EVEN WHEN I WAS ASKED HOW WAS THE DINNER THAT DAY. i
guess i gave u more respect than u deserved.. i didn't go ard stabbing u
behind ur back and make myself seems like the victim... yet u go ard saying
things that u ASSUMED. all i can say is DESPICABLE act. I KNOW ALOT OF THINGS
that u tink i duno... ALOT OF THINGS ABT WAT HAPPEN and i heard them fr MEL..
YES MELISSA YOUR EX GF. we have been in contact for quite a long time.. i know
all those shits... but i still stand by u didn't i? i kept quiet abt it. do u see
me go ard telling ppl wat i heard n know? to me i now its a basic respect to keep
certain things between myself and the bros u obviously dun even have any respect
for other ppl other den urself.

you claim we did nt try to tok to u.. tink harder i tink u nvr took our word
to heart dun eevn tink u remember.. i still rem very clearly how val tok to u
bfore n ur response was to ask her to shut up.. i tok to u abt ur studies
giving some suggestions n u made a promise to me that i know u clearly forget
abt it. u promised me u will go study by this year.. u obviously didn't take wat
i said seriously at all. so i dun see the point talking things out with u. it is
just a waste of my time...

and response to u say we always push all the blame to u saying u nvr did anything
gd.. this is call a kettle calling a pot black. u were the one pushing all the
blame on us. you were the one who forgets who was there n who wasn't take my b'day
as an example.. when a few weeks ago u told me u appreciate the times i was there
for you and thank me for being there n BLAH BLAH BLAH.. n yet at the point of time
when val n flo tried toking to u n tink abt the past n watever we shared u still walked out. i m nt saying everything is ur fault.. i know it takes 2 hands to clap
watever i said is to defend myself regarding wat u told people behind my back. there
is still more to say but i shan't bother n i can't really tink nw.

Now u got more things to say to people behind my back aye.

| The.Goodbye. 1/27/2006 11:49:00 PM |

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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

ok a quick one..
leaving the office soon
going to chinatown with
my marissa bibi!!!
heee buy goodies n go
hm eat together!!! muacks

can't wait to see my bibi

| The.Goodbye. 1/24/2006 05:51:00 PM |

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Monday, January 23, 2006

you better dun fucking hell
tell the others i didn't try
cos i tried rather than u
u obviously didn't bother
we dun owe u anything ok
i hope you get that in ur
head. n also.. pls someone
get off my back.. seriously
dun tok to me on msn n dun tag
my blog ok.
oh n also for that particular
person that diao me quite afew times
to refreshed ur memory i dun know
u at all ok so u better back off.

wat a way to start my monday..
i m no longer as tolerate as
last time.. like how the rest
was actually surprise abt how i
m able to tolerate u.. guess that
wore off alrdy.. my patience has
been test and it has alrdy reach
the limit n i wun take anymore shit
fr anybody. and thats the way its
gona be.

living with my marissa has nvr been
better love u my marissa miss u so
much.. can't wait to see u later!

| The.Goodbye. 1/23/2006 09:36:00 AM |

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Friday, January 20, 2006

ok.. wrk nw.. doing webpages
wats new? ahahaha oh man so
tired man.. argh. i tink i
have nvr did so many webpages
in such short time in my whole
life.. its been 3weeks plus..
i did.. hmm... 6-7-8-9? hahaha
n i always got nothing to do!!
i really need to learn to do my wrk
slowly.. i m too fast.. den got
nothing to do .. sianz.. hahaha

later meeting marissa for dinner!
yesterday dinner was.. nice!
so many food.. maybe alil movie
for later too? let's see how it
goes.. haha so nice to slp beside
my marissa n wake up beside her..
miss her soo much nw!

| The.Goodbye. 1/20/2006 11:49:00 AM |

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

something is wrong with the screen..
got one black line... hahaha oh well
nt my com so who cares.. hahaha
can't wait to go hm to my bibi..
we still got lots of food.. left..
hahaha as usual we always buy too
many food.. haha n cannot finish..
rite marissa? LOL

marissa wat u wana eat today?
i go n buy aft wrk.. k
so tired.. do ur wrk k
miss u so much!

| The.Goodbye. 1/18/2006 10:40:00 AM |

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

at wrk nw.. hmmm
congrats to val on passing
her driving! alrite.
feeling kinda pissed..
abt this piece of shit person
named brenda... i hope u read
this u BITCH.. fucking childish
bitch.. i feel like slapping
ur IMBO FACE but it will only
dirty my hands

bibi.. me love u k i will
be more than glad to slap that bitch
n beat her up k. missing u~

GONA CUT HAIR!!!!

| The.Goodbye. 1/17/2006 11:22:00 AM |

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Monday, January 16, 2006

I NEED TO CUT MY HAIR!!!
TML I NEED!! I HAVE TO!!!
ARGH.. so BLOODY LONG!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!I NEED TO CUT!!
ARGH!!! CUT CUT CUT!!!!!!

Waking up next to my
sweetest thing is the
most wonderful moment!
LOVE U MY BAOBEI!!!!!!
you are back finally!!
MUACKS...

ok currently at wrk..
damn sianz.. oh well..
nothing much to do...
lalalala
missing my marissa!

| The.Goodbye. 1/16/2006 11:17:00 AM |

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

hooray in a few hrs time!
i can see my bibi le!
packing up for a week
clothes.. are so hard..
seems like one bag is nt
enough.. maybe cos of my
shirts for wrk.. haha i
duno if i got everything..
hahaha oh well.. love u my
baby.. can't wait to see u
later!!! MUACKS

| The.Goodbye. 1/15/2006 05:11:00 PM |

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

TML IS THE DATE!!!
yeah!! miss my marissa
soo much..... muacks
i got a lil surprise for
u.. which i tink u will
tink that its a waste of
money... muacks! can't
wait to see u...

n i got a good news to tell
u bibi!! muacks! miss u
soo much!!! my marissa!

wrk was ok lor... i just
realised i m actually doing..
quite a bit.. i didn't know
i was a web designer........
i m the photographer for our
resturant.. i m the graphic
designer for our flyers/ brochures..
etc.. and i m the web designer for
our website.. n Eblast thingy..
didn't know i can multi-task..
so well!.. ahhaha damn BHB.. i know!
hahaha oh well..
so tired.. shall snooze.. tml
gotta wrk.. sianz

missing my baby marissa

| The.Goodbye. 1/14/2006 01:45:00 AM |

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Thursday, January 12, 2006

Day 1...
gona go slp nw le..
tml wrk.. hmmm i nw
need to handle.. the
malaysia side..'s design
wrk too... Great.. its
just so stress.. u know..
its like Singapore..& Malaysia..
all the design wrk.. i m doing..
andy got help me out.. i hope
thats all.. hongkong.. indo.. n
the rest.. shld be no need lar..
Andy nvr mention.. pls man..
hai...
missing Marissa sooo much...
so hard to fall aslp..

| The.Goodbye. 1/12/2006 02:40:00 AM |

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

I WANA WATCH FORT MINOR & OASIS!!
FORT MINOR IS A DEFINTE...
OASIS... STILL CONSIDERING...

MISSING MY MARISSA SO MUCH..
CAN'T WAIT TO SEE U...
ANDY IS DJ VORTEX LAR..
HE ASK ME TO GO TO HIS EVENTS..
BUT I DUN.. REALLY CLUB.. HAHA
MAYBE ONE DAY LAR.. NT NW..I WANA GO
WITH MARISSA... HAHAHA SEE ANDY SPIN..
HAHAHA OH WELL...

MISSING MARISSA SOOO MUCH...

| The.Goodbye. 1/11/2006 02:06:00 PM |

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

i m going to bed..
i m really exhausted..
i cannot deal with this nw
i m both mentally
n physically exhausted

| The.Goodbye. 1/10/2006 03:25:00 AM |

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Monday, January 09, 2006

ok its been awhile i know..
this goes to show how tired
i m.. every single day..
i know i m not the only one who
is tired fr wrk. but fuck u i m
really tired so dun tok to me in
that fucked up manner. i fall aslp
most of the time at any place given.
on the sofa.. in the OFFICE...at her
place even on my computer chair. i m
nt fucking used to the timming n mind u
i wrk at jurong. fuck. so take ur attitude
elsewhere i dun need it.

n rite nw i m feeling so fucking tired
no one told me today is casual.. tmd...
sianz.. tml is tues! holiday! so looking forward
to it! n i miss my marissa so much..

| The.Goodbye. 1/09/2006 09:17:00 AM |

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Friday, January 06, 2006

wrk is ok lar..
tired n tired..
tml shopping i wana buy
my FCUK SHOE!!!!!
going shopping with my
MARISSA!! and PEI PEI!
i miss marissa so much
gona tok to marissa
soon! oh man so tired..
tml is casual fri!!!
at wrk..

| The.Goodbye. 1/06/2006 02:10:00 AM |

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Thursday, January 05, 2006

today .. was unexpected//
the suppose to be tml
photoshoot for moonfish
was pushed forward to today..
so stressed lar.. andy
practically left me do the
shoot alone.. lar.. wah biangz..
but its was ok lar..it was quite cool
andy is nice lar really.. haha
looking forward to all the public
hols... so damn tired.. argh..
meet bibi aft wrk! fr millenia walk
yeah i was out of office the whole aftnn
doing the shoot. n having lunch! hahaha
oh bibi n i had billy bombers.. haha
oh well.. saw 2 bungs that is that
BHB think she look like ant one that
HONG MAYI lookalikes.. ahahaha
oh well so tired.. going to bed soon
miss marissa!! sooo much!! gona see
see marissa tml !! hooray!

| The.Goodbye. 1/05/2006 02:15:00 AM |

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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

first day of wrk.. hmm
pretty ok.. i didn't do
anything actually... hmm..
but so damn tired.. nt used
to waking up so early..
so hard to get used to this man

eyes swelling.. argh...
itchy eyes has made a come back
making me even more tired.. argh

pei: dun tink abt wat had alrdy happen
watever it is u be a better stronger
person den before. u can always count on me.

missing my marissa so much..

| The.Goodbye. 1/04/2006 01:38:00 AM |

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

wrk was alrite..
photoshoot on thursday..
with no lightings..
stress.. hahaha
need to tink of concept..
n layout...
missing you so much marissa

| The.Goodbye. 1/03/2006 02:03:00 PM |

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at wrk... pretty.. bored..
need to tink concept for
the photoshoot on thursday..
no lightings.. mini one
for our resturant..
haha the new year promotions
seems nice.. haha
n the office very cold lar..
missing bibi so much...

| The.Goodbye. 1/03/2006 12:21:00 PM |

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| The.Goodbye. 1/03/2006 12:11:00 PM |

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| The.Goodbye. 1/03/2006 12:11:00 PM |

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ok first day of wrk tml..
hmm shirt n pants..
leather shoes..
so nt gona get used to it.
but well hope for the best
a new job at exactly the
start of a new year..
i tink its a gd sign?
haha plus
i have my sweetest thing with me
i miss u so much..

| The.Goodbye. 1/03/2006 02:47:00 AM |

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Monday, January 02, 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

my first post for 2006..
time flies.. so fast
so many things happen
see through ppl i've known
gd n bad.. toking behind
my back.. n all i expected it
so dun feel ashamed abt it.. but
wait i wonder if ashamed is in
ur dictionary.

i miss marissa soo much..
of cos spent new year's eve
n new year with her.. went
to ps.. [same as last year]
watched movie[same as last year]
had crystal jade[where the aunty
keep sayin we ordered a lot of food]
n surprise surprise.. jyen n her rose..
sat right beside us.. at the cinema..
inmagine.. i book the tickets online..
got so zhun boh..

marissa fell back to slp. i tink..
its 2.22pm. hmm.. i need to iron my
clothes n pants for wrk tml...argh..
missing u so much!! will see u with
lunch soon!!!!

juz for a recap.. i totally did nt
enjoy CHRISTMAS DAY AT ALL..
maybe just the jailbird part..n
the brothers part.. u wana be so honest
i be honest then. n thanks.. for watever
u said. really thank you. judge me if u
tink u have the rights n i mean it to
everyone who judges me.. May Satan bless me
n 'bless'the hell out of u too.

n oh yeah one last thing.
i defintely do nt enjoy being lock
out on fucking christmas day
since u dun really care wat ur words
will do to pierce one's feelings..
i shall nt too.

| The.Goodbye. 1/02/2006 02:11:00 PM |

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