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Tuesday, December 30, 2008


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ok i am back...
yes so late..
was watching... xiao niang re

first thing first
AUSTRALIA is a MUST WATCH...
well at least for me..
i think the show was very nice.
And Super Hamster thinks its nice.
so i guess its worth the watch :)

okkk lets see....
christmas eve.. was at meimei's house
it was girls nite out... at our teammates place
to celebrate christmas eve and also
to plan for the skit we were supposed to 'perform'
for the christmas party....:)

well i cook this mushroom thingy! and the rest was
done by mei2's mum.. her mum is the best host ever
very very very nice lady! and of cos mei2 too.:)
well we stay till pretty late.. but i fell aslp.. half way through
the discussion.. of the script... lol but well.. i did
contribute alil here and there..
at least i came up with the 3 wise WOmen... lol
that ignite the whole concept of the play..
and well my role was a gay ah beng... -_-|||
and we had mud,minah, ah lian, ah huay and afew aunties..
yah.. its lame-nes... total lame-ness
but its godamn fun.

the party was without a doubt fun.. just that i've got a few bruises here
and there.. due to the games... we played..
it was not only injury prone.. its damn tiring...
i guess all DB ppl are mad abt using energy.. aye?
hahaha madnesss!

then come friday .. was another nite out day ..
this time was drinking and clubbing...
yes friday nite at zouk with some teamates.
and boy we drank quite alot..
it was sebei fun lar .. cap eve was alil high...
danncing all the time.. lol
and i rem one time when taking photos together.
she put her head on my lap... and smiling widely and
happily.. hahaha... i wonder if she even realise..
i know there are tonnes of photos.. for this...
buttt.. its in eve's camera and she will take
forever to upload.. so.. i shall get from
tigress sam first... hahaha..

anyway i left earlier.. with tigress sam,clare,joce...
had too many shots and all .. was feeeling damn slpy....

got hm bathe and slpt..
unlike........ someone(tigress) told me
she went hm and konked.. out.. straight!!!
(i hope she doesn't read my blog..lol)

the next day(sat) i woke.. up feeling sick and having
really bad sore throat... and soon enough i was
slowly getting worse... my whole body aching..
tonnes of phlegm... coughing.. throat really painful...
but stubborn as i am i refused to see a doc..
so just drank tonnes of water.. take panadol..
nua on the bed and online the entire day!

come sunday.. was feeling sick still
but i just couldn't bring myself to nt go training..
furthermore monday i'll be on leave too
so the more i wanted to go training..
and so i still went even tho i was sick and all
took temp bfore i row.. 37.1
and aft training finish.. 38.1.... lol
aft bathing and all.. was feeling really really
bad.. and damn hungry but my throat.. still
hurts like hell.. so i just went to grab lunch with them
and went to get more panadols... and.....
eat and clare send me to hougang as she had to fetch her mum
and i took bus from there back...
had to miss out steamboat with syl they all
really sorry guys...
was really bad bad bad...
i took the new panadol when i got
home rested alil and got better..
and then of cos i kiasu i took a few more.
lol and had that funny convo with jidan...lol
and ZzZZzzz

come today woke up felt sooo much better..
but was still coughing and all throat still hurts
alil here and die.. phlegm still plenty... argh
and my left wrist is hurting alil..
and i was dunking painkillers.. here and there
met vikki at town .. wanted to shun bian get my
cigs but i guess the whole of sg sold out or what shit
dang.. but i got others lar.. smoke one puff cough a few times.
sebei sian...... tink i shld really stop for the time being.
arghhhh

ok nvm we had KFC.. wahahha... then watched Australia!
nice show.. must watch..! we ate jelly beans in the cinema!
haha .. then send her home and went home..
and now i am typing this entry. coughing like mad... :)

Mummy1 tells me she tinks she is straight
Mummy2 says she look soooooo crooked...
so .. which one? hahaha
welll.... then again.. so what... ?

take away the 2 n d and i'll be the aft that.


i wish u knew.



| The.Goodbye. 12/30/2008 04:28:00 AM |

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Monday, December 29, 2008


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alrite first thing first..
since miss jidan say i no update
then i shall update something abt her.

buried_six_feet@hotmail.com: hahahaha
buried_six_feet@hotmail.com: reaction slow ar
buried_six_feet@hotmail.com: lol
spring_breeze4@hotmail.com: yea lor!
spring_breeze4@hotmail.com: lol!
spring_breeze4@hotmail.com: my ache dont come on that day itself one
spring_breeze4@hotmail.com: must sleep wake up then tadah!
buried_six_feet@hotmail.com: hahah ur descriptions damn funny leh
buried_six_feet@hotmail.com: ta dah....
buried_six_feet@hotmail.com: bth leh
spring_breeze4@hotmail.com: lol, why!
spring_breeze4@hotmail.com: otherwise use what to describe the ache is here
buried_six_feet@hotmail.com: hahaha can say wake up then feel the ache?
buried_six_feet@hotmail.com: hahaha not tadah!
spring_breeze4@hotmail.com: but must type so long
spring_breeze4@hotmail.com: just tadah then you know the ache already
buried_six_feet@hotmail.com: hahaha
buried_six_feet@hotmail.com: furnie lar u

i think she really use very furnie descriptive words.. this Tadah! make me laugh like mad

ok i am gona continue to blog abt this later...
need to go out to meet miss hamster now.
but i am still not feeling very well..
was sick since sat.
dang.. but i want to get my cigs in town.. :( lol



| The.Goodbye. 12/29/2008 02:45:00 PM |

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Monday, December 22, 2008


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HEY ppl i'm back,

I am bloody piss at work.
so i am gona USE WORK TIME TO BLOG~~~
u know aft one website has been over
i tot i could take a break from doing WEB..
BUT NOOOOO!
i've got another web shit to deal with.

I shld have shut my mouth abt me knowing how to do website
cos obviously most boss dun understand.
"i only know the basic of website"
its making me really frustrated. and fucking annoyed.
its wasting my time.. on top of this i'm doing this
directory for this big client of ours.. SFIC...and cos
of the website its delaying and making me lose focus!
i'm not having a peace of mind when it comes SFIC,
cos i just ain't got the mood to work on it.

---- on the side note.... i'm having a super long break! (yes again!) ----
Waiting for tues to come.. as Wed is half-day
thursday is christmas...
friday is boxing day.
sat is the day aft boxing day
sun is the day aft the day aft boxing day.
Mon.. is the day that i will hopfully sit on the damn flyer..(with missy hamster)
.. and yes..
all those days that i've mentioned.. means i'm on leave!
hahaha
so its fro wed aftnn to TUES! hwahaha
then tues come back.. work 1 day wed half day again.. then hol one day.
hehs.. lovin in.

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ok now let me briefly try to rem what happened for the past 2 weeks.
oh oh i was thinking back to the day of the BBQ... at alison's house.
the photos still kinda cracked me up.
and see how much beer we bought.
2bottles of heniken and 6 pack of hoegarden.. at seng shiong i think
Cecilia and mel say its cheaper..
then i paid for the 3 bottles of calsberg at the petrol kiosk its ard 6+ each..
i tink slightly more ex than sheng shiong only lar.. Cecilia or isit mel..
say its like 7+ 8 bucks each. dun ask me why so random. lol

okok lets flashback
Last Sun training...
was training under the rain.. the entire time.
but it was sure damn fun... coach wasn't ard.
so cap eve and steven was leading the team
and they were teaching us this stroke..
kinda cool and we were playing kallang river
splashing at each other..(ESP the DEC BABIES, which is
sheng long and Jean)
and mind u i slpt less than 1hr before training
played half a round of mj at edna place.
from 1+am to 6am ....

then i think.. i met up with vikki a few times.. that week..
watched quarantine and pride and glory..( i think so .. is there another one?)
i rem one friday i took MC.. and went to meet her for movie. lol
then went to meet her on one of the week nite at her house there for coffee
to borrow CD from her. then tink thursday aft my company christmas dinner buffet at
the park hotel@orchard met her for midnite movie. i think lar.. haha
oh yah we ate the sakae teppanyaki! hahaha niceeeeee she dun like..foie gras lol..
dun like sotong also.. lol tsk tsk tsk...
if nothing goes wrong flyer next mon!

yesterday (sun) was training day.. Open House for our PLK DB!
it was not bad.. quite fun.. alot of ppl...
got one girl call eunice... nick name green earrings............
lol
apparently 3 ppl was .. bio-ing her.
one of which is me. lol pei and this other guy.
she was at my boat. haha but pei got a better view.
cos she right rower.. pei is left.. and i'm right rower too.
so got blockage. haha
but i think she is young.. cos her bunch of friends look
really young. lol
and my Friend Ember went! with her friend james
and at least james is coming back for more. lol

Sat didn't go training..bcos.. SO MANY OF THEM NOT GOING,
hear le also sian end up i tink only 13-15 ppl turn up for sat training.
and out of which only 2 girls.. hhahaaha
ok i feel bad.. abt it...
but heard the training was really tough
so kinda glad didn't go.. hahaha

hah ok met up with VAL!!!!! sat last min ..she msg me
in the morning i told her i not going training.
so she was want to go queensway?
haha she went there and do her shopping! and boy
she did her shopping. lol
a few t-shirts is there a pants? i forgot.
and i bought a Springfield boxer! hahaha
i think i'm gona go back and buy more.
hahaha

aft that we ate at thai expresssssss
we were out till 11+ man how we can shop..
hahaha we met ard 4+ 5.. hahaha
what a day... it was fun val! haha
ok we shall try to go for spinning classes?
one fine day.... maybe one of the day where i am on leave?
then we can get the one day pass for gym and do tones
of WORK OUT! how abt that?
hahaha

Christmas party on the 25 and 24 is the same gathering at
the same place at the party with just the girls!
maybe pot luck aye?
haha heng i bought the exchanged present alrdy..
yesterday aft training.. sebei tired.
and now i'm burnt..
on my shoulders and face alil...
and my face got a the shades.. shape.. dang....
lucky not very obvious.. sigh

alrite back to the website.



| The.Goodbye. 12/22/2008 11:56:00 AM |

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Friday, December 19, 2008


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its funny.
i can actually miss a person so much.
making me moodless at work..

i wish everyday was like the times we meet up.
its a joy to have u around.
:)

and Clare... i will blog soon ok..
lol maybe tonite.. so many to type
i'm now at work.
sebei moodless and tired. lol

can't wait for weekend training!



| The.Goodbye. 12/19/2008 03:32:00 PM |

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Tuesday, December 09, 2008


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it has been quite awhile since i last blogged..

nothing much happened i guess...
hmm prolly cos i dun really recall much..
my memory is not doing me well.
i guess it just got worse aft those clots.
or maybe i am just paranoid.
but well.. at least i dun need to go back to check up so often alrdy.

and... this one thing i have to say.

I M BECOMING WHITER!!!! 
thats very very very bad!



i cant wait for training!!!

oh well.. its resuming this week! hahaha
can't wait

and last sat was supposed to kayak.. but didn't happen..
end up spending $$$$$$$ on a watch...
but well i do love it and ALMOST EVERYONE SAYS ITS NICE..
ok except.. Miss Hamster.. . . . . . .

oh well its Michael Kors
anyone who watch Project runway shld know who is he.

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its a chronograph watch. its a designer watch and its quite big.. and alil heavy.. lol
well not gona mention the price.. cos aiyah no need to say also know its ex.. rite?
( i know i sebei bhb .. but its cos i dun really know how much it really cost? )

ok on to the next one was.. our last min BBQ session with the GANG!
it was nonsense as usual and the photos are up on FACEBOOK!
haha some are really classic photos..
esp when its ZOOM IN..
Alison connected her laptop to her TV.. and we view all
the photos.. BIG! and ZOOM in.. i tell u we all have some
really classic faces/poses..( meilian had the most )
it Was a hell of a BBQ for sure.
There was syl,calista,edna,flo,jaime,alison,meimei,mel,bangla,cecila and me~
in the end i fell aslp on alison's couch.. lol

and today was supposed to either play tennis/kayak/swim
but it didn't happen cos there was like too many plans..
on and off and all.. but well the weather didn't do us good anyhow.
it was raining the whole day guess if we made the plans
it wouldn't have been able to carry out..
and tmr is back to work..
how.. sick is it.
hahaha ok i am just venting...

i dun want to work!!!!!
i want 365 HOLS A YEAR!
hahaha
ok

i tink i need a haircut again.
hmmm altho i tink i just cut 1 week ago..
shld i? later my hair stylist ask me to not cut again..LOL

i need to work out or at least swim soon!!!
doing weights and crunches are not enough!!!!
i need more than that!!!! cardio CARDIO!
haha i seriously need to get tanned..
and man open house for DB is on the 21st DEC
anyone interested pls let me know ok
hope that Aunty Mel and MAYBE.. calista and syl..lol
will be interested aye.. lol oh and also that hamster.

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i duno what to say.
i think my feelings goes up and disappear fast too.
suddenly feel alil hatred.
not those i hate you kind.
but those that i feel that i've got nothing much to say to u anymore kind cos of how things are goin on.
just feel like washing my hands off.
but somehow i still can't kind.. oh well
i also duno what i am talking abt.

back to work in a few hours time.. suckers



| The.Goodbye. 12/09/2008 02:20:00 AM |

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Wednesday, December 03, 2008


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dun know why i still bother.
seems like i've been condemn.
if it were to happen again
i will still react the same way
try seeing it from my point of view rather than just judging by the side and standing on the other side.

if anyone of u(s) out there were me.. dun tell me u will do it the other way.. cos I am the one who feels what it feels now. not anyone else. REMEMBER IT.

i've even been advised to stay away for my own gd. but i didn't. i tot at this age things like this will prolly not happen but well i guess things will nvr ever go one's way. oh have mercy on my soul. i'm too old for this shit.

P.S. i will say if i want to.

on the lighter note.
i can't seem to stop lifting weights.
so is this good or bad?
i miss rowing like hell.
it has become an addiction.
the satisfaction that i get aft every training
was something money can't buy and of cos
not everyone can have either.
its not for ppl who just talked abt wanting this and that. wanting to earn alot of money and being materialistic(if anyone wants to know this line refers to who(s) please ask me instead of assuming) bcos they are so damn materialistic, its a totally different kind of satisfaction.. its something money can buy.

i can't wait for training to resume..
it doesn't seem very right when there is no training.
with each training i know i pushed my limits alil bit more
and boy does it feels good.

but then it has its bad points too.
one is .. my freckles is becoming worse..
and my skin seems really dry now... n i have sebei awful tan lines..
and also i have uneven arms and shoulders... 'muscles'
but well
i've learn alot at DB thats for sure.
training not only physically but also mentally.

i will nvr forget how it felt when doing the 10km practice row.. how i told myself from the start that this was crazy and i could nvr make.. it..but well i did.. non-stop altho the rest did too but hell it sure felt damn good.

like what coach says its all in the mind. believe it and u can.

I didn't know i be so affected.
all along i was so bochup even pei say so.
but i guess with the times spent together.
it makes it harder each time.
like what i said to pei
when its finally over.
its time for me to say.
this is the one thing
i have zero courage for.



| The.Goodbye. 12/03/2008 04:04:00 AM |

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Monday, December 01, 2008


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The End of my B'day WEEKEND!!!
now to say my Thank you(s)
and also how everything went!

so be prepared its gona be a damn long entry!




so here it goes...
the first celebrations i had was with the GANG! i alrdy blog abt it earlier on so will do a brief one
it was with Flo, Jaime, Alison, Edna, Syl, Calista, Leonard, mei mei and mei mei's bf!

It was seafood dinner at ECP and drinking at there.. as usual they wun let me off i drank quite abit
and got really slpy!!!!! and pukish! hahaha anyway guys really thanks for everything. enjoyed myself very much
and alison thanks for the pressie! its cute! and i like nitemare bfore christmas still so dun worry..

then come Sunday which i haven blog abt. it was race day 2 for regatta! and
our PLK TEAMS DID WELL! WE GOT 2 SLIVER!!! well done guys!!!!!
then af the race... come the sabo-session for the Nov Babies..
good thing was... Vice Capt! wei quan is also a nov baby! when come
the coke with mentos saboh he was the main target.. i only kena alil!

aft that was the b'day cake cum second round sabo...
it was horrible... like HORRIBLE!!!
they made HORRIBLE SANDWICHES!!!!!!
one was WASABI..... one was Raisins and garlic? and one was GreenPepper and wasabi and lastly ... RAW ONIONS AND GARLIC!
oh my oh my.. and of all i've got to choose the RAW ONIONS AND GARLIC!...
it was horrible.... the taste.. was.. wooot.... man..
even Eve also say abit too much!

SO CLARE!! WHOOSE IDEA ISIT!!!! ISIT URS!!! HUH!!!!!! DUN TELL ME U DUNO COS THERE IS EVIDENCE U, MILO AND YEO WERE MAKING THE BREAD! THE PHOTOS BY OUR LOVELY MRROOEEEWWW - ING TIGRESS SAMMMMY!
haha so whose ar... so .. jialet.. really man
i rather eat the rest.... like anyone.. of it .. but this.
but well its a saboh and man i will play along and eve say i took a really big bite out of it!
hahah its a sabo and its an effort! so man lets do it!
aft that we went to billy bombers at centrall for dinner!!!!!!!!!!!
it was really a fun day... man.. nonsense with the teammates
go to my facebook and see all the wacky nonsense pictures we took!
it was sure hell enjoyable!

then come Wed... my last day of work for the week
my Bosses and my AD were really nice!!!!!
we went WARAKU FOR LUNCH!! its my fav Jap place!!!
and then MY AD bought me an AWFULLY CHOC RUM AND CHERRY CAKE!
wah shiok until cannot shiok! the whole day pass by so fast! and took
pics but i dun have the pics yet.. lol one of my boss is this
sweet -stuff fan... so yah he is so damn happy! hahaha bth
then aft that i picked.. 3 sets of 4D no.s for them.. but nah didn't win..
it was really nice of them! and boy did we waste time.. lol
i still got 2 days leave to clear. leh how? hahahahaha
i love my BOSSES LAR!!!!!
my AD.. maybe if he is not so himbo.. i will like him more... LOL

then come my Actual B'day which is THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and guess who celebrated with me?
YES... Missy mafia, super hamster, Vikki Tan
it was Shopping, Dinner, Arcade and MOVIE!!!
and she bought me 2 tees.. one of which.. was
REALLY REALLY BRIGHT...
So nice of her!!!!
she treated me to movie.. and dinner which was
at Crystal Jade.. with really nice construction view of Sentosa and really really bright sun rays! haha
we went CJ cos we tot of Xiao long bao.. and guess what.. this one dun have. LOL
like kena Bianged.. BUT!!!!!! nonetheless i enjoyed and loved the food there!
haha we went arcade to play the basketball game again without a doubt.
hahaa and tried some car racing game.. lol
and We watched! Madagascar2 !! haha it was funny! ahaha and i tot it ended quite fast.
haha it was a really good and happy day for me for sure!
Hey Miss Vikki ... thanks for Movie and the dinner! and the company.
hahaha it was really enjoyable!! and our next movie is quarantine!!!!
hahaha!
heres the 2 tees!
and oh Vikki i can fit the M size.. lol and btw my old one is..
XL leh... hahaha but that time i didn't bother to try...so... hmmmmmm

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i've got this blue one with white hahaha
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and this is the Bright..green/blue/yellow.. hmmm one

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this one is to just show how big a contrast it is... with my skin.. LoL
but man i love this the most!!!! so BRIGHT! and yeah
Vikki say i shld start wearing bright colours? haha
I AM ALRDY!! JUST LIL BY LIL!
wahahahaha anyway thanks alot! :) ur the best hamster! HAHA

then come Fri! it wasn't exactly a celebration but it was a meetup
cos of my b;day so it is counted as one! haha and GUESS WHO?
YES VAL!!! omg VAL!!!! its been months since i last saw u!!! oh man!!
we were walking ard.. and shopping alil here and there..
then yes we went to arcade.. lol she wanted to find the fishing game
but there wasn't any.. and we end up playing this really fun
SMS-ing game.. hahaha fun leh... woot! i want to play again!
eh Vikki next time we go try that ok! hahahaaha its FUN!
then we went to cofffee bean and slack and catch up
it was good seeing u again aft soo long bro.. we need more if it man
bro.. dun so stress abt school and all aye
take it easy sometimes give urself a break..
anyway just sms and call aye.. dun hesitate
and thanks for the company too!!!!

alrite this was how my b'day celebrations is
and if u count i tink i have 5 b'day celebrations this year..
record breaking!!! like OMG
THE BEST Birthday i have ever had!!!



I WANT TO THANK!! JESSIE SEAH!!!! for being the first one to WISH ME Happy b'day!
i want to also thank Loraine! who rush up and down to wish me!!! haha thanks alot!
and also TO JEAN WHO PROMISED TO SING ME A B'dAY SONG AND SHE DID!!! hahah virtually tho'
and also..to Pei, wei leng,jocelyn tigress sam, Capt eve who actually emailed me on FB .. and it was a darn funny email!!!! and tones of teamates.. too many to mention.. will be like... twenty plus of them !
and also not forgetting the GANG!!!!! SYL,FLO,MeiMei, Edna and Jaime! and the rest! thanks alot!
and also my Bosses and AD too! and IRIS and Ember and Shikin which they all wished me on FB! :)
and also Vikki Tan for the B'day Hug and pressie and wish! and of cos not forgetting my FAV IC!!!!
CLARE who wish me from Taiwan too! hahahaaha u all ROCKED!
i hope i didn't forget anyone!...... its 3.30 and my brain ain't functioning well so if i do.. pls forgive!!!
and also to those who actually sms to my 912***** no. i'm sorry not using that no. now.
simcard prob. using another no. now.. hmm well anyway thanks and i will try to find the time
and also the bother-ness to go and change the simcard. :)

aye thats all for now still got sat and sun to blog another day bah!

till then
Thanks EVERYONE FOR MAKING THIS B'DAY SO MUCH SPECIAL THEN THE REST!





| The.Goodbye. 12/01/2008 01:29:00 AM |

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