Friday, April 09, 2010

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ok since this is my blog i got every right to vent
to bitch since its ur mouth and u have been bitching.

Firstly fuck you.. u 2 faced hypocrite..
last time bitch to us abt KW complained abt her and yet
now u bitch about other ppl to her. fucking 2-faced

2nd u go ard bitching about me still talking about things
that happen at CNY yes i may be the 1st one who sent out
the msg to SAMM.. but seriously your behaviour was uncalled for
its my fault to send that and i did apologised and i apologised
a few times.. but what i said was only true to what i felt and end up
u bitch to alot more ppl than i did.. even to ppl like amirah.. seriously
what u trying to do? build troops and gather ppl on your side? is that why
u kept wanting to drink coffee with WL? go ahead lor.. u wana make a whole
scene go ahead i was nvr this sort of person and i wun fight with u on this
go ahead and gather ur groupies i know the friends i know in DB are not stupid
and can think for themselves one.

what you said:
*when anyone of us win.. ur reaction is 'WAH LAO EH. in the face'
and once you commented this "WAH LAO EH YOUR KEEP WINING MY MONEY
LATER NO MONEY PAY FOR THE STEAMBOAT FOR YOU ALL' this sentence really
sets me off.. seriously.. we are sharing the steamboat what! n previously
when u COMPLAINED ABT IT FEL ALRDY SAID SHE WILL PAY FIRST!

in the 1st place u were the 1 who WANTS TO PLAY MJ! U WERE THE ONE WHO JIO
THE MJ! AND I WASN'T THE ONE WHO WANTS TO PLAY MONEY AND I REM VERY CLEARLY
YOU SAID YP WANA PLAY MONEY IF NT SHE WUN WANA PLAY.. SO FINE PLAY MONEY LOR
I AM OK WITH IT ONE. IF YOUR BROKE AND YOU THINK THAT YOU CANOT LOSE.. THEN IN
THE 1ST PLACE DUN PLAY LOR.. MOST OF TIME ME FEL AND SAMM PLAY AT YOUR HOUSE..
SINCE WHEN WE PLAY MONEY?

in all my years of playing MJ (i started when i was 16/17) 1st time i really
play until... i actually feel that its wrong for me to win the hand.. really
u get stare at and talked loudly at. if your upset about losing its understandable
its only normal... but.. taking it out on other ppl is just plain rude.. no PAI PING!
then next time dun play.. or dun play with money. if wana play with money.. must be
prepared to win and lose.. where got ppl always win one? i win now but i play with my
friends i lose most of the time also.. but i also no grumble.. no luck then
who can i blame? its just MJ what.. got win got lose.

then nvm this is just the MJ part.. 1st-ly u invite ppl to steamboat.. we are all grateful. when me fel and edwin stayed over.. and helped u do the rest of the
grocery shopping and helped out with the cutting of veges.. and preparing the stuff
i was pretty glad that fel and edwin was very auto abt helping out.. altho they duno
much about what to do.. but to me its the tots that count.. but i wasn't happy with ur attitude towards them.. JUST CAUSE THEY DUNO HOW TO USE YOUR CAN OPENER U LIKE PEK CEK WITH THEM AND COMMENTED, YOUR GO AND KEEP THE MJ SET LAR. i was like.. wah need to like that nt.. they helped out in cutting and plucking the veges.. ur attitude was uncalled for.. seriously.. ppl helping u.. don't take it for granted.. not asking u to be grateful but in the least dun be rude.

Just FYI.. i know when one of them heard have to pay for your steamboat.. the comment was.. huh wah steamboat still need to pay.. i go ppl house also no need to pay one lor..then i replied and said.. must understand this time round alot of ppl so cannot expect her to pay for all mah.. then ok lar the person say true also.. and JUST FYI.. SHE IS THE ONE WHO ASKED ME IF I CAN ASK IF THEY ARE WILLING TO PAY CAUSE SHE PAISEY TO ASK.. -_-|||

Then nvm during the steamboat day.. when ppl start coming.. u KEPT ANNOUNCING YOU LOST 35 DOLLARS IN MJ YESTERDAY.. its fine really but yeah soo ppl start asking who win the most.. and its me.. and all was like.. wah win the most so any contribution.. and also say wah chris.. win money ar.. li hai leh.. win so much sia.. biggest winner sia! Its as if i'm out to kill.. wtf.. then i know i told jean and Fel aiyah the money i win i will contribute to the steamboat lar.. but the real reason is u lose until so bui gam wan i also dun wana take the money lor. I BUI GIAN THE MONEY LOR SERIOUSLY!

Then at the end of the day when collecting money.. also ask me to collect.. ask me to count so aft calculation everyone is 8+ lar.. then WL was helping me to collect..
then she said aiyah round it off to 10 cause abit hard to change ppl money also.. then i was like yea true make things easier also.. so end up there is an extra of 20+ on top of the overall spending and wl say ok lar cause we use her electricity and the gas
so when the money was collected.. i hand it to her lar.. and i told her there is extra but dun need to change us back.. then her reply was.. 'AIYAH ALL THESE MONEY ALSO GO BACK TO MY DAD WHAT!' i was abit stunned by the reply.. in my heart i was like.. erm.. ok what else u expect us to do? pay u more? or what cause we alrdy did! i duno lar but i was just shocked at this kind of reply.. i mean if u so bothered abt the money.. then why make things difficult for urself by hosting.. or worse invite SO MANY PPL! if you wana host then be a good host.. dun host until like that.. no one will blame u for not hosting.. no one will say eh why she dun wana host.. NO ONE WILL! you nice to everyone but u show all these to afew of us.. seriously 2 face only..

And yes like i said its my fault that i sent out that msg.. but i only sent it to samm why? cause samm is leaving what.. she wun be in the team and make things awkward! but well for u, obviously dun think so what u choose to tell those ppl in the team.. and i couldn't stand it.. so i told WL AND PEI... they are the closest to me. And also in the msg i told u what i felt why i was unhappy and i apologised for my behaviour and attitude.. and everything but you nvr once think that ur wrong.. ur msges was saying this is u i not happy then so be it.. all these was ok.. fine its ur character.. but lastly when i asked u if u are ok if not then fine i wun talk to u so nt to make things more awkward.. but ur reply was ur ok with all these its over and all.. i still got the entire convo msges.. the good thing about iphone.. one thing i will say.. i tell u straight what i wasn't happy about.. and that's it.. but u, u pretend everything is ok and go behind n stab me in the back.. if u want to tell ppl that i bitch abt u.. fine its true.. but u.. ur no better than me.. ur a hypocrite...

And you all think the bitching stops here? noooooooo~.. so wrong!! i will tell you.. what else she bitch about.. she bitch about our another teamate.. Quote-ing this "SO WHAT IF SHE IS STRONG.. HER STROKES ARE SLOWER THAN OTHERS!" yes the person she bitch abt is none other than FEL.. she is ranked 3rd for the female.. well i didn't bitch with her on that.. cause seriously FEL IS STRONG LOR! come on lar.. she proves it with her score.. time trial is good.. ergo is good running is good.. sit up damn good.. and u actually can say her.. well this one i nvr said it to anyone.. cause i can only imagine what will happen if word gets ard and fel knows it.. gona be really bad! well and if think this is bad bitching there is actually worse.. one.. she brought in this guy name is Seng chye.. they are like close friend since secondary school n yet she bitch abt him in one of the worse way.. she, quote 'he is a bai jia zi'.. u know i was shocked when she said that.. to me.. then nvm she continue to say his money all from his parents.. her so called good fren.. and thats how she bitch abt him and apparently not to me only she told this to quite a few ppl.. come to think of it maybe i shldn't be surprise if she bitch abt me or anyone of us..

And i wana say i'm glad that there are ppl who feel very unjust for me.. say who are they to say such things about me.. quote: one come training but always dun wana row..
and another quote: please lar since 1st day ***** and me have alrdy told her there is something wrong with her stroke who is she to correct ppl's stroke.. i'm sure your stroke is better than hers! Quote: Come on The score speaks for it self, your time trial is so good.. this kind of thing where can deny(i rebutted saying the wind was kinda on my side).. and yes maybe wind was at your side alil.. but at that time when u take the trial.. its aft a session of training and a super shagged day.. of amazing race and waking up damn early to prepare the race.. while the rest took the trial on a sat aftnn.. with no prior aches due to training. Quote: Her time trial time chui lor! FYI all these are quote by others who knew abt it.. wasn't from my mouth.

And just to say i didn't make this a team problem.. it was her, she n the rest was the one who go ard talking and telling ppl in the team bitching abt me.. and say that i talk so much but when i train i dun put in effort dun pull my own weight.. and it doesn't take a genius to know walls have ears.. and ppl talk, some ppl hear alrdy dun feel good cause they find it to be unfair to pass this kind of comment.. and hence they come and tell me.. but well you know what.. it may be true that i prolly don't pull much of my weight.. but if i don't neither do you guys.. simply by judging of time trial.. yes some of them will say.. they small size have to pull such heavy weight. but fyi ur light so u overall still pull a much lighter weight than ppl like me.. i hve to pull my heavy weight.. and also coxwain and balancer weight.. if u think that i dun pull my own weight.. then fine.. neither are you guys then.. you want to pass this kind of sweeping judgment make sure ur qualified to don't let it backfire you.

And now this has really become a TEAM PROBLEM.. but yeah when ppl ask me i say remain neutral pls.. i dun like this kind of 'attention' dun need this kind of shit. Let her do what she wants.. i know if i got put in effort and i know the impt ppl recognise that i'm improving, its good enough.

What goes ard comes ard.. and how true is this sentence.. so seriously have to watch our back.. u nvr know what a person can do, when the knife will be on ur back.. it just take some 'shit' to happen and there goes the knife.


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