Wednesday, March 29, 2006
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since I m soo damn bored. I shall blog
a long.. entry.
So much has gone through with my bibi
staying over at her place for soo long
miss those times now.
i guess both of us has became more bad tempered
due to work. esp ur that fucked up boss
n me.. hmm due to boredom and tiredness
and also last min rushes everytime.
work haven been good for me too.
Kena screwed a few times cos of some small
mistakes.. make my mood fucked up. cos the
mistakes is not made by me. but i m the one
who kena. actually is me and Andy. esp the
latest one.. regarding the English Language
tink andy tot i was the one who wrote it..
cos i overheard Royston asking.. n i tink Andy
said it was me...... - - it was actually not written
by anyone.. Koon took those words from a book.....
i felt like shit lar.. i just feel that all this
fustration has been kept inside of me for damn long.
i hate to do the same old thing over n over again..
i hate it when i have to carry all the responsiblities.
when its not supose to be like that. i hate to work with
ppl with no design sense cos they will nvr understand design
i duno how to open up to ppl anymore.
cos it always seem to me like how mine is not important.
i choose to not bother... but its piling up and i feel
that i m slowly breaking down.
Many thoughts are racing through my mind.. Thoughts are so
uncontrol-able. its killing me. i hate it.
i feel so exhausted every single day/time/min/sec...
i tink i shld just have a real good rest n forget abt
watever that is on my mind.
Val: sorry bro if sometimes when we meet i seem to be at
somewhere else.. and times when i couldn't meet u. really sorry
know that anytime u need to tok.. give me a call k. we will fix
somthing up.
Pei: Bro i know sometimes my attitude online is damn bad.. hai i get
agitated easily nowadays.. we haven catch up for a long time.. its
time we do it.
Bibi: eversince ur wrk starts.. even tho; we are staying together yet we hardly
communicate.. and i felt that we drifted apart.. and i know i started to give
u attitude. and i know right now u tink that why i dun try to be understanding..
i m tired of being understanding n coping with my work stress the same time... n no
i m not blaming everything on u.. hai i just duno how to tell u my stress cos i
know u are alrdy stress enough with your work. it turns out i m not as strong as
i tot i will be. and crushing down with foul temper is nt working for us. i will
try to be more understanding towards u n i hope u will too.. lastly..
i love you.
dun get too stress over your work. just do ur best. it will be alright. i m here if u need me.
love u
| The.Goodbye. 3/29/2006 04:15:00 PM |
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bfore brushing my teeth i got a shock..
was coughing.. quite badly den i spit out
the flamm....... guess wat?... its in
bloody dark red... i tot it was maybe just
dried blood and perharps just alil.. but who knows
the next 5-6.. forced flam spit.. are as bloody red
as the previous.. shld i be happy? at least i know
Maybe my health is going down! which mean i m/ mite
be dying soon. hmm oh well.. but i dun really feel pain
in the throat.. so WATS WRONG?????? oh well
so farking tired.. i wana SLP LAR!n i m so happy that..
one of my colleague is leaving on the 6 of april!!!!
hooray.. can't really stand her!
| The.Goodbye. 3/29/2006 10:08:00 AM |
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Monday, March 27, 2006
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my bro brought back a hamster..
n he named it corridor...
cos the gf found it at her house corridor...
-.-"
So bored.. finished work.. hmmm..
tired.. hmm yawns
| The.Goodbye. 3/27/2006 04:35:00 PM |
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alrite.. waiting for my bibi to be done
hmmmmmmmmm.....
Was fun catching up with val
we are always so lame n lame..
hahaha
Bro u need da take it easy k
just dun use the player dolla thingy again
hahaha haven we learnt?
Saying the wrong things...
den apologise.. nt gona leave gd impressions k
haha u know wat i mean.
alrite.. my bibi is done with her WORK!
gona go bed soon!!! tok to my baobei!
| The.Goodbye. 3/27/2006 01:55:00 AM |
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
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People like the 2 of you.. hahaha... defintely a match made in heaven!
u tink i didn't know rite..
your sooo wrong..
| The.Goodbye. 3/21/2006 10:27:00 AM |
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Monday, March 20, 2006
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hmmm
why are u feeling so guilty?
the network at work is screwed up
duno wats wrong man...
haha but wat a relax day
| The.Goodbye. 3/20/2006 05:31:00 PM |
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
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ok a quick one.. since they are having meeting
Thanks val man for the GUMS!! that is like ice!
and the black lighter!
and of cos the HANGING OUT.. haha the jokes and all!
and the roast beef at CCE with ur soft bun that melts
in your mouth... LOL
I tell u k.. my office door got static.. lar..
I keep kena.. the pinching effect when i touch the
doornob ... n i m nt the only one.. ANDY TOO!! haha
damn cold in the office lar
tml.. ON LEAVE!!! wah need to run lots of errands!
FIRST TO THE HOSPITAL den to NAFA den to ***
can't wait to go home to my bibi!!
miss u soo much... dun worry k my baobei
everything will be fine one.. fuck that jeffery
he is gona pay for wat he has done
I FINALLY GOT MY EXTENSION OF TATTOO!!! YES!! i can't wait
to get a fifth one man~ fucking addictive n i also finally
replace my dying earphones from apple.. that nw has a remote..
the wire.. is kinda like too long.. now.. TMD... hahaha
oh well the thoughts going through my mind is piercing
piercing with hatred
you shld listen to 3 doors down - my world.
| The.Goodbye. 3/14/2006 02:40:00 PM |
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Saturday, March 11, 2006
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I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!
YES!!! see this is what i call childish??
hahah yeah its in u n i guess ur fren?
who dun have the guts to put his/her name?
can give me something new other den english?
why ur current secondary sch english teacher
from where? england? america? hahaha grow up man
n oh do u know wat is slandering? u wana sue me
izit? haha pls u ask that motherfucker to be honest
for once fuck watever i mention was watever she said
she has the guts to say it den be prepared to face wat
she is gona get fr saying those stuff if nt den shut the
fuck up puss. oh i tink ur tag wanted to sound insulting
but it SOUNDS CHILDISH! but den again wats new? can't expect
much.
Oh yah u wanted to slap my face rite? why u still living in
the secondary sch toliet days? hahaha u know wat i welcome u
to come n try to slap my FACE MANAGER!!! i may be a fucked up
designer but wat are u? ask ur friend to use her brain bfore
throwing 'insults' at ppl. But u know at the end of the day
i m the one with the proper job n a proper cert
n oh to the person who has no guts at all need to hide behind
2 fullstops pls if u wana be 'hero', leave ur 'heroic' name then if
nt u will just be a gutless piece of shit
| The.Goodbye. 3/11/2006 01:35:00 PM |
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
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i m not gona do u any favours why shld i?
if u mean wat u say abt not wanting us in ur
fucked up life den why the fuck are u still
looking at my BLOG?
| The.Goodbye. 3/09/2006 09:31:00 AM |
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
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You know wat u still make urself sound like the
fucking victim here AGAIN OH WELL WATS NEW?
U tink by deleteing ur fucking blog all those
words u type there will be erased? u shld be
Matured enough to know that will nt be the case
dun expect us to spare a thought for ur feelings
when u didn't.
Enough said u dun deserved me wasting my time on
writing insults on.
All i can say i wasted my time and take it as a lesson
learned...no not beware of friends.
it is Dun give friends who often make mistakes so many chance
to change.. cos they nvr will, if they will they would have
the first few times.
| The.Goodbye. 3/08/2006 01:55:00 PM |
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
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ok.. Blog.. yes.. been soo long..
too lazy n busy to blog.. these days..
now is my lunch time so i shall blog..
LATER 8PM FORT MINOR LIVE IN INDOOR STADIUM!!
lets hope its nice k..
haha GONA WATCH with my baobei Marrisa!, AH MIN,
Peipei and peipei's friend! hahaha
hmm ok.. hmm ya work.. is alrite.. i guess?
Singapore side one.. the malaysia side one..
still i wish to kill that muthafarker VINCENT.
yes him. knn ccb one big piece of LARD!
oh well bibi nw working le bibi u will be ok one
you no no worry everything will be alrite one k!
Muackies me will be here with bibi k! miss u soo
much!
| The.Goodbye. 3/01/2006 01:35:00 PM |
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