gona update on flo's damn .... nonsense b'day party dated super long time ago.. lol ( as usual always late.. )
then gona upload on my PB soon with 2nd batch of photos taken with vikki on one of the sunday....
the one where we climbed in an old abandon house.
i'm so freaking tired. tmr skipping training.... but i am going for a swim
i think nowadays all i can really talk about is running... weights... running... weights... and.... training.. and running.. and training.. and swimming.. and running.. and swimming. tennis... and running... tennis and running..
am i going crazy? ... ... well at least i got one happy news -
i do feel bad for what i've said but i am not gona say sorry and take it back because its what u truly are.
and what u truly deserve.
ur pathetic 1 man drama show
we are all in the audience seat laughing in silent.
i'll throw in a dime for the brilliant act you put up. -
u know.. how i really feel? happy. no seriously. happy. but tired. just feel that i got so much more in my life now than i had 2 years ago.
and also know that how much better a person i am not saying i am good. but better... -
i am just someone who cannot be bothered most of the times. who don't know how to say nice things. someone who is boring. someone who doesn't hope much or dream much. someone who is content with what life comes and gives someone who don't have alot of wants. someone that is born with a damn sarcastic mouth... someone who cannot stop being lame... someone who always say all the stupid things at the wrong time. someone who really love to be carefree just want to be there for the one i love;just want to be close. definitely someone who hopes guns and murders are legal in SG someone who doesn't really know how to tok abt problems. someone who just doesn't have a clue abt the feelings inside of her. someone who is very very vain right now.
but honestly i have no idea who the hell i am. i wish i knew. i have dreams too it may not be the same as others infact its pretty different but we all have the same ending point to our dreams
so why the judgment? why have to be so GEH GAO LEH..... TSK!
lame again.
take ur rubbish to some other place and stop loitering around me.
| The.Goodbye. 7/30/2008 03:29:00 AM |
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Monday, July 28, 2008
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bitch
u open my eyes thanks
u know what u said u shld know u will nvr get away with it. believe me when i say these i've seen karma.
unscrupulous as u are its gona get back at u in time .
can't believe ur such a liar. its like a child act. grow up for christ sake dun u know not everything is abt u?
get a grip of life man and please get some brains. need me to pay for it?
so money is more impt huh. thats why u stayed with ppl isn't it.
bloody 2 face bitch u better warn all ur friends abt urself and please look into the mirror and look at urself
but thank you for dumping me that is prolly the one good deed u will ever do so please try to stop harming ppl with ur bloody presence
no wonder i AM a PSYCHO.
| The.Goodbye. 7/28/2008 02:09:00 AM |
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u are your very own freak show
thank you for dumping me. the best thing that ever happen to me. i am thanking god every single day. u have no idea man.
tsk tsk tsk. smart alec. bite ur own ass.
i hope those lies make u feel bigger cos they make me laugh even louder.
i wonder how small u are to resort to this.
but u know what enjoy and carry on. i got plenty of space at my back. keep those knifes coming BABY!
thank you for showing me how ugly a person can get just to make themselves look good u can fool ur friends but u know u can't fool the rest.
nt everyone is as stupid as u are.
i wonder how is karma gona get you i hope the show is good. cos i am the one paying for it.
but u know what i think u gona be so fucking successful next time cos u are soooooo unscrupulous u do anything to get what u think is worth it even things like these.. so tiny yet it mean so much to u word basher. ha well as long as u happy can already bash as much as u can. see how long that last. and oh btw does ur friends know that how bitchy u are? and how u bitch abt them? do they think that u are really their good friends?
hmm u put on such a good act
i think you shld warn the ppl around u to be careful of u cos omg... u are soooo SCARY!
BOO!
| The.Goodbye. 7/28/2008 12:35:00 AM |
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Thursday, July 24, 2008
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there is alot of uncertainty and there is alot of things i have no idea of.
but one thing for sure is that i love u.
and also another thing is. i m gona ache like hell. yes today is training day. 2.4k run.. the only tough part is the knee then.. did like 90 of each arm workout... total 4 different kinds lor... plus some other pull arm or what
then came 200 push up ( literally means PUSH up) its push up position... and u push urself up..... on the tracks... so now.. my palms.. are swelling.. red and the skin is scrapped so is my knee... red... swelling... skin is scrapped off... 200.... damn bloody shiok.
tmr by right is have photoshoot... at this company.. now how liao? i bet my arms will be shaky but i think they got hire photographer. so i think.... still can make it.... i shall direct then. LOL
i am so freaking tired. i need a MASSAGE!
n oh for u.. pls dun mistake the 'u' on top is u. i am not as desperate as u.
| The.Goodbye. 7/24/2008 12:53:00 AM |
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
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i guess people do change
i nvr wore bright or even colourful stuffs..
but yet i bought myself a red tee from cotton on a green stripes polo tee from topman.
and u know what i love them so much. esp the green stripes i almost bought this red and black stripes berms too.
whats gotten into me? ha. the most stubborn of all people can change i guess.
i wonder if i am a closet techno or trance fan. cos i really love modern talking alot. like ... really alot...
i think their mtvs are damn funny.
so old school.... when i was just a kid i wished i was back then.
your my heart and your my soul. i wish i could just hold u
i got so much faith in u
| The.Goodbye. 7/23/2008 12:31:00 AM |
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Friday, July 18, 2008
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OK TADA...
DESARU photos.. just lacking of the chalet ones... will upload soon just got them today. enjoy ppl plssss plss.... leave me some comments aye.
NOW TELL ME IF WHEN YOU LOOK BACK AT YOURSELF AS TIME PASS BY.
CAN YOU FACE YOURSELF AND ANSWER TO WHAT YOU HAVE DONE?
FOR SELF-PITY AND LONELINESS -
IS IT REALLY WORTH IT?
I KNOW ITS DEFINITELY NOT.
i wish i had conscience like that.
-no conscience-
| The.Goodbye. 7/11/2008 04:24:00 AM |
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Thursday, July 10, 2008
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Ran-doms... not so Ran-doms
I buy my own cigs... if i dun have the money i dun smoke.
I dun go ard asking ppl for CIGS.
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I definitely dun act shuai........
cos apparently u leave deep bad impression to ppl... and appear to be a loser...
( pei&val.. u know who i refering to HOR? )
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I DEFINITELY do not add in a slang in my ang moh... (unless for fun)
(haven we all hated ppl who like to have fake slangs? who doesn't?)
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I usually dun tok until damn big..... or haolian
( i nt thick skin enough and i am too judgmental abt myself )
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I AM... DEFINITELY NOT A WHITE CHICKEN ANYMORE...
(i want to be a tanned human... not a white sheet of paper or BAI ZHAN CHICKEN)
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BUT APPARENTLY I AM A PSYCHO!!!!!!!!!!!
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when i am offended... i am worse than a psycho for sure.
wana test that theory? i'll make ur life a living hell.
but now i dun really feel offended.. i actually felt like i just had an eye opener....a SHOCK of a lifetime...and too busy a life enjoying with my friends now.. so... i will check my schedule and see if i am free to make someone's life a living hell ok! but in the meantime i must admit.. i am a real sarcastic time bomb.... bo pian born like that.....
-lies to make oneself pityful... thats so pathetic... i feel sorry for it. but i understand attention is so damn impt and i guess selfishness is so bloody scary.
-but guess what? i'm not the worse... there is a CRAZY and LOSER tag hanged and pinned... thankfully not on me.
---- W.W.W.----
i can hardly wait.......
sunshine.....
sunshine.....
SUNSHINE...
dun need to fluant cos ur nt even in the list anymore.
| The.Goodbye. 7/10/2008 04:29:00 AM |
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Tuesday, July 08, 2008
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ok seems so long since i last blogged. i still have tons of photos that haven been uploaded yet. so u guys got alot to look forward to.
no.1 - the colour and BnW photos from my recent ard cityhall photoshoot trip. no.2 - the crazy b'day chalet super lame theme celebration for flo's b'day on the 29 of last mth. --------
anyway the desaru trip was 8 of june. so within 1 mth we had like... crazy fun like this.. actually tink we almost everyday also like that lar.. since we meet like almost every other day. BTH..
let me refresh back my week.
i dun rem that far actually.. lets start from thursday. -novena sq - united square. cos someone need to see doc for mc. then pass her the Colour photos from the photography trip
THEN we went to collect the BnW photos!
so happening. haha i haven really seen all of them cos its still with her lor.
nvm shall get it within this week or maybe sat lor since we are meeting for
mini movie marathon [hellboy&handcock]
ok aft that lunch/dinner... at far east
then.. haircut .. no not me.. her lah i no hair liao.
then movie at cine! [WANTED] the movie was only alright
but well it was good to me.. cos its angelina jolie... lor
whats new huh.. she omfg hot.
aft that send her home then head down to far east sq... meet
Samdy khan at his workplace for beers.... for the first time
i actually ok with beers..[ ok just budweiser ... drank ard 3 bottles ]
proll the most i have ever drank ...[ for beers ]
then supper at maxell then home.
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friday..
tink meet the gang for dinner at the usual.
then aft that joined SK again for drinks with his colleagues at MOS...
then head to kandibar... 2 bourbon .. 1 tequila sunrise and beersssss...
playing 5,10.. SK colleagues are damn funny lar..... esp 5,10... got peace sign.
haaaaaaa
but aft.. that..i puked.... quite alot.. damn it man.
nvm then head home.. concuss.
forgot to mention when Q-ing to go in..
almost kena bang by a car.. from the back... ha
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sat
early morning -check up
no good news.
the doc says [ enjoy myself now and do what i want to do and be happy ]
then supposed to go baibai.. cos i was really damn suay..
accidents.. sprain for no reason... accident prone.. almost kena accidents..
u name it.. i got it man.
but no mood to go either.. and super tired..
slpt almost the whole aftnn...
then went down to united square met edna and meimei
then waiting for syl to be done so we can head down to boat quay
to pitstop.. [ no not a pub, when i m with them we are healthy ppl ]
its a boardgame cafe.. i tell u i love that place.. second time there..
they have tonnes of boardgames.. really fun ones.. haha and of cos lame ones
they took a photos of us.. and we paste it up their walls..[ whichs is already filled with tonnes of photos]
then we all printed out one to keep. haha
plus we took tonnes of lame pictures there.... bth..
we are THAT FUN!... haha and LAME.[will post the photos soon]
then edna and meimei was being sooo JUDGEMENTAL...
- say i smile i look better.. [ even took picture to prove it ]
- say i wear cap better.. [ lucky the guy brian say like that... i cut hair for what.. haha cos he tinks my hair is cool.. haha]
hahaha ... i tink i really love my hair alot..... can't help but need to
post abt ppl saying my hair is cool... LOL cannot stand.
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sunday...
supposed to meet cecilia.. but didn't [ we meet up soon aye.. sorry ]
then went to meet edna,meimei,leonard&mei.. for... MAHJONG.
hahaha taitai games.. then... aft that.. went to downtown.. wanted..to
play carrom.. end up have dinner.. and KTV... [ will post the photos soon]
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monday..
i tell u i tink i have to admit.. i am a closet sims fan.
i just bought myself sims2 open for business expansion set!
the one i wanted soo much! finally! so now on my mac..
i play sims2... on psp i also playing sims2 ... hahaha
bth...... i like played from i wake up.. till i meet edna and meimei
for MAHJONG again.. lol... gian bth....
then aft tat met val in the wee hours.. hang out... toked..
knocked some sense into me.. and had supper [omg i am sooo unhealthy]
then got home.. abt awhile ago.. bathed... and then it rained..
wah heng... rain only aft i am home lor.
haha thanks bro aye.
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thanks to all of u guys.
wouldn't have had sooo much Fun if it wasn't u guys.
wouldn't have rem how fun i was.. and how lame i was either.
bring back the old days.
rem. watever happens. u guys are the best.
| The.Goodbye. 7/08/2008 03:39:00 AM |
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Friday, July 04, 2008
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OK THE DESARU PHOTOS..
Finally its done.
ok so here is what i have
we were waiting to board the ferry!
Guess whose hand? ... MINE.. lame
on board the FERRY! tink we ARE ALL PLAYING PSP AND DS!.. that reminds me.. to bring my psp out later on!
After the Ferry! these 2 pics.. like machiam always got ppl hiding in the back... lol
THE WHOLE GANG!
they were all pretending to be slping.. except for flo... who is pretending to be emo..
our first meal at the resort.....
On the way to find the Go Kart! what a pic from MEI MEI...... WAHAHAHA
the go kart... is like.. hmmm.......
look at the files..... man... so big and many.. omg....
The first nite!... we went to the lounge.. to play pool and drinks I tink this photo of SYL.... DAMN FUNNY LAR!
back to the VILLAS... this is angel.. on the left and meilian on the right.. i wonder what are they posing... for sia...... BTH....DAMN FUNNY LOR.. OMG..... well i am alil slpy.. and maybe drunk..( too much beer .. with liquor) but this is POSED on purposed! i am not that drunk yet! i tink they loved to take photos with 'drunkards' LOL
meilian the mahjong face
u see the top left pic.. edna's pose. LOL hahaaha i duno why i got the cork facce... maybe its early in the morning. haha
waiting for our bus to go to the town area.... hence the camera hmmmmmmmm ..... speechless. i like syl's pose for coffee.. see who is behind the photo? haaaaa can see komala and.. my nikon tripod bag.. plus me at the side.. and of cos.. the beautiful NG and Janie meimei on our way.. to eat super goood SEAFOOD! and guess what? we are al slping. haha hehs.. there! the FOOD!.. LOBSTER!,KANG KONG, CEREAL PRAWNS,SHARK FINS, the TOFU.. damn nice lor. the brothers camero moment. aft the woooo hooo seafood. haaaa now i am hungry. hmm
oh oh guess who we saw there??? CHEN LIPING and her husband and family! we took the same ferry! wahahaha
anyway thats all i am bothered to do.. i am so freaking lazy.. but for more photos u can always go to this link http://s290.photobucket.com/albums/ll255/jane___123/desaru%20june08/
