Thursday, January 29, 2009
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i realised its been quite long since i last blog....
been really LAZY to blog nowadays...
whats new huh... lol
been trying to rem what i did... previously
as mentioned earlier clubbing the syl,cali,beatrice,jaime,jaime's cousin and pearly
saw Cecilia there.. and saw 2 asshole there also LOL .. well at least i wasn't the one who call one of them the fat one..
it was fun fun fun nite.. cos syl and beatrice was higgggh.. lol
and we drank quite alot... jaggerbomb was niceeeeee lol
quick fuck too lol...
then hmmmm quite afew of meet ups with the gang at usual place
MJ too.. hmm ( my mind is failing me badly LOL OLD liaoz )
met up with super hamster Vikki for KTV i think.. i think thats all.
can't rem much.. ( sounds like i machiam just woke up from a long coma...LOL )
and not to forget training as well.. the past weeks training were really taxing..
my body hasn't ache for quite awhile.. the 90 stroke rate for 300ms non-stop is a killer!
i almost gave up.. but i guess its all the in mind!
i think this time round coach is deathset in getting GOLD medals.. lol
oh wellll then come CNY!
its.... preparing.. cleaning... rushing work...visiting... ang bao collecting and gambling!
soo many things to do! but this time round i really pack damn last min.
cos .. i was stuck at work late and have been going out till late at nite aft work...
even on the eve of the eve of CNY i went for training.. lol
other than the usual weekend work outs i also do my fair share of workout with my Wii..lol
indoor sports.. tennis.. ping pong.. golf baseball and my no.1 recommendation Boxing.
thats cardio workout! WOOT! and i've been boxing soo much i'm having Muscle Aches..
haha training up for Muay thai lessons again! (fingers crossed!) lol...
okok CNY.. angbao collection was preetttttyyy good even though there was a huge cut from my parents..(economy bad!)
but to my shock there were actually quite alot of increase in some of the angbao.. mainly the older cousins... LOL..
this year gambling luck middle i guess..
MJ really no luck lol lose n lose
But BJ.... got pretty good luck...
even tho' losing MJ quite abit.. overall
plus my BJ winnings i still win alil! lol
happy lar!
but well sad new is i'm starting work soon.. on fri..
haha how i will miss this 1 week holiday! lol
but one good news is....
I'M FINALLY MEETING MISS IRIS CHIA PENG JIE! yes
she is flying back to aust sooon tho'!
its the movies and dinner time
i think we got tonnes of catching up to do.
haven seen each other for years!
and we used to be the best of friends/couple-like in sec school days!
those were the times!
hahaha ok lar... better enjoy myself
before i get back to work my ass off again~
BOOO!!!!
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i'm laughing at u.. i know what i'm doing is bad.
but it can't be as bad as ur gf beating the red light and you lying to
the LTA and covering up for her.
i think its quite a serious crime.. but watever it is.. its dumb lar. but i'm happy to know that. :):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
for a moment i tot last time i was childish but i guess i'm not the only one.. and seriously i am bad.. like really but again i'm not the only one.. ur just a jian ming yi tiao lar.. everytime say the same thing.. like want to go die or just kill u blah blah blah blah blah... i see the same pattern again.. i find those words soo damn familiar and from the outside i am laughing so hard and i finally figure out what a fool i've been..
I truly thank whoever... got me out of that.. really. i am truly grateful.
and now i may nt be some multi-millionaire or some famous jeepers.
but i am feeling quite good abt myself, i've got friends,work,family(not really but CNY felt kinda gd)
keeping my lifestyle more balanced, much much more freedom and the best part... i get to decide
where my money goes.. be it to savings... ...... lol, my family, entertainment.. myself...... or myself! LOL
ok lar i tok too much crap le. my body has cooled down from the boxing workout its time to bathe and rest for the day out with Miss IRIS!
to "mummy" - i love u okies! don't think too much.. please cheer up! just call me when u need to talk! i promise i will pick up on the first ring this time!! dun want to see u like this arrrrrrr... i need my cheerful will listen to my nonsense and lamness mummy!!! come back to me! and don't forget another meet up ah... sooon! i'll squeeze time for u!
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its weird..
even knowing so much of the "not so nice to hear" past.
can't help.
it has become sort of a distraction
and i can't really afford that.
so how?
i got another distraction( no its not DB.. cos its not a DISTRACTION! )
i gotta focus on what i want.
shall just let.. things go naturally :)
as long as i'm happy the way i am! :)
| The.Goodbye. 1/29/2009 03:58:00 AM |
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Friday, January 16, 2009
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just got back from zouk.
there is a hint of remorse for posting my previous post.
but there is also a hint of gladness i did.
but what is said is said
just like what u said behind my back.
just dun understand. why have to do things this way?
isn't it tiring? we are not 16 anymore.
i hate this. i dun want to become like u.
being so dramatic abt every single thing,
making urself like the victim everytime something goes wrong.
if i am the victim i prolly deserve it.
and i prolly brought myself upon it.
but i am taking it with stride.
i'm not gona be like u.
cos i get sick and tired trying to make myself like i'm the bloody victim
everyone get hurts everyone loses their mind
just get over it man.
its abt time u think this way.
| The.Goodbye. 1/16/2009 04:39:00 AM |
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Thursday, January 15, 2009
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Hoping very hard that an accident will happen in some island of
indonesia and that it will kill just 2 particular ppl there.. 1 loser and a loser's maid.
YES this is how much i hate her.
Some hatred can not be forgotten nor forgiven.
and the grudges will stay on forever.
this is the kind of hatred.
i wished u were dead.
or at least i am.
MY BIGGEST FUCKING MISTAKE.
throwing all my money on u
wasting my time and my family/friends time.
shldn't have continue when i found out
u were emailing/flirting with ur damn crush
just barely 1mth in our relationship
plus all those lies that i have no idea why the need to tell
that fortunately i've stumbled on in my OWN LAPTOP.
your a piece a art. i tot i was the worse.
until i met u. i know at least there is someone
that i can step on to be higher.
and one thing is so true that my friend said to me
its a good thing that u dump me.
it means my karma has finally ended.
and that i am so much better than this.
better than u.
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i apologise to ppl(does not include her nor her bunch of friends) who feel uncomfortable abt this post.
the reason i blog this is because i've heard more thing abt it again...
seriously its been so long.. just get over it. LOSER's MAID.
Dun think u shoot arrows behind me and that i will have no idea about it.
Even though i said all these mean things i still thank you
for everything good that happened
And u totally disgust me.
For being what u are now, how u have become and things that you do,think and say.
if you think ur soo good.
let me tell u something, there are millions of ppl better off than u out there
just like how millions of ppl are better than me too.
ur nose are so high that all u breathe in are the hot smelly gas.
there will come a day where karma hits and ur nose will be burnt and lose its senses.
i am still crossing my fingers damn hard on a fatal accident over there.
i could use a smile :)
| The.Goodbye. 1/15/2009 11:25:00 AM |
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
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wanted to slp by 2.
now its 2.31 but well
i'm gona slp soon
my New year resolution for this year...
(actually i think this is the first time i ever really made one)
-Slp Early
-Cut down on cabs (sort of completed)
-Cut down on smoking(i am kinda close to a non-smoker)
-Learn my driving by june this year or end of the year.
-do my best for DB
-do my best for work too.
-hopefully learn sailing too!
ok lar thats abt all.. so many also duno if i'll be able to keep
First thing first. i want to Say GOOD JOB MEI MEI!!!!!
Congrats on ur 'O's level result!!!!
So happy for u!
ok lets continue...
what have i done the past week...
eh tues met up with loraine and joanne
and also collect my tees i bought online from loraine!
then wed.. hmmm played MJ lol
then thursday went down town with the bros
and had WARAKU! hehs
then fri celebrated Edna's b'day with the gang
it was seafood dinner and ktv.
all i rem of last week was busy and busy...
i end work late everyday..
and it make this week pass by pretty fast.
just felt very strangled at work..
so much work and so little time..
everything is a rush.. and on top of that
i've got an AD who is is a bloody himbo...
and always 'steal's my ideas... i'm kinda getting
sick abt it. sigh..
well
nvm that.. Pei Pei is Back from Paris le!
and That Jess shld be back from Genting
hopefully with my CRICKET LIGHTER!
oh have to thank Vikki for those cricket lighter previously
ok lar i think thats abt all.
i'm so lazy to blog anymore
- ur pathetic, ur so pathetic, ur like her dog, trying so hard to please that loser.
ur becoming worse than ever and i'm here smiling right at it.
- you... i know how i feel but i just ain't got much to say i just hope u will wake up
put urself back on track..
- u... hmmm well :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
i know like alot... of you,u ...
oh well
ok lar going to 4...
i shall ZZzzZzz boss not in SG! wooo hooo!
but i've got tonnes of work to do!
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| The.Goodbye. 1/13/2009 02:18:00 AM |
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
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i am soo damn lazy to blog.. nowadays..
busy and stress out with work..
and this week has been going out aft work
till pretty late too..
come home i'll be researching on ideas..
doing some work and.. playing Wii.. lol
Yes got Wii! hahaha its pretty fun.. if i am sick of
weights i can play that.. and i can do tennis,golfing..
bowling,baseball.. hahaha... sweeetness...
ok lar.. stop my nonsense..
have alot to blog abt and update
but i can tell u guys that i've forgotten..
quite a fair bit of it..
sooooo... ... yeah...
better start packing my bag for training in a few hours time!
:)
| The.Goodbye. 1/11/2009 02:24:00 AM |
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